It wasn’t Laramie, it’s the girl who sits next to me in band. We’re both on the oboe part for our song Solàs Ané. it makes me so angry
i take the piece home and play it so i sound good
then these assholes depend on me for backup during their shitty duet and ruin the one I personally wanted
just fuck
(I know it wasn’t Laramie. Laramie is actually way better then most of my section lmao)
i mean like, you fucking heard it
it’s terrible with her back, now
you can hear the lack of care
I'm glad you guys are helping him.
I just wish I could do more to help him, honestly. The perpetrator has affected me as well, so I want to get justice too.
dissociating
dissociating real hard help
I've never personally experienced dissociation but I've heard that ground stuff like holding an ice in your hand, touching something with a lot of texture, or physically describing things around you can help
dissociating
dissociating real hard help
I've never personally experienced dissociation but I've heard that ground stuff like holding an ice in your hand, touching something with a lot of texture, or physically describing things around you can help
yeah, I doused my face with cold water and since then I've been better <3
In other news, what's something that rhymes with sugar??
I– You know what, that works.
Speaking of Titus Andronicus, I love this book cover:
It's got people pie on the back!
that is such an aesthetic. im both living and dying for it
I have three plays with those covers (As You Like It, A Midsummer Night's Dream, and Henry V) and I'm looking for the Titus Andronicus one! The Antony and Cleopatra one is also chef's kiss
I forced my friend to read Vicious and that's why I changed my username.
Also because I'm absolute trash for Victor Vale.
well
I’m going back to therapy, but not due to my anxiety (I believe I’ve already dealt with it enough, it’s still there but manageable)
For the past few months, I’ve had some (frankly) not so good thoughts in my mind, and while Christmas break helped they only began to surface around a month ago. Should I have kept silent about it for so long? No, probably not. I just didn’t know what to say I guess and I really, really don’t want to do therapy again. And I dont know why either. My previous therapy experiences? Great! I just don’t..
And then I just don’t wanna take pills either. Which even then I don’t know if I’ll need to yet, so there’s no need on worrying about that.
all I have to really do right now is get through the week. I’ll have March break soon at least and hopefully by then I’ll be seeing someone.
So just a little vent in here, writing down my thoughts and such. do I feel better that I told someone? I don’t really know, it’s really hard to tell right now.
Today, someone fat shamed me. I just stood tall and ignored it. I eventually shed a few tears, but for the first time in a while, I didn't really care. I am not even that large! I am only 60kg. (I'm 13). Then, I asked his friend to stop doing it, and he said fine. The original person didn't stop, but as long as I know that I'm not fat, then I know he is just trying to cover up his own issues. The whole point of this rant was to say that I am becoming more confident :) Thanks for reading <3 Baiiiiii
Why don't we have snow days for rain? It's raining really hard and I don't want to go to school
Today, someone fat shamed me. I just stood tall and ignored it. I eventually shed a few tears, but for the first time in a while, I didn't really care. I am not even that large! I am only 60kg. (I'm 13). Then, I asked his friend to stop doing it, and he said fine. The original person didn't stop, but as long as I know that I'm not fat, then I know he is just trying to cover up his own issues. The whole point of this rant was to say that I am becoming more confident :) Thanks for reading <3 Baiiiiii
<3 <3 Flex on me with that confidence, babe!!
Why don't we have snow days for rain? It's raining really hard and I don't want to go to school
I am literally sitting in my seat, and my right sleeve/side/thigh, are soaked through. (Only on the outside, it didn't go much further than my right.) and my left sleeve is damp too.
My mom is su;pposed to drive me on days like this.
She never does.
I don't like rain.
When my friend walked up to me saying "I'm going to stab you", I didn't expect her to actually stab me with something.
Yeah. It was very shocking, to say the least.
Someone in my guard stabbed a kid with a pen, she had to wear an ankle bracelet to the one comp she went to.
My brother stabbed someone in the back with a pencil once.