why are all my friends so good at art, it’s not fair, i want to be that godly-

why are all my friends so good at art, it’s not fair, i want to be that godly-

Funny, that's what I say when I look at your art

Vent

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Hm. Suicidal thoughts are strong again. The past 4 (5?) days I was hyper and hyper-productive, staying up late and not really feeling tired once. Now I'm back to feeling better of dead and always tired. Maybe it is a bipolar thing. I'm sick of this. If I'm going to be in this cycle my whole life, then no, I don't want to live. But I keep living out of spite. It's not a great reason to live, not even a good one. My quality of life has plummeted.

Try to go to sleep on time. That'll probably help.

Oh and 1400.

I feel like it'd be a good time for a new PVC….idk, it's taking a while to load and this is a pretty good milestone to end on

That’s what I was thinking too
I’ll make a new one

Thanks Ella :)
I'm doing a little better now, maybe it was just an early morning mood swing lol.

Someone tag me in the new one please?

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There are two parts of me on fourth of july
One. The history nerd who's favorite war ever was the revolution
Two. The sensory issues that caused me to have a new overload every time my neighbors set off another firework.

That was the third of july, my parents are having to give me headphones and a xanax becuase I can't handle the noises

Same, my parents shut all the windows and said I could listen to music during dinner.

Anyone online? I need to vent.

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