Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift

is anyone else like… a touch starved little b-tch who needs constant attention but it too scared to date cuz they've only been in abusive relationships? Cuz i certainly am haha

Dating in general….. ick
I've been lucky to never be in an abusive relationship (my ex gf was manipulative, but not towards me), but I'm still touch starved as hell and will only let one person touch me really.
I didn't realize it's like… normal for parents to cuddle their kids???? Mine never did that?
Anyway, hot take, we should normalize cuddling and hugging a lot outside of dating.

@tungsten

Dom is very wise

relationships? nah get a best friend homes it does everything for you

@tungsten

I didn't realize it's like… normal for parents to cuddle their kids???? Mine never did that?
Anyway, hot take, we should normalize cuddling and hugging a lot outside of dating.

This is also very wise

I tell my friends (friends here can vouch) that I love them and I hug my irl friends very often. before covid I hugged them every day! normalize that shit

@Becfromthedead

God, that sounds so nice. Personally I have a hard time touching people, but it'd be really cool if that was more commonplace

@tungsten

well I don't go outside of their comfort zones as well. a few of my friends adore my hugs and others like my vibes. it just depends yknow

but if you want a hug don't hesitate to hug me if you see me irl because I'm told my hugs are mMM

@Becfromthedead

Shoutout to my one friend who does this thing where he invites you in for a handshake OR a hug, depending on what you're comfy with.
And then when he did it to me I froze up because I wasn't sure which one to do lmaoooo

@Althalosian-is-the-father

Dom is very wise

relationships? nah get a best friend homes it does everything for you

My bro Josh was chill with hugging and hand holding. Get yourself a Josh 10/10.
Also I've been told that my hugs are excellent so I'm bragging.

@wren-has-mommy-issues

Anyway, hot take, we should normalize cuddling and hugging a lot outside of dating.

this^^^^

@berlioz

April 27, 2021

Dom is very wise

relationships? nah get a best friend homes it does everything for you

My bro Josh was chill with hugging and hand holding. Get yourself a Josh 10/10.
Also I've been told that my hugs are excellent so I'm bragging.

omg did he go to the Josh fight??
I have a Josh too, 10/10, definitely recommend everyone hop on the platonic cuddles train.

@moss

April 27, 2021

my wrist is fucking burning it hurts so bad wtf

@Althalosian-is-the-father

Dom is very wise

relationships? nah get a best friend homes it does everything for you

My bro Josh was chill with hugging and hand holding. Get yourself a Josh 10/10.
Also I've been told that my hugs are excellent so I'm bragging.

omg did he go to the Josh fight??
I have a Josh too, 10/10, definitely recommend everyone hop on the platonic cuddles train.

Nah I wish. But he got married a few weeks ago which was absolutely amazing.

@someone_who_occasionally_writes_

I'm literally so touch starved that when my crush's leg LIGHTLY BRUSHED my leg I had a mental breakdown.

@Consider-PB_and_the_Jellies

My mom called me a pathological liar last night, because I thought I had put the scissors downstairs, but didn’t??

~~I looked it up, she seems to fit the description, more than me~~

@faltering_through

uhhh tw for just bad parenting- i don't want to say abuse because it sounds…rough. idk

I am having an absolutely terrible time right now.
I love talking with my mom about things that have happened in the past and generally addressing things that I don't agree with. I try my best to make her understand my point of view, while also understanding hers. I like doing things like these even though I know there's a chance that it may end not so good. It's necessary if we want a good relationship.

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But I hate. I absolutely hate when she dismisses my experience with her. She may not remember that she used to corner me while I tried my best to get away from her, but just because she doesn't remember doesn't mean I don't.
Of course, she doesn't remember, she wasn't the one getting hit. I was. I remember every second of it every time she did it because it was fucking painful. But the fact that she's so confident that it never happened and tries to tell me that I'm wrong and that that never happened to me absolutely boils my blood. It makes me want to commit murder.
Anyways, I'm giving her hell for the next week, I've about had it.

@ClownB*tch

so like anyone else trying to figure out if they have tics or just have really weird muscle spasms? like i honestly dont know anymore, if someone would help me with this that'd be great (obviously you arent all like doctors and stuff but just anyone who has tics, if you could help me out here i would be so so thankful.)

yea ok bye this post is already too much and i probably just seem like im attention seeking and now yall will think i'm trying to guilt trip but i promise i'm not but i'll just leave anyways hahahaha

@SpookyScarySnoteleks

Happier vent:
My school's small, so for sports, we're combined with our sister school down the road(it also happens to be our "rival" school so things are wild), and yesterday I wore a One Piece shirt to practice, and 3 separate people from the other school came up to me and talked about One Piece, I didn't think anyone there was into anime, and apparently one of the girls(who I think I went to summer camp with?) thought the same thing about our school

I also went on a side quest to help find a kid's phone so that was an experience

@moss

currently panicking rn i have an essay that was due at 8 and im not done with it and i also have a big math test next period and i didnt study at all

@saor_illust

i'm now starting to wonder if this was a good idea in the first place.
i haven't… exactly had the best week so far.

but tuesday night i decided to just cut off contact with everyone besides about one or two people.
started yesterday.
…is this considered isolation?
should i stop?

god, i have ten pings and five dms plus the two really active gcs i'm in.
…and yet, i'm choosing to ignore them. a first.
considering venting to quan again.
gah, i miss them. a lot.
under a month now until their birthday, i'm starting to wonder if i'll ever hear from them again.

@Echo_6

Just go ahead and skip this, it's nothing. I just needed to voice it and not keep it totally internal.

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Ever since I told people that I wanted to join the military, I got the same question. Every person I told asked this question no matter what. "Why do you want to join the military?" My answer to them is always the same. "I just want to follow in the footsteps of my grandpa, and my uncle, and my great grandpa, and my great great grandpa. That's why." That's always been why. At least to the people that ask me that question… That's not the true reason though…

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About five years ago I stumbled across a video on YouTube of three soldiers literally giving their lives. The body cam footage was recovered off of one of the soldiers, and it was clear that they knew there was no one coming to get them. They were on their own, but they continued to fight until they were all gunned down. Instead of reacting like a "normal" person, being horrified or sad about it, I legit said to myself "I could have done something about that." After that I made it my goal to be save as many people as I could.

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I genuinely do not care what happens to me. If I die, then I die. I couldn't care less. I literally could not care less about my life. All I care about is helping other people. And if people are going to mock me for the "cheesiness" of my reason. Or they're going to be horrified by the dangerousness of my job, and question why I would "willingly throw my life away for people I don't know." I have one thing to say to that.

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@Althalosian-is-the-father

10/10, Warrior.

@Althalosian-is-the-father

so like anyone else trying to figure out if they have tics or just have really weird muscle spasms? like i honestly dont know anymore, if someone would help me with this that'd be great (obviously you arent all like doctors and stuff but just anyone who has tics, if you could help me out here i would be so so thankful.)

Do they come when you have an emotional spike?

@Pickles