so here's a summary of how my day went today:
someone: [gives me some constructive critism that is much needed]
my brain: is this a personal attack i smell? time to cry now you big ol pissbaby
me: not again-
also me, sniffling: thanks for letting me know, i'll work on it-
this one hurted
Also, is that a wild Emi I spy? My favorite Emi? It's Reed, lol
I'm tired sorry for le odd wordings
it is an emi doing her daily bitching about cishet people
hello Reed, my dear child
But cishet guys sometimes are just out here treating their SO like shit.
ok but why did i feel this
I have nothing against men but somehow cishets manage (ESPECIALLY if they are religious) to be worse??????????
I’m literally not trying to offend I’m just stating fact 💅✨
Ok relating to what I said because I was thinking about it just now. ignore my spam you’re fine
Literally every guy who got close to me at some point has told me to shut up. Yes, even the one you’re thinking of, dear reader. My dad, male friends, and [cishet religious whose name will not be typed again].
Why does every guy who gets close to me think it’s appropriate to tell me to shut up? I came across the realization that a lot of my relationships (and previous ones) got scarily one-sided to say the least, simply because of my willing to listen personality. That same personality thinks people who are used to having the spotlight on them think they have room to tell me my opinion or words are not good enough.
perhaps it’s because I’m just overthinking it, perhaps it’s from me literally being told to shut up from a very young age, but now I myself can’t even say it JOKINGLY without feeling bad. it makes me feel abusive and mean, while these people who have said it to me have barely thought about it.
can I just rewind time and undo my last romantic relationship please
I’m just so over reflecting on it and realizing how bad it was for me
ugh
and I’ll probably end up talking about it more but agaha have a good night friends
Yes, even the one you’re thinking of, dear reader.
Neil deGrasse Tyson?
no but seriously, sorry to hear about that. You deserve like, ya know, basic respect? It's embarrassing for the men in your life that they couldn't even deliver on that.
Also, is that a wild Emi I spy? My favorite Emi? It's Reed, lol
I'm tired sorry for le odd wordingsit is an emi doing her daily bitching about cishet people
hello Reed, my dear child
EMI!!!
I missed you :D
:DD I missed you too Reed!
ugh i feel u on that one emi
cishet men are the WORST
especially the ones who believe they're just "sPrEaDiNg tHe tRuTh"
yeah ok you told me I was going to hell and you were highkey homophobic throughout the entirety of our relationship honey 💅💁♀️🤮
just all of this hate for cishet religious men is fantastic thanks for understanding lmao
Fuck those guys
I know i'm putty for cute things BUT I have a stuffy from a freshman!! HE IS SO CUTE Wanna see?
I've been reduced to nonverbal becuase of a "mental health lesson" where they put up SH photos and stories without tw
That's-
What the fuck?? Who do I need to lecture about how dangerous doing that is I'm going to stick my foot where the sun don't shine-
Blame the school district
I'm just,,, not doing good rn
It took me about fifty minutes for my hands to stop shaking as much (Well, they shake already but moreso when triggered)
I have tutoring today, but i just texted my ma to come pick me up becuase of panic attack and nonverbal
tf??? the school should not be doing that??????
especially if it's a mental health class, they should be educated about triggers and shit
who shall rav devour with his mouth eyes
Do you wanna look at my plushie to possibly feel better?
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CW: death
My drawing teacher just pulled me aside for ten minutes after class to scold me for what? Being satisfied with something I was really proud about.
Bro that’s rough.
if you can go back to being friends one of you never loved the other 😎😎😎😎😎😎
Ain’t true that. It’s just… rough. For a while.
Also so sorry @Katastrophe
God I'm so fucking sad. I keep trying to distract myself, but I can't really work, and I already took off a day this week bc I had to travel so I can't really take a sick day.
Oh, I sorry bec sends hugs
I won't be able to see my SO for six months 🥲
i was in a good mood for once and my dad had to come and ruin it. i was just doing my hw and he came in and started yelling at me and then he started laughing when i got upset and he keeps barging in on me randomly to try and catch me doing anything and he just makes me so stressed