I only play because I have lessons over FaceTime and stuff we have to record for band. I also got my solo for solo and ensemble next year yesterday and I'm not practicing because I'm too lazy to print it out. it's class A and I'm gonna screeeaaamm
Same tho!
My teacher said me and the best horn in my school (v accurate note/rhythms and AMAZING tone) are playing the same solo and if we have the same judge, I'm going to cry
Me, just starting to feel better after talking with my best friend: "I absolutely trust you with my life. You're real family to me."
My brain: What if you can't trust anyone else?
Me: "What– Why would you say that?"
My brain: Great questions, but also consider that everyone you think is your friend may actually just be putting up with you out of obligation and are pulling away because you're not enough of a person.
Me: "What the hell man?! I thought we were past this."
My brain: Well yes, but also no. Look at you, you're broken and you can't even ask for help because it's no use.
Me: "What. The. Fuck."
My brain: Look, really look at your friends. They could easily leave you behind. They're all so much better than you. They're probably only keeping you around to not hurt your sensitive feelings. I mean, you might as well disappear and live alone forever since after your family dies no one will need you, or want you for that matter.
Me: "Okay. I hear you, but time to go to bed you pathetic sack of corticalized mush."
For what it's worth, I value you. You're one of my favorite people.
Me, just starting to feel better after talking with my best friend: "I absolutely trust you with my life. You're real family to me."
My brain: What if you can't trust anyone else?
Me: "What– Why would you say that?"
My brain: Great questions, but also consider that every you think is your friend may actually just be putting up with you out of obligation and are pulling away because you're not enough of a person.
Me: "What the hell man?! I thought we were past this."
My brain: Well yes, but also no. Look at you, you're broken and you can't even ask for help because it's no use.
Me: "What. The. Fuck."
My brain: Look, really look at your friends. They could easily leave you behind. They're all so much better than you. They're probably only keeping you around to not hurt your sensitive feelings. I mean, you might as well disappear and live alone forever since after your family dies no one will need you, or want you for that matter.
Me: "Okay. I hear you, but time to go to bed you pathetic sack of corticalized mush."
WE ALL LOVE YOU, YOUR BRAIN IS JUST MEAN!!
Me, just starting to feel better after talking with my best friend: "I absolutely trust you with my life. You're real family to me."
My brain: What if you can't trust anyone else?
Me: "What– Why would you say that?"
My brain: Great questions, but also consider that every you think is your friend may actually just be putting up with you out of obligation and are pulling away because you're not enough of a person.
Me: "What the hell man?! I thought we were past this."
My brain: Well yes, but also no. Look at you, you're broken and you can't even ask for help because it's no use.
Me: "What. The. Fuck."
My brain: Look, really look at your friends. They could easily leave you behind. They're all so much better than you. They're probably only keeping you around to not hurt your sensitive feelings. I mean, you might as well disappear and live alone forever since after your family dies no one will need you, or want you for that matter.
Me: "Okay. I hear you, but time to go to bed you pathetic sack of corticalized mush."
if it makes you feel better, I've snapped at everyone I only tolerate, plus other people, and I haven't snapped at you
Me, just starting to feel better after talking with my best friend: "I absolutely trust you with my life. You're real family to me."
My brain: What if you can't trust anyone else?
Me: "What– Why would you say that?"
My brain: Great questions, but also consider that everyone you think is your friend may actually just be putting up with you out of obligation and are pulling away because you're not enough of a person.
Me: "What the hell man?! I thought we were past this."
My brain: Well yes, but also no. Look at you, you're broken and you can't even ask for help because it's no use.
Me: "What. The. Fuck."
My brain: Look, really look at your friends. They could easily leave you behind. They're all so much better than you. They're probably only keeping you around to not hurt your sensitive feelings. I mean, you might as well disappear and live alone forever since after your family dies no one will need you, or want you for that matter.
Me: "Okay. I hear you, but time to go to bed you pathetic sack of corticalized mush."
Ace. Please don't let your brain get to you. I swear that the world it's showing you isn't reality.
For what it's worth, I value you. You're one of my favorite people.
Thank you, Jyn. That means a lot to me and my stupid brain.
WE ALL LOVE YOU, YOUR BRAIN IS JUST MEAN!!
Thanks, Xander. My brain seems to be rather cruel lately. I'm hoping it'll pass in time.
if it makes you feel better, I've snapped at everyone I only tolerate, plus other people, and I haven't snapped at you
That's fair, but I also don't like to push people's buttons if I can avoid it.
Ace. Please don't let your brain get to you. I swear that the world it's showing you isn't reality.
I know, it's just hard when it's the one thing in my life I can't tune out. I don't normally have these thoughts as much as I used to, but it seems that when I do, they hit rather hard.
Ahh, I totally understand that.
if it makes you feel better, I've snapped at everyone I only tolerate, plus other people, and I haven't snapped at you
That's fair, but I also don't like to push people's buttons if I can avoid it.
They don't always push my buttons, I'm just an insufferable bitch most of the time
if it makes you feel better, I've snapped at everyone I only tolerate, plus other people, and I haven't snapped at you
That's fair, but I also don't like to push people's buttons if I can avoid it.
They don't always push my buttons, I'm just an insufferable bitch most of the time
That's false.
I'm not a bitch to you because you're great
if it makes you feel better, I've snapped at everyone I only tolerate, plus other people, and I haven't snapped at you
That's fair, but I also don't like to push people's buttons if I can avoid it.
They don't always push my buttons, I'm just an insufferable bitch most of the time
That's false.
It's very false, but she won't admit it.
if it makes you feel better, I've snapped at everyone I only tolerate, plus other people, and I haven't snapped at you
That's fair, but I also don't like to push people's buttons if I can avoid it.
They don't always push my buttons, I'm just an insufferable bitch most of the time
That's false.
I'm not a bitch to you because you're great
You're not a bitch at all but thank you.
where's the off button for this life thing
Located at the peak of a glacier in Alaska.
I don't like it
I don't want it
i don't want an off button
is there an undo exist button
i should probably change the edgy username now
hey same
do you want to talk about it?
don't wana sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
me neither
I’m that kind of tired where even my head feels like it weighs a bajillion pounds and if i lay down i’ll sink, but i also want to finish my puzzlessss