forum Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

tune

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I'm going to pester my teachers into letting me take AP Lit. That's a threat.

_{i don’t know what any of this meeeanssssss}

i hate everyone™️

Good for you®

I'm finally out of my reading slump and I cleaned a little bit of my room. I still have a lot to go until my birthday, but it looks a lot better

Update: My best friend just asked what my three favorite colors are and if I could send her a semi-recent selfie
all out of the blue after not talking for ages
…something fishy's going on, i can taste it-
_{knowing her she's probably gonna surprise me with an amazing art or something and i'm probably gonna cry}

I'm finally out of my reading slump and I cleaned a little bit of my room. I still have a lot to go until my birthday, but it looks a lot better

Good for you.

Have you ever had a friend that you appreciated and loved a lot, then they were gone, you were forced to move on without them and accept that they're gone? And you succeed in doing so for quite a while, but suddenly, you're reminded of them and how much you miss them? And you know that no matter how much you want them back that they're never coming back and that you'll never see them again?

I thought I knew how to deal with these feelings but I was wrong. Very wrong.

_{I miss them.}

Yep, I know the feeling.

I do too, it's a really shitty feeling

1. Guess who's nauseous again
2. When you want to call someone out but don't want to seem mean

_{is anyone online..?}

I am

_{cause i need someone to talk to…}

I'm here.

Half my classes are AP, dual credit, or honors this year, and next year it'll be more than that

anxiety attack comes back and is worse eMI WHYYYYYYY

lmfao you’re making it harder by avoiding it

Well this wouldn’t be happening if you didn’t force me to send the email. Now he wants to talk about it to my ugly stupid tomato face. I’m going to sound so fucking stupid why do you do this I’m going to die.

again

you’re making it harder on yourself by avoiding it

Oof

Lol. I told a girl off about her grammar over text and she done went silent.

You know what I want right now. I want to be able to vent to my friends without them going "Oh but you're beautiful." "Stop saying that about yourself." And I know that may sound rude, but sometimes I just want someone to just listen while I hate myself because I'm trying to talk about what is going on in my head and if they are saying that crap, instantly my mind is filled with more crap along the lines of "What of they are just saying that to be nice." " What if they are trying to make me shut up because they don't actually care?" And more crap like that. I just want to scream to someone in real life, have them pat me on the shoulder (Because I hate hugs and all of that crap) and just say "That Sucks"

You know, I think I need someone to tell me that I need to go to school.
_{i walk and if i leave now i'm already going to be late but if i don't get going soon i'm never going to end up going by my own will. i don't even know why i don't feel like going today}

You know what I want right now. I want to be able to vent to my friends without them going "Oh but you're beautiful." "Stop saying that about yourself." And I know that may sound rude, but sometimes I just want someone to just listen while I hate myself because I'm trying to talk about what is going on in my head and if they are saying that crap, instantly my mind is filled with more crap along the lines of "What of they are just saying that to be nice." " What if they are trying to make me shut up because they don't actually care?" And more crap like that. I just want to scream to someone in real life, have them pat me on the shoulder (Because I hate hugs and all of that crap) and just say "That Sucks"

Agree, when I hate myself I keep getting extreme positivity thrown at me. Like let me hate myself people make it sometimes worse by trying to fix it with positivity.