hi
i have a vent
which was written over the span of the last two hours, on and off
but
im only willing to share this with a couple people on here
namely:
ella, mir, emi (idk if she's on this chat but oh well), angel (she's def not on this chat, im pretty sure), and wolfy
i am here asking permission to pm all of you guys all at once
just in case one of you doesn't like pms out of nowhere
Izzy, are you okay? No need to go into detail, I just wanna know. D:
no
that's the fastest answer ive ever had for that question in my entire life
i'm very not okay
i know that so well
but i will share this
over the last two hours, ive considered suicide and self-harm
and ive cried a whole heck ton
then went numb
then went back to feeling like a useless piece of shit
I'm sorry. I really wish I could help you but I'm not doing too great myself. I understand that feeling of uselessness.
yeah…
its oki tho
hey izzy, i know you didn't ask for me, but if you want to talk about it i'm always available
i may not be the best but i can still listen if you want
I hope you're able to talk to the people you need to soon, and in the meantime, you should maybe get some rest or try to do something you enjoy.
OH
im so sorry
i forgot about you
i swear i have the worst memory
im sorry atlas
lkjsdfkljsfd
but yes
im now asking you too
and thanks kie
i don’t know if i’ll be able to respond since it’s past midnight here and i could fall asleep at any moment, but i care and you can definitely vent to me if you need-
OH
im so sorry
i forgot about you
i swear i have the worst memory
im sorry atlas
lkjsdfkljsfd
but yes
im now asking you tooand thanks kie
nono it's okay, i get it ! i have a shitty memory too, it's not your fault
one of those songs is "Eight" By Sleeping At Last
I’m sorry I know you’re talking about something serious but I just had to say I am obsessed with that album
I haven't listened to all of them yet, just 1, 2, 3, 4, and 8, but the ones I have listened to I love, though One and Eight are my favorites.
ehe
thanks atlas
'n thats fine el
ill just send it to you 'n atlas for now
gasp Guy's I'm actually kinda sleepy right now. Normally I have really bad insomnia and I'll be super tired but never sleepy. My brain actually want's to shut down. Now this is good because sleep, but bad because I usually dream more when this happens and 89% of my dreams are not nice ones. The 12% that are nice are really nice though and I could use a good dream right now.
gasp Guy's I'm actually kinda sleepy right now. Normally I have really bad insomnia and I'll be super tired but never sleepy. My brain actually want's to shut down. Now this is good because sleep, but bad because I usually dream more when this happens and 89% of my dreams are not nice ones. The 12% that are nice are really nice though and I could use a good dream right now.
Here's hoping that you have a good dream for once!
And here’s me..
yesterday I went to sleep at 2pm, woke up at 8pm, and I’ve been awake since
I’ve only just noticed how cold it is
okay okay okay hii im late but
i was literally talking abiut names and studd with my friend kike yesterday lol
also miriam miri mir okat so in my culture is supposed to be a variation of Mary and it's pronounced ma-ree-yum whichh is prettycool
also in my culture our names are supposed to be the same as our fathers name? and I spent a long time thinking that was a universal thing which it very much isn't lol
also also i really loke nature names or space names but i'd very muhc be the person to name my children after fictionla characters
My dog is a SNITCH he woke my mom up by coming out of my parents' room and making a lot of noise just to come sit by me then leave the minute my mom came out of her room >:(
My dog is a SNITCH he woke my mom up by coming out of my parents' room and making a lot of noise just to come sit by me then leave the minute my mom came out of her room >:(
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My dog is a SNITCH he woke my mom up by coming out of my parents' room and making a lot of noise just to come sit by me then leave the minute my mom came out of her room >:(
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Ah, I probably should mention it is 1:30 AM for me and I should be sleeping.
I jinxed it
Okay, random question:
Does it annoy anybody else when somebody says 'he or she' when they could just say 'they'?
Because it's getting on my nerves a little bit
gasp Guy's I'm actually kinda sleepy right now. Normally I have really bad insomnia and I'll be super tired but never sleepy. My brain actually want's to shut down. Now this is good because sleep, but bad because I usually dream more when this happens and 89% of my dreams are not nice ones. The 12% that are nice are really nice though and I could use a good dream right now.
Not to be that person but that's 101%
Okay, random question:
Does it annoy anybody else when somebody says 'he or she' when they could just say 'they'?
Because it's getting on my nerves a little bit
sometimes, yes
All I can think is "you gotta be sincere" from Bye Bye Birdie lol
tfw you had a crush on the Conrad Birdie at the time and so you get war flash backs when you hear that song
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Okay, random question:
Does it annoy anybody else when somebody says 'he or she' when they could just say 'they'?
Because it's getting on my nerves a little bit
Yes. But I usually say "They".