@ElderGod-Icefire
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if you need to vent you're welcome to PM me. I'm bad at advice but I'll do my best, and I'm also just good at listening if you jsut wanna rant
Spoiler - click to show.I just really want to die right now lol idk. Been having some weird fantasies that I can't tell if they're something I actually want or if I just hate myself.
if you need to vent you're welcome to PM me. I'm bad at advice but I'll do my best, and I'm also just good at listening if you jsut wanna rant
Spoiler - click to show.I just really want to die right now lol idk. Been having some weird fantasies that I can't tell if they're something I actually want or if I just hate myself.if you need to vent you're welcome to PM me. I'm bad at advice but I'll do my best, and I'm also just good at listening if you jsut wanna rant
might do that.
Spoiler - click to show.I just really want to die right now lol idk. Been having some weird fantasies that I can't tell if they're something I actually want or if I just hate myself.if you need to vent you're welcome to PM me. I'm bad at advice but I'll do my best, and I'm also just good at listening if you jsut wanna rant
might do that.
alright :)
hello it's i just had an argument with my mother o clock
literally i asked her to drive me to school today because it's supposed to r a i n and she yelled at me and then decided to look at the weather, which i was right about, in a condescending voice. like sorry you think that i'm not getting enough physical activity but i'm like. in two gym classes this semester dude
My earbuds aren't working and I'm having a panic attack over it because it is my main coping mechanism
also someone took my spot in photography and I feel so uncomfortable sitting not there
My earbuds aren't working and I'm having a panic attack over it because it is my main coping mechanism
also someone took my spot in photography and I feel so uncomfortable sitting not there
aw babe
you’ll be okay love, I believe in you <3
I got my earbuds working again, so i'm not in a complete sensory meltdown, but I'm close
That’s good!! You’ve got this darling, take a few deep breaths and drink some water if you can
I'm gonna try, thank you
no problem, love <3
let me know if there’s anything else I can do for you
:)
All of my friends are better friends with each other than with me
I'm not my best friend's best friend
Idk I'm just not doing great today
I'm really sorry ice I know the feeling <3
<3 it's ok, i'll be fine
Welp…things were going a bit too well for me and I knew something would fuck it up and now something has!
TW for rape, abortion laws, basically all the stuff happening in Texas rn
mmmmm I'm front stuck, the body's sick, and I'm an
alter so I'm incredibly unstable and probably won't last very long before a complete mental breakdown
tw for s3xual and emotional ab*se, m@nipulation, v@ping
My flashbacks keep getting worse. I feel like it’s happening again. He goes to my school and it’s impossible to avoid him. I hate this. I don’t want to be here, but it’s the only place I can get hits of shit because I don’t have my own vape. I don’t feel safe in my own school and I just wanna cry.
I feel like I’m burdening everyone with this, and that I don’t deserve help. I apologize for everything because of him. I doubt everything anybody says or does because I’m convinced that they’re lying to me to get on my good side so they can use me. I crave romantic affection but every time I receive it I get terrified that it’s not genuine and start having more flashbacks. I want to hide. My heart skips a beat every time I see him.
I haven’t vaped since Friday, and I feel like shit. I need to do it again. I need to distract myself somehow.
TW: Self harm, possibly depressive episode.
tw for substance abuse
tw for substance abuse
Spoiler - click to show.I wanna drink so bad. I wanna smoke so bad. Anything. I need to take my mind off of my memories, and I can’t do it any other way anymore
Tw: also substance abuse
TW: substance abuse again
Update: I managed to bullshit my way though the discussion with the temporary power of nicotine
MMMMMMMMMM
JUST FUCKIN FORMED BECUASE A GUY CAN'T TAKE A FUCKING HINT
REALIZING I'M AN AVENGER AND I'M SO ANGRY BECUASE PEOPLE CAN'T TAKE HINTS WHEN I WANT THEM TO GO AWAY
THIS DUDE PUT ONE OF THE SWEETEST ALTERS THROUGH SO MUCH STRESS THAT I SPLIT OFF OF HIM
TW: substance abuse again
Spoiler - click to show.I am fucked. I have English next period, and I didn’t read the book that we’re gonna discuss, and I didn’t do the assignment. I am so, so fucked. I wanna just skip class and get high for that whole period.
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