@Musical_Queen
I have so much homework and instead of doing it, I'm googling the Ackles Ass Equation
I have so much homework and instead of doing it, I'm googling the Ackles Ass Equation
Hey, that man does have a nice rump. Hell, he has a nice everything!
Feeling disrespectful towards my parents for hopefully valid reasons. I’m kind of sick of them treating my queerness like it’s inherently sexual. Whenever I talk about queer characters in my stories (say, a lesbian couple who tames dragons) they always go on about “why are you obsessing over your character’s sex lives” or “gender isn’t real, biological sex is” and I’m sick of it. I swear I’m going to lose it someday. Three more years until I move out unfortunately.
Aww, that sucks. Hope things get better for you.
Feeling disrespectful towards my parents for hopefully valid reasons. I’m kind of sick of them treating my queerness like it’s inherently sexual. Whenever I talk about queer characters in my stories (say, a lesbian couple who tames dragons) they always go on about “why are you obsessing over your character’s sex lives” or “gender isn’t real, biological sex is” and I’m sick of it. I swear I’m going to lose it someday. Three more years until I move out unfortunately.
parents suck unfortunately, i can relate
also a lesbian dragon taming couple sounds amazing
Feeling disrespectful towards my parents for hopefully valid reasons. I’m kind of sick of them treating my queerness like it’s inherently sexual. Whenever I talk about queer characters in my stories (say, a lesbian couple who tames dragons) they always go on about “why are you obsessing over your character’s sex lives” or “gender isn’t real, biological sex is” and I’m sick of it. I swear I’m going to lose it someday. Three more years until I move out unfortunately.
Why are they obsessing about their child's characters' sex lives? That feels icky. If your child is excited about something they're doing and you're making it about sex..uh hon. also you're their creator it's kind of your job to know details about them
I'm exhausted and so done with these people. Everyone in my family can be pissy and scream at me and slam doors and treat each other bad but then the ONE DAY I say I'm cranky and don't wanna be around anyone, they all come after me. I wasn't rude or anything. I just told them I wanted to be alone. So they all tell me how horrible I am and that it's wrong to be angry and that it's wrong to be annoyed. When I haven't even acted wrong. They guilt trip me into being fake happy. I never get a turn for having emotions. They're fucking toxic. I'm constantly smothered and it's really getting to me. How am I supposed to get better with these people constantly around?
My sister yelled at me to "not get mad about everything" when I said "I don't wanna be out here all day" because she said that she was about to show me something and she didn't and I just wanted to go back to my room. Seriously? I'M THE ONE who needs to not get mad about everything? ok I know I look rageful but seriously I'm like the third calmest person I know
I'm always walking on eggshells for them. I should be allowed to be pissed without the constant barage of "whats wrong why are you sad why are you mad stop being this way be happier you're being wrong right now stop" when I'm- GOD FORBID- experiencing perfectly normal teenage angst. They're so bad for me.
Also while I'm venting my parents always make me take care of the dog and while I know I'm lucky to have a dog, I hate having a dog. I don't get any joy out of having him as a pet and he's really stressed me out and made my life a lot worse. He makes everyone yell which contributes to my anxiety and I already have a fear of yelling so. He's cute in an ugly way tho, and again I know I should be grateful to have a pet and whatnot, but I'm the only one who actually takes care of him. And when I complained about it to my mom she said "you wanted a dog, and I told you if you wanted a dog you'd have to help take care of it"
When I literally said I didn't want a dog and that I wasn't gunna help take care of it. Gaslighting 100
Also I want my dad to go back to physical work, I hate having him at home.
damn I'm straight up not having a good time
Oh mood. Hope things get better for ya.
Guys I am wheezing
My friend came over and said he hadn't eaten all day(it was like, 4:30) so we went to the store and got sodas and he got an entire loaf of bread and biked back with the bag in his mouth, then we talked about One Piece for a while then he biked home, with the bag of bread in his mouth
oh
i haven't eaten all day either
i'm not sure what time i ate yesterday, either
idk i'm slowly getting worse at eating
and drinking and sleeping tbh
Ok but how do people just go through their lives without feeling like they're being too clingy??? I can barely even start a conversation with someone because I'm afraid that they'll find me annoying. Just- how?!?
guys I think ash is impostor i saw them venttttt
I hate it when I take the time to go see a friend and they fucking leave. Dude, I get that you have other friends that you want to see and have things to do, but you're leaving when I took the time to ride my bike 6 miles or so to your house isn't cool! True, I've rode my bike much further than that, but that's besides the point.
kjldfslksdfdfskjdfs am hungiiii
but also tired
and sleepy
and do not wish to get up from bed
same reason why i chose not to join a vc to play among us- my pc isn't on my bed lmao
also stomach do b hurti-
but ik thats just bc i probably havent eaten today yet oops-
and thats probably why i'm still very tired
also i'm thirsty
that too
idk i'm just complaining abt my poor choices which led to this situatioin, don't mind meee~
Go get something to eat and drink, Izzy. Afterward, please try to get some rest.
kjldfkjlds i hydrated-
ish
kinda
i should bring some water downstairs
kjldfkjlds i hydrated-
ish
kinda
i should bring some water downstairs
Drinking a glass of water doesn't make you hydrated. You have to do a lot more than that.
sklfdkjldskjldsf
i meant that i went to go hydrate and was back
but
yeah
I had to carry
so many apples
2 entire reusable Wegmans bags full
My shoulders are gonna hurt tomorrow
And I have so many ideas to draw but I can't because of my dog
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