forum Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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emu

mom!!! :DDDD

_{i am a monster}

You are not.

_{i am a monster}

but no.

emu

mom!!! :DDDD

mmmhmm :)

emu

mom!!! :DDDD

mmmhmm :)

how are you?

emu

mom!!! :DDDD

mmmhmm :)

how are you?

mmmmmmhmh mmmmm let’s not talk about that

Hows you bb?

emu

mom!!! :DDDD

mmmhmm :)

how are you?

mmmmmmhmh mmmmm let’s not talk about that

Hows you bb?

oke then

i'm okay!
although i am once again remembering that life sucks

i'm okay!
although i am once again remembering that life sucks

oof

well if you wanna talk about it, my PMs are open

…do snakes wag their tails?

i'm okay!
although i am once again remembering that life sucks

oof

well if you wanna talk about it, my PMs are open

thankkk

anyone online ?

I am

hi…
i am… not okay…

That's okay, do you want to talk about it?

i just… i can’t get what he said out of my head. it keeps replaying louder everytime and it hurts. doesn’t he know what saying that can do to a person (who is already fragile of mind) ?

He doesn't know… they never do until someone says it to them

and just because you were in the state i am and got out of it earlier doesn’t mean i’m a lose cause. i’m fucking trying. you basically gave up on me. ‘i thought i could save you’ he said, you fucking gave up on me and you were the person i trusted the most. how fucking dare you.

but i shouldn’t say much more. they are in this chat…

Well fuck them. You deserve so much more, and he really hurt you.

having autism means i already feel fucking broken and alienated. you were the only one i didn’t feel that with. and you broke it.

honestly. i’m willing to give you a second chance if you fucking want it. but keep in mind… i will be very careful with my words from now on. you want trust ? time to earn that shit back cause you just lost all of it-

_{hecc… i- i was just listening to music and then all of a sudden it hit me-
i'll be okay
i will actually heal from this-
it's not going to last a lifetime
i- i never thought this was a thing-
i'm actually crying i swear-}

izzy what happened who am i fighting i stg !

^^ you're doin good things for your soul, Izzy

_{if you really want someone to fite you'll have to go fite me… because i did this to myself, but i can get better!}