I'm ace I don't need a period. How do I uninstall? Dom, will you take it?
Nah. But I'd take it for a month maybe.
Well you're gonna end up with a month it DOESN'T come because hormones. But if you have any questions that aren't… Um, medical, I can probably answer them.
Mental affects.
Not that bad, but spoiler in case I guess?
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Usually I get moody a few days before, but I don't realize why until the waterfall begins. I guess it just hasn't been long enough for that to be a default assumption. My mood swings are worse before and towards the end. I also get touchy but I don't like people to touch me. I feel like that's just me, though.
Interesting. Are you more likely to have a mental not breakdown exactly emotional collapse during that time?
Surprisingly, not really. I tend to yell a lot regularly, and I guess I yell a little more, but I wouldn't call it a collapse per se
"You're always in a made up world! Why can't you just be in reality like normal people?"
I would much rather be in a different world then reality.
Reality is cutting pain with every thought
reality is being screamed at untill I cry then being screamed at for that
reality is pain
reality is loud
reality is bad
I get it, the whole wanting to know ✨everything✨, but trust me…
you don't want to know
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imagine having a useless massive bleeding wound right in the abdomen, causing you to be unable to sleep, move, eat, or really do anything without medication, but every time you go to the hospital to get it stitched up they deny you until you're at least thirty because anyone younger than hat clearly isn't old enough to decide they don't want to feel like they're on their death bed 13 times a year
Pity. Is it actually thirty?
Yep. No tubes tied til then.
That's bullshit. Should be 21 or something.
In 13 years I'm doin it
I swear the day i'm able to i'm getting everything removed
or maybe before then
"You're always in a made up world! Why can't you just be in reality like normal people?"
I would much rather be in a different world then reality.
Reality is cutting pain with every thought
reality is being screamed at untill I cry then being screamed at for that
reality is pain
reality is loud
reality is bad
Ai. I feel that. I'm sorry that you're feeling this way, Reed, and I'm here if you need to talk someone's ear off about your emotions.
I usually just get extremely emotional the week before, extremely extremely emotional during, somewhat emotional half a week after, and then i'm normal again until everything resets
"You're always in a made up world! Why can't you just be in reality like normal people?"
I would much rather be in a different world then reality.
Reality is cutting pain with every thought
reality is being screamed at untill I cry then being screamed at for that
reality is pain
reality is loud
reality is bad
Ai. I feel that. I'm sorry that you're feeling this way, Reed, and I'm here if you need to talk someone's ear off about your emotions.
It- I'm…. I'm just tired and angry. So tired. So angry.
I can't even think, all I can hear is just screaming from my brain.
Ahh, I know that feeling. I hope that what you're going through gets better, Reed.
Yeah, I'm not even going to acknowledge the other problems I have…
Oof. You should acknowledge your problems, Reed. Don't turn your back to them, it gives them an opportunity to stab you.
Bold of you to assume I don't want to be stabbed
Pfffft. Okay, that's funny. But being stabbed is no good for your health(even if you do or do not care about it). There's someone in the world(I know there is) who cares about you more than you know and who doesn't want to see you hurt. And letting your problems kill you is no good.
If you're gonna die, it at least has to be cool.
If you're gonna die, it at least has to be cool.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Words of wisdom.
If I die it's via poison, I will go out no other way.
hides all the poison no dying for you, pal
Bold of you to assume I don't have poision or the knowledge of how to make it.
Bold of you to assume your poison making materials aren't hidden as well
Bold of you to assume I don't know how to make t out of most household supplies
Bold of you to assume I didn't just say those were also hidden.
Bold of you to assume you would actually poison yourself
Well, this is off-topic, but is it irrational that I sometimes get scared around whit vans?
No, not really
I mean, I don't think white vans themselves should be feared.
AROUND. The people in them.
But like, the ones in black vans are probably as bad, which is to say, not that much.
All vans. Black and white are most inconspicuous I think, but vans are generally easier to push people into than small cars
Well, I'm glad it's not too irrational.
I really thought you guys were talking about the shoes and I was so confused
I actually laughed at that.
It makes so much more sense now that I know it's the vehicle I was trying so hard to figure out what was so scary about people who wear white or black van shoes
