I got introvert on one of those tests, but I would classify myself as an ambivert.
Also, I completely agree with you, Owen. I'm worried that we'll never get back to normal, it'll just be restriction after restriction. If I have to do it for a little bit to keep myself and others safe, fine. I'm not thrilled, but I'll do it. But if this drags on for longer than the rest of the year, I'm going to go crazy.
I'm gonna cry. One of my favorite artists just followed me.
I'm gonna cry. One of my favorite artists just followed me.
Nice I promise I'm being genuine
You're good though. Of course they wanna follow you
Thanks Sy :)
Well I'm an introvert, but I like being around people. I just need time alone to recharge. I've been recharging for too long lolYou might actually be an ambivert.
Nah, I know I'm an introvert.
I've said it once I'll say it again.
Being intro/extroverted has nothing to do with how many friends you have or how often you're social, it has everything to do with where you get your energy from.
If you get your energy alone, you're an introvert. Most introverts don't like "going out" and may be shy. Others, like me, enjoy social scenes but become drained from them. The only requirement is the shared characteristic that they feel more hyped when they're alone.
If you get your energy around others, you're an extrovert. Most like going out and socializing, while others may be shy or even have social anxiety. The only requirement and shared characteristic is that extroverts gain energy from social scenes. While the gaining energy part is enjoyable, the actual socializing part may not be for some extroverts.
The stereotypes can be funny and relatable, but not actually accurate in depicting what intro and extroversion is.
(Also this isn't an attack on you, Sy, I'm just passionate about this topic and feel it's not often talked about the way it should be)
Thanks for coming to my TedTalk.
As an ambivert (ENTP-T, but barely more extroverted), big agree
All good. :-)
People really be out here not accidentally making their drawings look like real people and I can't relate adding Katherine Steele to my list of people I've accidentally drawn
I'm gonna cry. One of my favorite artists just followed me.
Nice
I promise I'm being genuine
You're good though. Of course they wanna follow you
im not but thank you
I'm gonna cry. One of my favorite artists just followed me.
Nice
I promise I'm being genuine
You're good though. Of course they wanna follow youim not but thank you
>:( yes you are
People really be out here not accidentally making their drawings look like real people and I can't relate
adding Katherine Steele to my list of people I've accidentally drawn
YOU'RE IN THE CULT TOO?!
People really be out here not accidentally making their drawings look like real people and I can't relate
adding Katherine Steele to my list of people I've accidentally drawnYOU'RE IN THE CULT TOO?!
No not really, but I did a thing that looks an awful lot like her and I can't fix it
This week has been the most mentally draining and emotionally unstable fucking span of time.
Extended family was here for a whole three days for celebrating together, which is great and all, but I only have so much social interaction energy before I literally begin to crash and break down. I've taken so many naps and repressed so much fucking emotion so that a simple off-hand comment wouldn't send me rocketing into Depression Land.
Let's not forget that I hate my body yay dysphoria. My face is fine. My hair is fine. My body is not fine. Half of my fucking legs are purple. Purple. Because I went on a stupid float and my father neglected to tell me that the sunscreen was a full year expired and didn't bother buying new sunscreen for his whitest fucking child. I've been breaking out all along my neck, shoulders, chest, and back and it hate it cuz they're all cystic and virtually impossible to pop unless I stab myself. My brithmark of a sunrash is aggravated nearly all the time now since heat makes it turn even more red and it's the middle of summer. Not to mention there still exist some bits I need to get changed but cannot until I move to Oregon in a year. My body is fucking disgusting and I'm surrounded by mirrors nearly all the time thanks to the way the house is set up. I want to just ascend to the astral plane and stay there since my mortal coil is so yucky.
It's the equivalent of Midterms in my summer course, and I've had to write something extremely personal every single fucking day. I've had to pour my heart out into words without feeling just so I could turn it in as assignment before moving onto the next. I just turned in my last assignment of the week and I just want to bawl my eyes out and never leave my bed because everything I've repressed this week is flooding back to me all at once and it's kinda a lot to handle without simply giving up and breaking down
Fuck
People really be out here not accidentally making their drawings look like real people and I can't relate
adding Katherine Steele to my list of people I've accidentally drawnYOU'RE IN THE CULT TOO?!
I AM! I LOVE KAT!
what the-
it’s really late but somehow i feel weirdly optimistic?
like maybe i won’t be a chicken
maybe i can save myself
i don’t have to die
everything’s gonna be ok
i’m alive, y’all are alive, everything’s alive and real and existing and it’s not trying to hurt me-
i love y’all so much i could cry…
what is happening? yesterday i could’ve sworn i’d reached the end but not even a day later and here i am, happy as can be
i’m blaming it on you dummies
i’m smiling for once and it’s all your fault, bitsh-
<3
and to think i might not be here if that sheet hadn’t untied itself…
I'm glad that you're still around Ella! Take this as evidence that things can get better. 😁 ❤
Ella, I'm so glad you're feeling better, it made me smile, that's kinda hard to do these days but you. You did it.
In other news. Guy's I'm really alone in life and I- I just want to be given hugs and to have someone to watch LOTR with me, and understand the feels that the Rohan music theme gives me and understand the power of chanting death before riding into battle.
Aaa that's good to hear El!!! <333
and relsey, i'd be more than happy to finally be allowed to watch lotr lmao
was gonna watch it a couple years earlier but uh
apparently it was too gory for me at that age
would work v well if you had discord, although if not that's fineee
there's other sites like kast (although you hafta download the app to stream)
and watch2gether or smth like that
apparently it was too gory for me at that age
LotR isn't gory though….
Well, people get their heads cut off and are sliced in half with swords
I don't remember much blood, but it's still a bit much for young people
Damn Red. That all sounds so exhausting, I'm sorry you've been dealing with all that. It's ok to break down sometimes, especially after long periods of repression. Cry it out my guy. I can tell you're doing your best, so I'm proud of you for that. I offer virtual hugs to you <3
Is it weird how I can handle cartoon and anime gore and not real life?
nah that’s normal
Honestly sometimes real life gore is easier to take then detailed cartoon gore. Maybe that's just because adrenaline kicks in irl, and I can deal with it properly but cartoon stuff just comes out of nowhere with no danger so there's not the same reaction.
Total side note but has anyone seen BNA on netflix?
blood is so much fun to draw tho, i wanna draw more gore but I don’t think mom will let me
my favorte gore to draw is candy/pastel gore
ooh yesss
If you want I can show you some of my old drawings
In other news. Guy's I'm really alone in life and I- I just want to be given hugs and to have someone to watch LOTR with me, and understand the feels that the Rohan music theme gives me and understand the power of chanting death before riding into battle.
Bro, if I could, I would. The Rohan music is sweetness and the charge of the Rohirrim is beauty.
Damn Red. That all sounds so exhausting, I'm sorry you've been dealing with all that. It's ok to break down sometimes, especially after long periods of repression. Cry it out my guy. I can tell you're doing your best, so I'm proud of you for that. I offer virtual hugs to you <3
Thank you, Owen. I find solace in your words. <3
I might not be online much of today or tomorrow. I need to take a couple of days off to recuperate.
That's a good decision. Take every chance you can to relax :)
ELLA! YAY! THAT'S SO GOOD!!!!!!
Also, with all this talk about drawing I feel the need to bring up that when i was 10, i tried to draw my cats as humans
i was proud of it then but looking back…
yeesh