forum Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift
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@berlioz

Aw
It'd be whack if we went to the same school
I wonder that sometimes
Like what if I'm passing notebookians in the halls

@EtherealDreamer

Aw
It'd be whack if we went to the same school
I wonder that sometimes
Like what if I'm passing notebookians in the halls

I've never wondered that but i'm definitely going to now.

@Consider-PB_and_the_Jellies

Aw
It'd be whack if we went to the same school
I wonder that sometimes
Like what if I'm passing notebookians in the halls

I've never wondered that but i'm definitely going to now.

We must create some secret code

@berlioz

Aw
It'd be whack if we went to the same school
I wonder that sometimes
Like what if I'm passing notebookians in the halls

I've never wondered that but i'm definitely going to now.

We must create some secret code

What should it be

@Consider-PB_and_the_Jellies

Aw
It'd be whack if we went to the same school
I wonder that sometimes
Like what if I'm passing notebookians in the halls

I've never wondered that but i'm definitely going to now.

We must create some secret code

What should it be

We must compile a list of all the notebook inside jokes into a list and create something from there

@berlioz

How about if we have a suspicion someone is using notebook, we ask them who created their favorite website
And if they say our lord and savior Andrew then we know

@berlioz

A fun thing about (my) fibromyalgia is that every emotion goes straight to the body
A little worried? Time to have uncontrollable tremors disproportionate to the issue :)
Oh you're angry? You're arms are on fire now :D
You're brain can't handle all these thoughts! The more you think the bigger your headache gets!
I can see that you're very happy! I shall make your feet as heavy as lead weights (ok I don't get that one)

@Musical_Queen

Really want to leave my group for my final project because we are doing our final project on mental health or other non-physical diseases (IDK how else to say it) but they are making jokes on autism and Im awkwardly sitting here like "Um… I have autism. Please stop" but I can't leave and I just want to

@michael_rainer_eats_uranium group

My ex boyfriend and I aren’t taking anymore, and it’s really really fucking me up. We didn’t have a fight or anything, we (mostly he) just thought it would be best if we didn’t talk anymore. I really, desperately want to text him and apologize and beg to talk again but I know that’ll just make things worse for him and I want to respect his decision but it’s so so hard
I’ve been trying to stay away from him but I feel so lonely and I don’t know what to do

@EtherealDreamer

TW: Mention of suicide (not me though, someone else)

@Becfromthedead group

@EtherealDreamer

@michael_rainer_eats_uranium group

tw for sewer slide

@Becfromthedead group

Finals are kicking my ass 😔
I'm not very good at philosophy. And the creative writing portfolio is just not going to be what I want no matter how hard I try. I also have graduation in 2 weeks and I really don't want to talk to my mom or her parents, and I desperately wish my dad was able to be here with us, but what can you do?
Also feeling like I'm annoying, like my anxiety and self-deprecation over my academic abilities and achievements are annoying.
And like I'll be fine but I'm not having a good time <3
That said, after tomorrow, it's basically over.

@Althalosian-is-the-father book

Honestly Bec no need to feel annoying. Post what you want. If we don't feel up to handling it we can literally just scroll past. Reaching out is something I'm nearly incapable of so I encourage you to do anything to let the voice out. Might help

@Becfromthedead group

I'm more worried about annoying my partner lmao (which is completely unfounded, they've literally said as much).
But uhh, I just finished my philosophy final and it was fine. Also had my partner look over my writing portfolio stuff (they've taken the class before, and they're the English major to my STEM major), so now I'm feeling a little better about that.
Also absolutely hadn't taken my meds in like 4 days, and I was incredibly dehydrated :') So needless to say, I was having a Time

@Max_Miracle_DroppedMostOfTheirRPs

So, basically I feel like I have to break up with my partner. Any advice on this would be greatly appreciated
I don’t want to break their heart but at the end of the day, I have changed so much since we started dating two years ago and they haven’t changed at all
They have pretty severe unmedicated ADHD. They fail almost all of their classes because of it. It’s upsetting to have to watch them just keep putting off work for later and then not be able to get it all done. I’ve literally had to stop talking to them at times because I know I’m just distracting them from getting their work finished.
They’re also not good at picking up social queues at all. It’s fun and great when I’m just their friend but at times it is embarrassing and just not appropriate for the setting. I can’t bring them with me to see movie musicals because I’m seriously afraid they’ll just start singing. They don’t have a lot of manners either. I know I have higher standards because I’m from a family where stuff like that is important but their hygiene habits just really bother me.
They don’t put a lot of effort into the way they dress which is fine, I don’t put too much effort into it either but they literally never put in the effort. The only time I really found them super attractive was when they were in costume for the musical they were in.
Biggest thing is probably love language. They love physical touch and for the most part, I can’t stand it in a romantic context. My ig love language is words of affirmation but without me having to ask for them all the time. I need someone who can support me and for the most part, they’re bad at picking up clues when I need it. I’ve also struggled with issues of sensory overload recently and they can’t tell whenever I don’t want to be touched. They grab me from behind a lot for hugs and it freaks me out so much and they somehow don’t notice???
Biggest thing is they’re in the closet. Their mother has threatened to move them out of state if she finds out they’re in a gay relationship. This puts a lot of pressure and stress on me and they just seem to not care about it at all. They’re so carefree and I’m dying of anxiety. They aren’t going to college so they’re not moving out and being on their own anytime soon and I just can’t do it. Even if we lived together, I don’t think our living style is compatible at all.
I feel like all of this is pointing to the fact that we should break up. But I don’t know how to do it or when can’t do it before school ends or they’ll probably fail their exams
Most of all I still feel like a massive asshole. I feel selfish. I feel like I’ve been leading them on. And I’m terrified of being lonely. I talk a lot with them about some of my characters and none of my other friends will talk about that stuff with me and I just. I don’t know what to do. Sorry for how long this is, I just wanted to fill y’all in on everything. If you guys have any advice or insight on if I’m doing something wrong I’d really appreciate it. But if not, no worries. I also really needed to just vent about this.

@Becfromthedead group

Well, it does sound like you should break up with them. I will start by saying that. And you're not compatible? It's like that sometimes. You're not selfish. You're not leading them on (because you really liked them at some point! It's just things have changed).
It may be hard to stay friends, but if you're having these doubts now, you're not going to be happy in this relationship. What would be selfish is asking your partner to change, or keeping them thinking you're going to move in together, etc. It sounds like you're in very different life stages regardless of (presumably) being a similar age). You really just need to rip the band aid off, so to speak. I know breakups are really hard, but they're also necessary sometimes. Don't settle for someone you're not compatible with just because you're afraid of being lonely.

@Consider-PB_and_the_Jellies

I entered the house today after school a after a couple moments and getting a drink my mother just yells at me, "Where's that 10 dollars!"

Because I was supposed to add that to my lunch money like 3 months ago (which she keeps swearing up and down was 3 weeks). But of course that's what she keeps caring about.

No "Hi Mackenzie." Or "Hey how was your day?"

Of course that's what she worries about, It's like ever since I became a teenager and decided I didn't have to be her puppet, she's hated me