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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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It's really good Emi!

Thank you, Jyn

I’ll share it with the RTGoB when I’m done

:D

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

You better put it on the RGOB or NBN, assuming Lizzie would enjoy it too

I will, I will. Whoever else wants to read the adventures of Exist, do PM me or just tell me as I am distracted with a certain RP, so when I’m done I can send it.

god forbid you give a nice critique dom XD

The fact that I am eager to see it based on its merit is compliment enough.

I'm just not good
but all my friends are great
and they're all laughing and having fun
and I'm just here like
"haha, so funny"
because I'm afraid of missing out
while I'm actually really, really not good.

Felt that.

and yes I'm talking about the rp/pm.
it's funny
and I should be enjoying it
but I'm just numb atm.
I'm not enjoying anything.

why the fuck am i still breathing
i should be gone by now

and yes I'm talking about the rp/pm.
it's funny
and I should be enjoying it
but I'm just numb atm.
I'm not enjoying anything.

I was having fun but now that it's died down my head just hurts and I want to sleep
But I won't because I don't want to miss anything

why the fuck am i still breathing
i should be gone by now

No me. You should keep going, Ella. I promise it'll be worth it. You're worth it.

and yes I'm talking about the rp/pm.
it's funny
and I should be enjoying it
but I'm just numb atm.
I'm not enjoying anything.

I was having fun but now that it's died down my head just hurts and I want to sleep
But I won't because I don't want to miss anything

Same
It's like being at a really hectic party when you're not in the mood
and you just reach a point where you can't leave because then you'll miss everything even though you just don't want to
so you just do your best to try and try and be crazy too

and yes I'm talking about the rp/pm.
it's funny
and I should be enjoying it
but I'm just numb atm.
I'm not enjoying anything.

I was having fun but now that it's died down my head just hurts and I want to sleep
But I won't because I don't want to miss anything

Same
It's like being at a really hectic party when you're not in the mood
and you just reach a point where you can't leave because then you'll miss everything even though you just don't want to
so you just do your best to try and try and be crazy too

Yesss that happens to me at every single football game and competition

That happens to me at very large social gatherings. Or large social gatherings. Or any decent-sized one really.

…That stuff should be put to bed for a bit. We need to recharge.

htank you domymk

why the fuck am i still breathing
i should be gone by now

No me. You should keep going, Ella. I promise it'll be worth it. You're worth it.

but i’m not
just look at me
take one good fucking look
is there anything, even one small reason why i should stay here?
i’m beyond hopeless
i’m not worth living for, and neither are they, so why even bother
i don’t want to live on this earth
i don’t want to be on this earth
i refuse to continue life on this earth

why the fuck am i still breathing
i should be gone by now

No me. You should keep going, Ella. I promise it'll be worth it. You're worth it.

but i’m not
just look at me
take one good fucking look
is there anything, even one small reason why i should stay here?
i’m beyond hopeless
i’m not worth living for, and neither are they, so why even bother
i don’t want to live on this earth
i don’t want to be on this earth
i refuse to continue life on this earth

I mean if you want a small reason
What about the lgbeet rep?

And look at that. Look at how much fun people are having with that picrew. And you made that
I know it’s a small reason kiddo, but it’s there

And there are millions of others like it

Then move to Mars, Ella, because I refuse to lose you so soon. I will spend hours here if it means you realize how valuable you are. You are talented. You always try to make people smile. You try to see the good in most people. Ella. You are worth it and I am not the only one who thinks that.

Derp bee picrew
Your brother finding the folder of Lee's eyes
Your chinchillas
Your family
Us
All of the wholesome chats you made

See if you can go to sleep, Nutella. Things are better in the morning.

i hate you humans
i hate every single fucking one of you
i just wish certain people would drop dead, gone, never to be missed or cared about
…and guess who happens to be on that list-

i have so many ways i could go right now
it wouldn’t even take long
_{if only i had the bravery to go through with it…}

Night too dark. Thoughts get too dark. Bad feelings say hello