forum Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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Yes, yes I do.

you ever just really want to talk to someone, anyone, about anything in the world
but also don't want to because you don't feel safe around anyone, not even your family, and you just want to hide in a small room away from everything around you
…but you also really want to talk to someone

Every damn day

I'm s h a k i n g

Guys help
I have to do a persuasive speech
And I'm already crying
I'm fucking terrified
It's even private (I requested to not do it in front of the class)
But my stupid anxiety is over here just fucking boolin

I don't know what I can say other than take some deep breaths. Try not to think too hard. And you've got this. You'll do great, Maddie. Don't let anxiety get the best of you.

I'm gonna suck 100%
It's literally just on the essay I already wrote but I'm gonna forget everything
I'm only allowed a notecard
I have to be visible
This is terrifying
For some reason I cry every time I have to record something of myself

You'll be able to pull through, Maddie. I believe in you. I know it's terrifying. But you can do it.

hey same. And then I do it a billion times and they all suck

I just have to do it before 4 (it's 1 right now) so maybe I'll stop crying before then
And then start crying again as soon as I start talking

it's a zoom meeting
So I can't just record it
I have to do it first try

I'm gonna suck 100%
It's literally just on the essay I already wrote but I'm gonna forget everything
I'm only allowed a notecard
I have to be visible
This is terrifying
For some reason I cry every time I have to record something of myself

You'll do great, Maddie
Have some water next to you
Maybe hold something if you can
And just take a few deep breaths, maybe think of someone you like and imagine presenting to them
Good luck
and may the odds be ever in your favor

Hhhh
Speeches are the bane of my existence
I'll just sandwich myself inside my trundle bed and cry
Or pet my cat

aww maddie you can do this !
kitty and i believe in you !
<33

Maybe my teacher will let me hold my cat

I don't think she'd tolerate being held that long tho

my cats are grooming each other and it's very cute

You can do this, Maddie. If you can make it through several questionable RPs with our chaos, then you can make it through this. Does it help to pretend you're just presenting to yourself?

Maybe my teacher will let me hold my cat

Do it and when she jumps down pretend that's what the sad is from

they're definitely in a love hate lesbian relationship and I fully support them

You can do this, Maddie. If you can make it through several questionable RPs with our chaos, then you can make it through this. Does it help to pretend you're just presenting to yourself?

Not really
Also questionable roleplays are fun and speeches are torture

Practicing while you aren't recording but you can still see yourself kind of helps me

(hay look on the bright side of things it will be over soon enough)

My cat is cuddling with me now
I think she knows I'm stressed