My brain: oh we got an email! Let's see what it is
Is reminder of something I have to do in a little bit
My brain: okay let's leave the notification so we remember to deal with it
Also my brain: checks to see what it is every five seconds because I forgot and I hate having notifications
My brain: oh we got an email! Let's see what it is
Is reminder of something I have to do in a little bit
My brain: okay let's leave the notification so we remember to deal with it
Also my brain: checks to see what it is every five seconds because I forgot and I hate having notifications
EXACTLY
Even on here
ESPECIALLY on here
My brain: oh we got an email! Let's see what it is
Is reminder of something I have to do in a little bit
My brain: okay let's leave the notification so we remember to deal with it
Also my brain: checks to see what it is every five seconds because I forgot and I hate having notifications
EXACTLY
Even on here
ESPECIALLY on here
On here I'll be like, oh I'll take a few minutes to be on notebook then I'll do my work and then I get sucked into an endless loop of checking and replying to chats because I can't just not check the notifications. There has to be a solid two minutes of refreshing with nothing new before I can move on
Cat
Beautiful
Chonky boy
Friend
Baby
We need to make a chat so we can just talk about our cats
I had mozzarella sticks for lunch
I didn't bother eating lunch
But I had an apple a few minutes ago so I'll be fine
God I want to die so bad because of school but I'm too much of a coward to do anything about that so instead, I'm stuck feeling constant dread over grades. This online schooling shit is so fucking bull. My sister isn't receiving grades and only has to participate but hs students are getting screwed over because of course, this shit had to happen now that I'm in high school. I'm of course going to be the only person my mom yells at now because that's how this stuff always goes. I swear she fucking hates me. She's never this hard on my sister, no matter how old we get.
I've found that when I'm sad if I wrap a soft blanket around a pillow and hug it while listening to Thomas Sanders and focusing on his voice, that helps
I've found that when I'm sad if I wrap a soft blanket around a pillow and hug it while listening to Thomas Sanders and focusing on his voice, that helps
Haah, I wish. This is one of those things that always looms over you though, never quite going away in my case.
Chonky boy
Friend
Cat is a girl
And an asshole
I just recorded something so perfect??? I was playing a song on guitar then screwed up and you just hear the audio cut off at the end as I go "Aw fric-"
Yo you should post it. Also gives off the same energy as Red (from OSP) playing and singing and then a sharp twang and an "Aw Fu-"
I forgot about the reading rush again
Nie, yell at me to do my work
I just recorded something so perfect??? I was playing a song on guitar then screwed up and you just hear the audio cut off at the end as I go "Aw fric-"
Yo you should post it. Also gives off the same energy as Red (from OSP) playing and singing and then a sharp twang and an "Aw Fu-"
Didn't save it but maybe I'll start recording myself whenever I play then post when I mess up.
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Me: posts something
post doesn't get a response
Anxiety: they don't care about you
Me: what?
Anxiety: They. Don't. Care. Delete the response. Idk why you would even bother posting
I'm sorry please don't be mad
I'm probably gonna regret posting this
I'm scared to post this anxiety stop it