You guys ever just,,, suffer through mental pain cause even if it's your birthday you want people to be happy but you know that if you can't keep it together you'll get called selfish
Just did that yesterday! I fuckin hate birthdays for that reason.
Bar chords also suck but I'm not required to play them at the moment so they can chill.
Baylee plays bar chords so he's Cool™.
You guys ever just,,, suffer through mental pain cause even if it's your birthday you want people to be happy but you know that if you can't keep it together you'll get called selfish
Just did that yesterday! I fuckin hate birthdays for that reason.
It's my birthday and I have a horrible headache, worse then usual (I have an almost constant headache) but I have a call with all my family later, plus my mom got a cake for me and I really don't want to have to eat all the frosting.
I don't like cakes with too much frosting, I honestly barely can eat frosting.
The cake my mom is getting is good, but it has cream cheese frosting wich is even worse
You guys ever just,,, suffer through mental pain cause even if it's your birthday you want people to be happy but you know that if you can't keep it together you'll get called selfish
Just did that yesterday! I fuckin hate birthdays for that reason.
It's my birthday and I have a horrible headache, worse then usual (I have an almost constant headache) but I have a call with all my family later, plus my mom got a cake for me and I really don't want to have to eat all the frosting.
I don't like cakes with too much frosting, I honestly barely can eat frosting.
The cake my mom is getting is good, but it has cream cheese frosting wich is even worse
I'm sorry that's happening, I wish I could do something for ya but I'm as useful as a speck of dust.
I love birthdays and I love when people shower me with attention and gifts, but whenever people give me gifts I always feel guilty after about them spending money on me. Idk why, it's weird and I don't like feeling that way.
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enough
I just hate birthdays. They feel so meaningless. People act like the day is about you but then try to control what happens during it. I'd just like one birthday where I get like 100 bucks or so and am then left alone. No cake, no singing, no mortifyingly long phone calls, nothing.
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enough
What topic were you discussing? The French Revolution?
I love birthdays and I love when people shower me with attention and gifts, but whenever people give me gifts I always feel guilty after about them spending money on me. Idk why, it's weird and I don't like feeling that way.
Me too. But I also spend money on gifts for people on their birthdays. But I'm broke so usually it's like "I got you your favorite candy from the dollar store and I used your birthday as an excuse to go and get myself chocolate"
Just gonna say…
Society is shit. Become a snail.
I'd prefer a bird but a snail works too I guess.
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enoughWhat topic were you discussing? The French Revolution?
A French composer who fell in love with a Shakespearean actress and stalked her until she agreed to marry her. And then ig thought she betrayed him and tried to kill himself by overdosing on opium, but he didn't take enough so he went on a drug trip about his own execution and journey to hell
I love birthdays and I love when people shower me with attention and gifts, but whenever people give me gifts I always feel guilty after about them spending money on me. Idk why, it's weird and I don't like feeling that way.
Me too. But I also spend money on gifts for people on their birthdays. But I'm broke so usually it's like "I got you your favorite candy from the dollar store and I used your birthday as an excuse to go and get myself chocolate"
I think I just don't want to feel like a burden, and my brain takes "people giving you nice things" into "you're forcing them buy you expensive usually not very expensive though things and wasting their hard-earned money".
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enoughWhat topic were you discussing? The French Revolution?
A French composer who fell in love with a Shakespearean actress and stalked her until she agreed to marry her. And then ig thought she betrayed him and tried to kill himself by overdosing on opium, but he didn't take enough so he went on a drug trip about his own execution and journey to hell
Sounds like an average Tuesday
I love birthdays and I love when people shower me with attention and gifts, but whenever people give me gifts I always feel guilty after about them spending money on me. Idk why, it's weird and I don't like feeling that way.
Me too. But I also spend money on gifts for people on their birthdays. But I'm broke so usually it's like "I got you your favorite candy from the dollar store and I used your birthday as an excuse to go and get myself chocolate"
I think I just don't want to feel like a burden, and my brain takes "people giving you nice things" into "you're forcing them buy you expensive
usually not very expensive thoughthings and wasting their hard-earned money".
Yup
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enoughWhat topic were you discussing? The French Revolution?
A French composer who fell in love with a Shakespearean actress and stalked her until she agreed to marry her. And then ig thought she betrayed him and tried to kill himself by overdosing on opium, but he didn't take enough so he went on a drug trip about his own execution and journey to hell
Sounds like an average Tuesday
My friend and I were texting the whole time and talking about how creepy he was
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enoughWhat topic were you discussing? The French Revolution?
A French composer who fell in love with a Shakespearean actress and stalked her until she agreed to marry her. And then ig thought she betrayed him and tried to kill himself by overdosing on opium, but he didn't take enough so he went on a drug trip about his own execution and journey to hell
I love that so much??? Can I have the dude's name so I can officially stan him?
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enoughWhat topic were you discussing? The French Revolution?
A French composer who fell in love with a Shakespearean actress and stalked her until she agreed to marry her. And then ig thought she betrayed him and tried to kill himself by overdosing on opium, but he didn't take enough so he went on a drug trip about his own execution and journey to hell
I love that so much??? Can I have the dude's name so I can officially stan him?
Louis-Hector Berlioz, but let's not stan because falling in love with someone you saw in a play once, stalking her, and composing music about the woes of being a creepy stalker in love with someone you haven't met and know nothing about unrequited love is really gross and not stan material
I had to sit downstairs where my parents could hear my class and such things as "then she showed up to the orgy", "he tried to OD on opium", "witches in hell", "he watched his own execution", "yeah! We're gonna see someone's head get cut off!", "Look this head", "fwump fwump fwump that's his head rolling away", and "this is his drug trip"
And lemme tell you that was uncomfy and they didn't seem nearly concerned enoughWhat topic were you discussing? The French Revolution?
A French composer who fell in love with a Shakespearean actress and stalked her until she agreed to marry her. And then ig thought she betrayed him and tried to kill himself by overdosing on opium, but he didn't take enough so he went on a drug trip about his own execution and journey to hell
I love that so much??? Can I have the dude's name so I can officially stan him?
Louis-Hector Berlioz, but let's not stan because falling in love with someone you saw in a play once, stalking her, and composing music about the woes of
being a creepy stalker in love with someone you haven't met and know nothing aboutunrequited love is really gross and not stan material
IK I was kidding, although did nobody ever think to sit and have a chat with this guy?
He was from the 1800s so probably not
He was from the 1800s so probably not
Bruh just looking him up everything you see at the surface is positive. Hate how history treated men like they weren't creepy at all.
He was from the 1800s so probably not
Bruh just looking him up everything you see at the surface is positive. Hate how history treated men like they weren't creepy at all.
Yeah. Our director went more in depth but even then he didn't seem to think there was anything problematic?? Like the dude literally stalked a stranger until she agreed to marry him, then tried to kill himself and couldn't even take enough to do the job
He was from the 1800s so probably not
Bruh just looking him up everything you see at the surface is positive. Hate how history treated men like they weren't creepy at all.
Yeah. Our director went more in depth but even then he didn't seem to think there was anything problematic?? Like the dude literally stalked a stranger until she agreed to marry him, then tried to kill himself and couldn't even take enough to do the job
I mean, in Victorian times that would've been considered a hot and sexy romance.
Or in 2000s YA
I just recorded something so perfect??? I was playing a song on guitar then screwed up and you just hear the audio cut off at the end as I go "Aw fric-"
So I guess parasocial relationships have always been a thing then lol