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@hollow-boned

apparently he'd completely lost sense of what the line between qpp and a proper relationship was like 2 days after we'd started it
and he was too shy to ask and i was completely in dennial of any romantic feelings so it took us like 4 goddamn months

@hollow-boned

oh my god

julian: here's a pic of me at this tourist spot in mexico sends me a pic of him in a sports bra and shorts standing in front of a pair of sparkly wings
my brain: ooh wings that's cool! and he looks happy!
my gay brain: bare waist bare waist touch it hnnnnnnnnn soft hold him gentle

@bubblegum

sucks in breath
*I WENT OVER TO MIAS HOUSE TODAY AND SHE HAS FOUR CATS AND HER SISTER GAVE ME A QUESADILLA AND THEN WE WENT DOWN TO HER BASEMENT AND WENT THROUGH MY CAMERA ROLL FOR LIKE 4 HOURS AND THEN SHE HUGGED ME AND CALLED ME ADORABLE AND GAVE ME HER SWEATSHIRT THAT IM STILL WEARING AND AFTER IT WAS OVER SHE SAID SHE'D BEEN CONSIDERING WHETHER TO KISS ME OR NOT THE ENTIRE FREAKING TIME

@hollow-boned

aight

anyway i'm mid depression episode (except this one is not Vicious Sadness, this one is the "you're no good duck" vine) and my brain has been working hard to convince me that everyone hates me today, so naturally i reached the conclusion that julian is probably rlly annoyed that i talk to him so much all the time bc he usually doesn't text first (he interacts w my posts and we talk on there but). and i'm so annoyed bc i Know that i'm probably wrong and today we literally talked abt how we'd both separately reached the conclusion that when he moves here we'll live together in an apartment?????????? and i still feel like shit.

@hollow-boned

  1. tysm bb
  2. ikr i feel like we're connected or smth, every single time one of us suggests a change of any kind, it turns out the other one really wanted to ask him too or just naturally assumed this change was already in place, it's so weird, like:

a) when i asked him if we're qpps he said he'd been thinking abt it
b) when i asked him if we're a couple he said he' been wanting to ask for a couple months
c) when he said he wants to go to college here i was so relieved bc i didnt wanna ask him to leave everything behind
d) i made a joke abt living together and then pussied out of it and edited the response but turns out he could see the edit and said he'd just been assuming we'd live together anyway

@hollow-boned

this has literally never happened to me before, like i've been in relationships where both of us wanted to ask the other out (obviously), or one of us proposed something and we agreed on it, but i've never been this much in sync??

@hollow-boned

you joke but i've written several poems to him talking abt how i feel like our cells were designed to look for one another since the big bang and the other day we had a conversation that kinda went like:

me: i forgot when we started dating, was it like 2 weeks ago?
him: uhhhh time is fluid
me: update i looked through our messages and it was one week ago
him: idk i feel like i've known you for two yrs
me: technically we've known each other for a year but i feel like we've known each other since before we met
him: soulmate au