forum RP? One on One

Started July 19, 2019 by @ElderGod-Icefire

tune

He shook his head. "No, I…" He sighed softly, looking at her. His hazel eyes were slightly unfocused. I don't know what to say, or what to do, or…

(hAZEL EYES, EVERYBODY)

Kana frowned. "Jair…" She sighed, slightly upset with the situation. Well, Kana, you always do mess everything up don't you? "You know that I care for you right?"

(I finally decided on his eye color XD only took me 38 pages lol)

He nodded. "I know." He said softly. "And… I still feel the same way I used to. That hasn't changed."

Kana smiled, happy to know he still cared for her. I wish things weren't like this… "Well. I'm sure we could work something out." She mumbled, not sure if that was the right thing to say

He shrugged. "Yeah, if your fiance doesn't care." He replied, leaning a shoulder against the wall and looking down at his hands.

"I don't think he does." She crossed her arms and looked up at the ceiling. "He said just a few moments that he didn't mind if I had an affair…"

But I don't want to be "just an affair". He thought. "Oh." Was all he said aloud, closing his eyes for a moment. Stop complaining. You're a commoner. You're lucky she even looked at you twice.

Kana sighed and looked down at the floor. "I know it's not the best situation… But it's the best option we have with the least amount of consequences."

Jair nodded. "Unless I got you pregnant, for whatever reason. And then it would be worse." He replied, raking a hand through his hair.

She took a deep breath before responding, her cheeks slightly flushed. "Well, yes… That's true."

"Because…my children would not look the same as Aydan's." He shook his head, mentally comparing himself with the nobleman.

Kana hid her face with her hand as she looked down. Dang, I forgot about having to have kids. "Well, we could be careful…" she trailed off. What am I saying?! Jeez, I'm not one to cheat on someone! Even if they allow me to!

Jair shook his head slightly. "Mm. There's no need to really be talking about this anyway…" He replied softly. "Sorry."

"Wh-what?" She looked up at him, shock, confusion, and dejection written all over her face. What is he saying? "But- what do you mean by that?"

"Because you aren't married yet, and I doubt we'll ever, er, do the things that would lead to children anyway." Jair said with a shrug.

Kana pursed her lips and hid her face again. Jeez. She sighed and accepted defeat, "I guess…"

Jair bit his lip slightly. "I'm sorry." He said softly.

"It… It's fine. Really." She turned around and tried unlocking her door with her shaking hands. Could I maybe not be so emotional all the time?!

Jair nodded, closing his eyes for a moment. "Okay." He replied simply.

(I gtg to bed soon)

(me too lol)

She finally opened her door. Just get inside, just get inside, just get inside… She walked in and collapsed on her bed, not even bothering to close the door behind her.

(Goodnight! Hope you sleep well lol)

(lol ok)

He watched her go for a moment, then turned to go to his own room.

(Goodnight! You too lol)

(Oh oof! Yeah i slept alright-)

Time skip

It's… it's getting late. Aydan must be getting hungry. Kana had been in her bed, staring off into space and thinking either too much at once or nothing at all. I wonder if Jair is hungry.

(that's good!)

Jair was reading, hair hanging into his face slightly. He was hungry, but didn't want to get off the bed. His head was in a good place right now, and he didn't want that to change. He didn't want to lose the peace he had.