"Okay, then. Waffles and bacon it is…" He reached over to the phone and typed in the room service number. His top half hovered over Jas with one arm as the lower half of his body was stationary. He spoke in Spanish against as he nodded once the man over the phone repeated his order. He hung up the phone and laid back down on top of Jas. "I couldn't choose whether to get pancakes or waffles, so I got both. We can share them. I know they're the same thing, but the way they're made always makes them taste like two separate dishes." Connor scratched the scar on his back and shifted his shirt until it was comfortable. It was one of the reasons why he didn't like sleeping with a shirt on, but he was with Jas. He didn't want to seem indecent, so he pulled his shirt down, hiding the scar stemming from his lower neck that traveled down his since to his lower back. "Where do you want to start today? The pool or a drive around Florida or rather the area we're in. I can go for both."
Damion opened the door and looked down to see a big puffy mess. "Oh my." He crouched down and took the towel from under Suni's paws. "What a mess. Why not just take a shower as a human. Now, look at you." Damion rested his hand on the side of Suni's neck as he moved the towel from Suni's head to his tail in a gliding motion. "I suppose you usually take showers as a fox, so it's more comfortable for you that way. Maybe I'm just guessing here. That flower seems to be sticking to you, huh. My bad." He moved onto his legs, drying his paws as well. "Ay Dios Mio. It's not coming off. Here get in the tub, and I'll wash you with shampoo. How does that sound? A bath on our first date doesn't sound too bad, right?" Damion kissed the top of Suni's head before moving the shower curtain and turning the water on. Damion waited for the water to get hot before plugging the drain so the water could fill up the bathtub. "All I beg of you is that you don't splash me while I do it. Are you okay with taking a bath right now? If not, I will drain the tub, and we can get this off you a different way."
Jas tried his best to quet his purring to a lower volume as Connor spoke on the phone but couldn't help but find Connor more attractive when he spoke another language. He had always though knowing another language was beautiful, whether that be Spanish, Italian, or even Japanese like suni, seeing someone else speak it had always impressed Jas. He opened his eyes when he felt Connor settle back down against him and shook his head. "They're definately not the same." He argued, brow creasing worry as he caught a peak of Connor's back. His brows furrowed slightly as he sat up up and gently lifted the collar of Connor's to look at his upper back, seeing the white scarring starting at Connor's back. His eyes widened in slight horror, mouth going dry but tongue heavy with questions. Who did this to you? What happened? When did this happen? Why didn't you tell me? Instead he took a measured breath and focused on Connor's face, searching for any sign of discomfort. "Does it bother you?" He asked softly, taking care not to move the shirt around so much that it snagged on the skin, leaving the other question hanging in the air. If Connor was in any pain at all, jas didn't want to do anything until he knew Connor was alright
Suni was very glad fox' couldn't blush else he'd most likely be with his mother in the heavens right now due to death by embarrassment. Not that he was embarrassed now but he was thankful to his guardian spirits that he was able to hide it better in this form. He tried his best to sit still as Damion dried him off, having not yet gotten used to being touched at all by other people that weren't his immediate family. He could receive pets from Sasha and Jas, maybe even Conan all day but he'd never been shown affection from someone he actually liked. He whined softly, as he watched the bath fill with water but reluctantly got in, seeing the water level not deep enough to be of harm. He hopped back into the tub, snickering softly when he got some water on Damion. He figured after all the trouble he had gone through, it was only right that he got Damion back somehow. Despite his constant need to exact some revenge, Suni managed to stay relatively still throughout the process, even leaning into Damion's hand in appreciation.
Connor twirled Jas's hair around his finger. "Hm?" He looked towards his back. "No, no,…well, sort of yeah. I don't usually sleep with a shirt on, but I'm with you, and I didn't want to seem indecent or make you uncomfortable. So, since I've been wearing a shirt every night we slept together, it's been a bit itchy and a little uncomfortable." He smiled and kissed Jas's jaw. "What's that look for, Kitty? It's a scar that happened lives ago; it just always seems to follow me. It was how I died a while back. That's why it's so big. He rubbed it under his shirt but couldn't seem to get the right spot. "Can you help me out a bit? Just rub it for a while; I can't reach it. It doesn't hurt or anything, I promise. Honestly, it just gets itchy at this point; it's like a part of my skin, you know?" He tangled his fingers in Jas's hair as he spoke. He gave light kisses to Jas's neck tiredly. "You're so warm," he mumbled.
"You like this, don't you?" He teased. "Don't get me wrong, I would like it too." the soap covered his hands and Suni's back as well. "Honestly, this is kind of relaxing, in my opinion." he hummed softly as he finished up Suni's tails. He moved onto his legs which didn't take him long to complete. "Alright, now close your eyes. I wouldn't want to get soap or water in your eyes." He took the showerhead and turned it on, and watched the soap slide into the water. "Alright, I'm going to drain the bath so I can get this off of you properly." Damion waited for the water to go down so he could spray him down once more. "Alright, we're done." He laid a clean towel across the floor and grabbed another to dry Suni with. "Alright, step out onto the towel, and I'll dry you. Do you prefer the towel or a blow dryer?" He held out a blow dryer in one hand and a towel in the other.
Jas purred weakly as he tried his best to focus on his concern for Connor more that the attention he was receiving. “Darling, it wouldn’t have been indecent of you or uncomfortable for me if you had told me why. Besides, why would I mind?” He nodded slight and lightly lifted Connor’s shirt, finding the spot and gently rubbing circles on Connor’s skin, hoping to relieve some of the discomfort. He flinched at the mention of Connor dying, pressing his face into his shoulder. It wasn’t so much the thought of Connor dying as much as it was the image the scar conjured up In Jas’ mind that made him sad. He couldn’t recall a time here he saw Connor die so horrifically. He wasn’t entirely sure he ever wanted to but the thought that he wasn’t there beside him didn’t sit well with Jas. He hugged Connor close, reminding himself that there could still be a possibility of that exact thing happening tonight. He’d be in the hotel while Connor was potentially risking his life for some mission. He sighed softly, brought out of his thoughts by Connor’s kisses. He purred a bit loudly and tilted his head. “You’re more than welcome to stay as long as you want.” He replied, pressing his lips to Connor’s jawline.
Suni barked softly, tail swishing lazily in the bath water. The water made him feel sleepy due to his element’s natural aversion to the opposite element, but Suni honestly didn’t mind. He liked the calm feeling he got when around Damion. He gladly gave into the lapping motion of wanter and to Damion’s gentle caresses, only blinking his eyes open when the water was drained and he was doused in a gentle sprinkling of water. He went to the far corner of the bath to avoid getting both Damion and the rest of the Bathroom wet when he shook himself from the water. He propped his pas up on the bath edge and gently tugged at the towel, hating the sound of the blowdryer. He hopped out of the tub and sat onto of the towel on the ground, flicking the remaining water from his paws, ears, and tails
"That feels nice." He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. I don't know what you like and don't like. Better to be safe than sorry. However, since you said you don't mind…" He trailed off and sat up completely. He pulled off his shirt entirely and laid back down on Jas. "Much better." Connor traced Jas's facial features and flicked his nose. "Hey, don't think about it too much, okay. It was a long time ago. I'm fine now, and I'm healthy. You're holding me in your arms, and we're on vacation. Not to mention your hand feels so nice on my back. It doesn't hurt. You're not going to hurt me." Connor hummed, leaving more visible kisses on his neck. "The mission tonight…will go exactly as planned. Today will be great…when I get back from my hard and long mission…if you're asleep by then, I can just." He kissed Jas's ear. "Crawl into to bed with you, and you can hold me again just like we are now." He kissed him slowly on the lips. He wanted it to last forever, but then a knock came on the door and ruined the moment. He breathed a laugh, slightly annoyed. "I…will go get that."
"Towel it is then." He put the hairdryer away and started to dry off Suni with the towel. "This is much better. Now, you're all clean and no flour to be seen. Damion gently rubbed the towel against Suni's ear before moving on to his neck. "Does everything feel okay? I'm being too rough, right?" He looked at Suni in the eyes but looked away right after. "Since you cannot answer me because you are in your fox form, I feel like I should say it now before I forget. I don't think I could ever say this to your face without feeling cheesy. Hey, worth a shot. I think you are the cutest guys I've ever met. You just seem so perfect. I-I know no one is perfect, but you know what I mean. I just really, really hope this works out, you know?" Damion smiled sweetly as he finished up his paws and moved to his tails. "Do you mind your tails being touched? I want to make sure I don't make you uncomfortable."
Jas' breath wavered, Connor's kisses not offering any help to his racing heartbeat. His hand ghosted over Connor's skin, tracing the dips and curve of his spine. "I love you, there should be no question about that." He managed to say, whining softly when Connor kissed his ear. "Darling angel," he mumbled, fingers twining into his hair. "You dare tease me, sweetheart? Knowing full well you're just as sensitive." He cooed, eyeing Connor with a smirk. "I doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight while you're gone but I'll hold you to that, dear. I'll wait for you to come home to me." He gently cupped Connor's cheek and gladly kissed back, tasting the salt sweet of Florida on Connor's lips. He sighed softly when Connor broke away, glaring at the door. "Breakfast I hope." He sat up completely and ran a hand through his dishevelled hair.
Suni gladly lifted his head, reveling in Damion's attention now that he wasn't as tired from the water. Suni trilled softly, leaning his head heavily into Damion's hand. His ears flicked up when Damion spoke about likeing him so much, whining softly in response and licking Damion's hand, nibbling affectionately before stepping forwards and nuzzling against his chest. He barked happily before biting the towel and tugging it free from Damion's hands. While he really did like Damion and trusted him enough to show his kitsune self, his tails were something he didn't really allow many to handle since they were the source of his power. If suni were in the wrong situation and someone caught a kitsune, he'd be owned essential by his captor and his abilities owned by them. While he hoped Damion wouldn't be that kind of person, the fear of that ever happening still gripped at his nerves. He nudged Damion's shoulder apologetically before nodding his head towards the door.
(How big is Suni's fox form like is it smaller than a normal-sized fox or is it the size of a fox just with multiple tails?)
"Teasing? Me? Never…" He shook his head and winked. Connor groaned and stood up off of the bed. As soon as he stood from the bed, he missed Jas's touch. It still lingered on him like a tattoo. He almost went back just to hug him for longer. He lazily walked up to the door. and swung it open, glaring at the person who brought the food. "Thank you…" he sighed and took the tray. He turned around and kicked the door clothes before he continued walking. "Smells heavenly." Connor set the tray on the bed and combed his fingers through his hair. "Back in bed, I go." He sat with one leg crossed over the other next to Jas. He relaxed his poster as he took off the cover of the food. "Looks good too. So what was this opinion about pancakes and waffles not being the same?"
Damion chuckled when he was licked and nibbled. "I guess that means you like me in some way too." He stood up and opened the door for Suni. "I'll be out in a minute; I just have to clean up the water and everything. He used the towel to dry the floor before putting it in the hamper. He hummed happily as he cleaned the bathroom and made sure everything was dry. He closed the bathroom door behind him when he finished. "Ready to get back to making bread? I promise I won't splash flour on you. "All we need to do now is make the buns, and then after we can maybe make two cups of hot chocolate? If hot chocolates, not your things, I was other liquids." he breathed a laugh before leading Suni back to the counter. "Of course, you could always just lay there and watch me do it if you want to stay in your fox form." He covered his hands in flour and made medium-sized balls out of the dough.
(basically a normal fox with four tails.)
Jas chuckled as he watched Connor answer the door then return. "You could kill with that gaze you just gave the poor hotel staff just now, dear." He tugged Connor closer, not wanting to waste a single he got to be with him today. They're completely different," he argued, taking a small plate provided and filling it with waffles and fruit. "They're made different, they use different machines, they taste different. Honestly the only thing that's different is the general shape and thatvtueure both breakfast items." Jas bit into a crispy waffle, humming in delight before following up with a strawberry dipped in cream.
Suni preoccupied himself by drying off his tails the best he could, giving himself one last good shake before standing and nudging the towels in a neat pile by Damion's side. He padded out to wait in the hall, taking in the apartment with new senses. He tilted head as he followed Damion back to the kitchen.he liked the idea of hot chocolate, something warm and sweet to end the night off. He eyed Damion with suspicious amusement before finding his sweatshirt and shoving his head inside. He shifted and pulled on the rest of the sweater. "Teach me, please." He said, resting his chin on Damion's shoulder, missing his closeness. He poked at the bread rolls. "Do these proof or will they be baked now?"
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He shrugged playfully. "Well, he interrupted me kissing you, which means he deserved that glare. He knows he deserved it too…" Connor started with the pancakes. It seemed to calm him down as soon as he put it in his mouth. The hint of butter in the batter used to make the pancakes was evident. He felt honored to have tasted them. "I wish I could cook like this…I'm not that mad at the doorman anymore. He brought me this wonderful heaven called pancakes. I should apologize later." He nodded, slowly listening to his argument. "I see your point, but it's the same batter, no?" He covered his mouth as he talked. Connor would rather the food he was chewing stay inside his mouth and shoot out onto Jas.
Damion squeaked in surprise from hearing Suni's voice. He cleared his throat and tried not to focus on the fact that Suni was cuddling him from behind. Not to say he didn't like it. He very much enjoyed it."Right yeah, so now that the dough is done, you take about a handful, I would say, and shape it into a ball. Please don't make it too tight otherwise;, it won't bake correctly. Make sure it's loose but still has a shape to it." He blushed slightly as he finished one and placed it onto the tin foil. "When you put it on the tin foil, make sure you have cooking spray so it doesn't stick and you can't get it off." He sighed and leaned his head against Suni's. "Do you want to try now?"
Jas gave a slight shrug as he dipped his Waffle's corner into the sugary syrup. "I'm not sure, dear. I assume it's very similar with some differences." He popped a blueberry into his mouth. "Either way, I think they're different breakfast items but both equally as good. How are the pancakes?" He asked, offering Connor a waffle for one of his pancakes. "Where are we going first after we decide to get out this extremely comfy bed?"
Suni watched carefully as Damion rolled the dough into perfect little buns and set them aside. He made a note of where the cooking spray was, not wanting to go through the trouble of unsticking the buns after all the hard work he'd go throughjustto make them. He nudged his head against Damion's before going next to him and cutting off a small portion of bread similar to the size of the buns already made. He bunched his lips in concentration as he copied Damion's technique and slowly rolled the dough into a neat ball. "How's this?"
"This pancake is delicious." He hummed in thought and closed his eyes. "Once we get up…I should show you around my side of town. It's fancy or anything, but it's my home." He finished his pancake and leaned on Jas's shoulder. "The only problem is…Do I have to get out of this bed to show you? Honestly, I could stay here forever as long as you're with me. Connor's eyes flickered Jas's jaw to his lips. He took a deep breath and bit his lip. He wondered how someone could look so perfect while just sitting there. He let his hand travel to Jas's cheek. Connor gently turned Jas's face towards him and found himself smiling wider. "Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?" His voice was a light whisper. Jas's seemed to be glowing, but maybe it was just the sun rays. Either way, it didn't stop Connor from looking at them.
"Perfect, Suni. Now we repeat until all the dough is gone. Make sure you don't put them too close together. It might make them expand together. However, this tray should be big enough to hold everything. " He smiled and continued to make the dough. "So, tell me, why did you want to meet with me? I mean, it's just from what Connor has told me you're not the open guy. He said you might not do it, but he didn't tell me why, and even if he did, I would never ask. You seem fine and happy, but that's how I see everyone until proven not." He finished two more balls and placed them on the tray neatly. "So, you don't have to tell me, but I'm just a bit curious why you looked at me and thought, 'Yeah, I'll go see him.'" he chuckled.
Jas nodded with a delighted hum, managing to steal a bite from Connor's pancake. "Sounds good sweetheart. I'd love to see where you grew up. He smiled as he went back to his own plate of waffles. He had never had an insight to Connor's personal life, despite sharing lives together. His home life was always kept a secret from Jas, no matter how many times Jas had begged for Connor to tell him whenever they had their rare moments of not fighting each other. The rare ments Jas dreaded where he'd have to stay and listen to whatever was tormenting Connor. His turned his head, eyes flittering shut momentarily when Connor's hand touched his cheek. "I tend not to pay attention to such flimsy words when they come from anyone else other than my family or you." He murmured, setting aside his breakfast in favor of pulling Connor into his lap. "Was this a happy life for you?" He asked just as softly, opening his eyes and looking at his beloved angel. "I mean before we found each other again?"
Suni nodded, brows furrowed in concentration as he rolled out more buns. He glanced up at the few that he already had on the tray and carefully moved them farther apart. Once he got into the rhythm of cutting, rolling, and placing the dough, he relaxed a bit, ears flicking up at Damion's question. "Oh," he paused and thought for a moment, "I don't really know why. Not in a way where I didn't care but more in a 'why I responded so fast after Connor showed me a picture of you.' kinda a way. I found you interesting. And you seemed nice from what Connor had told me. I havnt really dated much outside my social circle. Most of the guys I've hooked up with aren't great to say the least." He shrugged and slowly went back to the rest of the dough. "I wanted to meet someone who wasn't a complete dirtbag." He offered a soft smile "why did you agree? Surely Connor had told you I'm not necessarily an angel." He rolled his eyes and snickered.
He yelped and giggled when Jas pulled him from his spot. He wasn't complaining; however, Jas was much more comfortable than any bed. "See, the buttermilk pancakes are good. He finished his pancake before beginning to speak. He sighed heavily and frowned. "Not necessarily. But…that is a story for another time. Right now, it's you and me and no space in between us. We're on vacation, not to mention. Do you mind if we save that for another time? I want to show you the good parts, okay?" He wrapped his arms around Jas's waist and nuzzled his head into Jas's neck. "Not to mention we got interrupted earlier; I want a refund," Connor smirked and closed his eyes. He could almost fall back asleep in his arms again. That wouldn't be so bad for him either.
Damion's face flushed a light red at the mention of hooking up with someone. "Huh? Well… Although he tells me that you aren't the best person, he still thinks you're a good person. He sees the good in everyone. Maybe it's just a thing in the agency because I can safely say. Every time I look at you, I don't see someone who's broken or has a criminal record. I see you the way everybody should see you. You're beautiful, you're kind, you're strong, you're cute, and you stand your ground. All of those qualities are some things that should never be cast aside. You are who you are, and if those douchebags who call themselves your partner can't see that, they don't deserve to see your fun side. They don't deserve to see the side of you that will snuggle in a pile of hoddies. They don't get to see the bad parts or the good parts. They don't deserve you. So, I guess I wanted to see for myself. If you were really the criminal, the city says you are or are someone else entirely. I think I found my answer." He smiled towards Suni and finished the last roll.
Jas gently nudged aside the spread of breakfast so that he could lie back and cuddle up with Connor. Jas tucked the other under his chin and pulled the covers over them both. "Yes my love, of course we can wait. Tell me when you're ready." He nuzzled Connor temple and pressed a kiss to his hair. Heanagsd to smile at Connor's comment. "I think it was worth it dear. We got a wonderful breakfast in a wonderful place." Jas glanced down at Connor, a soft smile falling on his lips as he started to lazily rub Connor's back.
Suni scoffed softly as he finished rolling out the last portions of dough. "I'm honestly surprised, considering I did trespass into his home." He fell silent as Damion spoke, a slow blush rising to his cheeks. His immediate reaction was to deny Damion's words. After all,he didn't know suni, not really. This was one date. He surely didn't deserve such beautiful compliments, not for a sly fox like him. He flicked his gaze up, distractingly reaching for the rest of the dough that was not there. I don't deserve you, not even this. He huffed a small laugh and shook his head, letting his hand drop onto the counter. "So what have you concluded, hm? Am I someone you'd be willing to see again?" He dared to asked, holding his breath in fear of the answer. Suni certainly wanted to see Damion again. He wanted to share more with him.
"You're right. Not only did we eat wonderful food in a wonderful place, but I also got to eat it with a wonderful person that I can call my own." Connor concluded. He took a deep breath in as he stretched over Jas. "Just a few more minutes, and then we can get dressed and head out." He kissed Jas's adam's apple and nuzzled his face into the crook of his neck. "Hey, what was Italy like? I know you already told me about some of it, but I want to hear a little bit. It sounds like a wonderful place if you ask me." His body relaxed as he focused on Jas's hand running up and down his back. It felt nice to have someone else with him. Some else to share these beautiful scenes with.
Damion ruffled Suni's hair. "You are definitely worth seeing again." He put the bread into the oven and started to clean up. "How about that hot chocolate?" Damion reminded. "I can show you the thing I wanted to show you next time. At least, I hope there will be the next time. It is getting a little too late. Once the bread is done, we'll have a nice bread and hot chocolate dinner. How does that sound?" Damion took a deep breath in and out and turned towards Suni. "I know you probably get this a lot, and you probably don't want people asking you anymore, but…" Damion's eyes flickered from Suni to his ears. "Just a small touch. I mean, it's okay if you want me to. If it makes you feel uncomfortable, then you can tell me know. I've just been wanting to touch them since I met you." He quickly spoke and released his breath once finished with his spree of words.
Jas chuckled slightly as he pressed a kiss to Connor's head. "Always and forever yours, sweetheart." He murmured as he drew patterns on Connor's back, trying his best not to irritate his scar. "From what I remember, it really is beautiful. It's been a few lives but I can still remember the place I grew up in. I used to live in a small village near the coast. It was one of those cozy places where everyone knew everyone else. I would bike to the bakery and butcher shop each morning then I either went to the olive fwilds or down to the coast line to just play all day." He smiled whistfully and glanced down at Connor, "when we go, I'll show you my favorite places. That is if they're still there." He promised.
Suni smiled softly and nodded as he washed his hands.bread and hot chocolate for breakfast sounds great." He laughed softly, finding it a bit funny that this was their first dinner together. He glanced up as he dried his hands on a nearby towel, a rush of blush appearing on his cheeks. "Oh! Uhm…actually no, not many people ask. Most are too weirded out that I have ears." He laughed akwardly, his ears flattening against his head. His smile eased into something more soft when Damion admitted to being intrigued by them since they's met. "Sure, just not to rough." He tilted his head towards Damion and closed his eyes.
Connor repeatedly glided his finger along Jas's jawline up to his ears. "I would love to visit you; I'm sure they're still there. It's not an everyday occurrence that shops close down." He kissed his neck, following the patterns Jas made on his back. "You on a bike seems like a funny image to me. I imagine you using rooftops and recklessly speeding the town. It's nice that you had a town where everybody knows everybody. I had one of those, but that was so long ago I doubt that town even exists anymore." Connor sighed. "Do you ever go back after you start a new life? Like to see your old friend even though they have no idea who you are. I did that once, and then I swore never to let anyone get too close to me. Seeing them living so carefree and young and together, I couldn't even say hi? It…it broke me." Connor explained. "It's why I give a lot of people my glare that tells them to stay away from me."
"I can't imagine why…." He trailed off. Damion made sure his hands were clean before touching Suni's ears. He gasped at how fluffy they were. His hands were gentle, and kids as he didn't want to spook Suni. "Wow, who wouldn't want to touch them. I would every day if you allowed me to." He stood close to Suni to read them. He let his touch linger on Suni's ears before completely disconnecting. "I-I'll go make the hot chocolate. Feel free to sit on the couch or wherever you feel most comfortable. He took the milk from the fridge and poured the liquid equally into two cups. He put one up in the microwave and set it to three minutes. He moved over the cabinet and took out the packets.
Jas nodded his head. “True, they’d probably keep for the history alone. I just worry it’s a tourist trap now instead of the place I grew up in.” He purred deeply and gently nuzzled Connor’s brow in appreciation. He shook his head slightly, eyes growing distant. “No, not for a while now. Since Winston died actually. When I came back, I couldn’t even go back to where we used to live. It all felt too fast. How the world kept going even after he had left. I couldn’t even see his extended family for fearing they’d recognize me. All I would bring was sadness.” He shrugged slightly, toying with the wedding bands at his neck before mentally shaking himself and hugging Connor close. “But who knows. Maybe I’ll go back one day just to see what’s become of our little town. I would really like for you to know my life with Winston, even if he isn’t here anymore.” He offered a small smile as he heavily leaned into Connor’s pets. “So what’s your excuse for giving me all those hat filled looks, hm? Knowing full well I would never leave your side.” He teased, pressing soft kisses to Connor’s wrist.
“You’d be surprised how many people run at the sight of them, especially if they know Kitsune Lore. We’re not entirely known for being lucky or well intentioned.” He huffed a small sigh and allowed himself the moment of bliss. Closing his eyes, leaned into the petting, much like when he was in fox form. “I honestly wouldn’t mind. This feels really nice.” He murmured, glancing up in surprise and a bit of disappointment when Damion backed away. He straightened and nodded, slightly embarrassed for showing such vulnerability to someone he had met the same day. Was he being too open? You don’t usually tell the person you just met about your life in the same day and you definitely don’t shower in their home. With other partners, Suni had tried his best to hide his alternate form as much as he could but with Damion he felt comfortable showing that side. He managed out an ‘okay’ before retreating back to the living room and plopping down on the couch, taking up one of the corners so there was room. He contemplated whether to leave now to save his own feelings or to stay until dinner. Usually he would’ve left long ago, before even reaching the other persons home but this was different, right? This was someone Suni genuinely wanted to get to know, not just a one time thing and be done with it.
"I…I guess I didn't want you to get too close. I didn't know what we were; I didn't know there was someone out there like me. I thought for a while I was the only one who could come back to life afterward. When I saw your life after life, I just…" Connor didn't want to finish his sentence. He was past the point of hate. He didn't want to go back to remembering his unreasonable actions. "Let's say I hated that you were everywhere I was. I hated that you were always there no matter what world, either with powers or no power. At first, I didn't know if I would ever see you again, so I pushed myself away from you. But you are a tenacious one. So, to distract me, I made up this stupid lie to myself that maybe if I finally beat you, I'll go back to normal, but that didn't work. Don't get me wrong, and I'm not complaining at all. I love being with you, and I'm kind of mad at myself I didn't give in sooner." He scoffed. "I know it sounds stupid, so feel free to laugh at me."
"Really? That's dumb. Well, they're missing out. On a lot of things. Like cuddles and comfy sleeping." He stated. "There's no way I would pass up a chance to sleep with you. Seems very comfy." Once he finished both the hot chocolates, he carefully walked over to the couch. He set the mug on the coffee table before sitting down. "Let me know if it's too hot. I can put it into the fridge. it'll be warm, but not cold. I've been cold for a while, so this helps."." Damion poked Suni's temple lightly. "What's going on in that head of yours. You seem a little too deep in thought." Damion turned towards Suni while he sipped his hot chocolate. His legs were half on the couch and half off the couch, but he considered it a very comfortable position.
Jas stayed silent for a few moments, neither smiling nor frowning. No matter what he told himself, it did hurt to hear Connor say that he had truly hated him. Whether it as because of his constant presence or the unknowing nature of who they were and what would become of them in their next lives. Jas understood Connor, in a way. He himself had been nervous about losing Connor in the next life. He head been the only constant throughout their lives. He had admitted to himself long ago that part of his attraction to Connor was the fact that he was always there in every life, but that hadn’t been the reason why Jas had fallen in love with him so many lives ago. It had been the way he spoke, or the way he had always had the innate reaction to help people, even if at times, he couldn’t help himself. Jas had thought it natural when he had first found out that Connor was going to be a hero, and he was glad to fill in the role of the villain, if only to keep Connor close to him, no matter how much heartbreak he had mastered to hide throughout their lives. He huffed a small laugh at being called tenacious. In all honesty, Jas thought that generous for all the times he had stuck to Connor like glue, completely disillusioned by his infatuation to notice how much it bothered Connor. He gently pressed a kiss to Connor’s temple. “Don’t be. I’m sort of glad you gave in now rather than sooner. All those lives gave me time to think and learn from my actions. I don’t think either of us would be happy like this if you gave in before.” He gently tilted Connor’s chin up. “I could never laugh at you for feeling the way you do. Now looking back on it, I can see why you hated me so much. I can’t blame you for doing so, especially if I fed into your fantasy. At the same time, I was feeding into mine, and I truly am sorry I couldn’t see past that to actually talk to you about my feelings or even just talk with you like a normal person would.” He bit his lip and took in a shake breath. “I want this life and all the rest to spent making up the lives we’ve been at each other’s throats. But I understand if, in the next life or even lives after that you want to spend time away from me. To meet new people. To actually date someone you choose, rather than someone you feel obligated to date, even if it doesn’t last an eternity. You deserve that, Connor. And when you feel ready, you know I’ll always be there for you. No matter what.”
Suni jumped slightly and turned his slightly panicked gaze to Damion. “Huh? Oh, yeah I’m so sorry. I ah…” he laughed and took the steaming mug of chocolate. “Yeah I do. This is my first date in a while and I’m just trying to sort things out.” He admitted, touching his upper lip to the surface of chocolate before taking a cautious sip. “Mm, this is really good, thank you.” He murmured, curling up with mug in hand. “This is all a bit fast for me. In a good way though! I really have enjoyed the date and I hope we can go out more. I just never thought someone would be so willing to accept,” he waved a hand to himself. “All this so quickly. Especially considering what I am, and what I do. I half expected you to reject me the moment e saw each other. I was surprised when you continued with the date, even more surprised when you invited me over. Honestly I’m still shocked that you’re so calm about this.” He ducked his head embarrassed and took another sip of the chocolate, pulling away slightly when it burned his lip.
Connor only heard silence and got worried. He was going to say something to lighten up the mood but soon felt lips pressed to his temple. He didn't realize just how right Jas was. It would've been more likely to end faster if he had given in sooner. He wouldn't have learned the life lessons otherwise. It would not be good if Connor had to live every life with his ex. Then he would hate him for a different reason. Connor couldn't stop the heat rising to his cheeks as Jas's delicate touch lifted his chin. "No, no, no, hey, I don't want to see other people. Trust me. I don't think my heart could take that much pain, Jas. Don't say something so scary like that, alright. I'm here with you, and I'm going to stick with you, whether you like it or not. You're the one person I never want to let go of. Not because of some stupid reason like I have no choice. I want to be with you because your persistent ass doesn't know when to give up. I find that insanely attractive, So don't ever say something so stupid like that again, okay?"
"I'm glad it's to your liking." Damion laughed, watching Suni wave his hands. "Well, I guess now you know the world isn't so bad now, is it. After all, I work at an institute of heroes. I've met people with horns and very scary devil faces. Some even walk upside down in a bride. Others wear very questionable clothing. All I'm saying is that there are all types of people in this world. I think that you are the cutest one of them all. I honestly don't understand how anyone can be scared of you. The only thing that can set me off like make me freak out is if you were like a shapeshift and you're actually like a 6-foot tall grown man who could probably murder me. That would be very unfortunate for me." Damion winced light and cupped his cup down. He lifted Suni's chin to see if the burn was bad. "Does it hurt? Do you want ice or anything?" He grazed his thumb over the minor burn on Suni's lips. Damion was too worried to think about how close they were.
Jas sighrd in relief and pressed a gentle kiss to Connor's lips. "How could I not like having you constantly around? Every morning when I fall asleep, every night I go to bed, and any hour in between I wantonit to be spent with you, sweetheart." He murmured just so that Connor could hear, despite being the only ones in their room. He gave warm laugh "so you find my constant naggin and teasing to be attractive? Somhow, I don't think that the message got across back then." He peppered Connor in kisses before slowly pulling back to get a good look at his beloved. "I love you, Connor. I hope you know that." he hlared playfully befofe nodding. "Very well, I won't bring it up again but that is always an option if you ever tire of this kitty."
"m'okay." Suni managed to say as he pulled back slightly from Damaion's touch. It wasn't because he hadn't liked it but it had caught him off guard. He pressed a hand to the one Damion had on his cheek. "Really, I'm okay. You did tell me it was hot." He laughed lightly and closed his eyes for a moment. "I don't think I'm a sixfoot tall man that would murder you. I may be a kitsune but I've never seen anyone be able to do that." He reassured, plopping his head against Damion's shoulder. "Imma stay here for a moment." He murmured. Between the warm shower, the smell of bread wafting through the kitchen, and the taosty hot chocolate, it had suni all cozy and warm
"Well…I would say that, but, sure, whatever you want to think." Connor was mad because it was annoying. He only wanted Jas to stop so he wouldn't get attached to him. He had fun when he was with Jas, whether trying to pound his guts into the floor or seeing him on the street and giving means glares. It was never a dull moment with him, and he liked that. Other people didn't give that effect. Of course, he would never let jas know that." He giggled when Jas kissed him all over. Connor gave a warm smile. He loved the way Jas said his name. No matter what context, it always seemed warm and welcoming. "I-I love you too, Jas." Connor leaned his back into his neck, primarily to hide his blush. "Well, I won't get tired of you. I haven't for a 100 lives, and I won't for a 100 more. However, we should probably get up to have our day together." He tapped Jas's chest to the song stuck in his head.
"I suppose I did tell you that, didn't I?" Damion reaches to grab his cup once more. He sipped at t peacefully. "You'd be surprised." He hummed. Damion watched Suni lay his head on his shoulder. He tensed up slightly, not expecting the warmth. "Be my guest." Damion moved his free arm around Suni to pull him closer. "The bread should be done soon. I think it will taste good. Then you're going to want to make it all the time. You might get sick if you make it that often, but you know what I mean." He relaxed into the cousins of the couch and leaned his head on top of Suni's. He was halfway done with his hot chocolate even though it was still hot. If you're still up for it, I could show you the surprise when I walk you home."
"hm, we probably should but does that mean we will?" Jas sighed heavily and affectionately nuzzled Connor's temple before slowing pulling himself up into a sitting position. "I'm gonna take a quick shower before we leave. You're not allowed to peek this time, alright?" He teased, lightly tapping Connor's nose before he detangled himself from his hero and got out of bed. "Is the place you grew up close by?" Jas asked over his shoulder as he rumaged through the duffle bag of clothes he had brought with him
Suni snickered softly. "It'd be worth it though. Homemade bread tastes great. Besides probably won't be alone in eating all the homemade bread I'll be making. Sasha, Connan and Dad will probably want some too." He blushed slightly st remembering what he would have to face when he got back home. All the questions from his family along with the sappy looks they'd all probably give him. If suninwas being honest, he was excited to tell them all about his date and about Damion. He was looking forward to coming home to excitement instead of lectures on finding yet another scum bag and worried glanced his family shared when he thought he didn't notice. He nuzzled his head against Damion's arm ears flicking up at the mention of surprises. "What kind of surprise?" He asked, turning his innocently curious gaze up to meet Damions.
"I'm never going to live that down, am I?" Connor pulled the nearest pillow and lay on top of it. His arms were neatly tucked behind the pillow just like he would if Jas were there. He looked at Jas, looking through his bag for clothes. He liked the view from the bed. "Huh? Oh, I don't think so. It might be a bit of a drive. We can always get food on the way since we're both going to get hungry. It should be an hour or two-hour-long drive. Of course, I should probably look at the map to get the exact time it will take, but that can wait." The arch of his back caused the blanket to slide down as he rested on his forearms. Connor rested his palm on his cheek, "You sure I can't get a tiny peek? Just a little?" Connor smirked.
Damion's cheeks turned red, and he quickly looked in the opposite direction of Suni. "Don't look at me like that. You've asked me that three times already. A surprise is a surprise. I promise you won't be in any harm." Damion sips more of the hot chocolate from his cup. It was very tasty and for the relaxing aura of the room. However, his heartbeat didn't get the memo. It was constantly beating out of control. Maybe because Suni was laying so close to him. He's laid this close with many people but somehow it felt different. It felt warm and safe and honestly, he never wanted to leave this space with Suni. He would have to go home eventually. "Is it bad that I don't want you to go? I don't want this date to end. I want to show you so many more things and show you me, but I know that will have to be saved for another time. You're just so warm and safe that I don't want you to leave my arms. Is that a bad thing?"
