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Started January 31, 2020 by Deleted user

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( do tell! )

Avon shuddered, as he thought of what Rosalia could have put against the other. Hefty fines and even a stalker, there's no telling what Rose would decide to do.

(so uh…idk how to describe it but yeah. Basically a lot of it hinges on the fact that Nik has some…issues due to a pretty bad past. And anyways. So like…he and Avon are dating, and I guess Rose or somebody eventually tells Avon that he has to break up with Nik bc being involved with another man is hurting his image (also it's insinuated that the fact that Nik is half Black isn't helping anything). And so like…at this point in their relationship they've grown pretty close, and Nik is planning on telling Avon "I love you" bc they haven't said it yet. And then one morning, the day Nik was planning on saying it, Avon gets up and goes "we're done" or something like that. He doesn't tell Nik why, trying to spare the other male's feelings. And Nik is…he has abandonment issues, along with his anxiety, and like… I'm not gonna go into his whole backstory right now, but basically what Avon did sends Nik on a downward spiral, until he ends up actually trying to commit suicide? And Avon's number is still listed as an emergency contact, so the hospital contacts Avon, and then Avon goes to the hospital bc he still cares about Nik. And then Avon meets Tess, Nik's foster sister, who basically explains sorta what happened, and then we have a tearful scene where Avon is trying to explain what he did and Nik is crying because from his point of view, Avon just threw him away like he was nothing, and yeah. And then once Nik is out of the hospital they start to mend their relationship and stuff and yeah. That's my idea lmao)

Nik picked up Smoke, petting the kitten gently and kissing the top of the gray furred head.

( Oh goodness you're a GENIUS!! It's worth doing, I love every detail! )

Avon glanced down at his phone. So many messages flooded in, yet none from his new contact. He sighed. He wanted to ask the other if he was alright, if he'd left him, or if he needed anything, but as of the moment, he had no way. He groaned, and dropped his head into his hands.

(yay thanks! So do you wanna do it?)

Nik finally pulled out the ticket, and spotted the phone number on it. He frowned a little, and texted the number.
uhm...hi. is this Avon?

( Of course! )

Avon suddenly felt a little buzz in his lap, a notification that was different than the other types. Nik, alas! I feared you wouldn't get the message! Avon was relieved, almost, it was such a great thing to see that Nik had been able to speak to him still.

(cool!)

He smiled at the reply, chewing on his lip a little bit.
Haha. I got it, though. Your fears were unfounded :)
He reached over to pet Smoke with his free hand.

Avon giggled softly, and hid his phone as Rosalia peeked at him. He quickly responded once she had looked away. Rose keeps watching me, I'm pretty sure she's mad, haha. she always does things like thih. A second or two after he sent the message, he noticed his grammar mistake. *this. He corrected it.

Oops. have I committed a sin?
He asked jokingly.
should i be worried about my safety?

Avon paused for a second, trying not to laugh any harder at the other's humor. Maybe. I'll keep you updated. Lol. My apologies for leaving you so soon, though. He replied. He thought it seemed to suffice as an apology.

haha alright. and don't worry about it.
Nik picked up Smoke, cradling the kitten in one arm. Smoke meowed, squirming and twitching and trying to get away.

Avon stared down at the message, and thought about what to ask the other. Questions always made another person think, and often sparked further words. Have you ever wondered anything about me? He wrote. I mean, I wonder stuff about you, a little. but I'm interested as for what you're thinking.

Nik blinked at the question, releasing Smoke.
er. i wonder a lot of things about lots of people. so. i don't know how i should respond??

I guess I should ask another question, or reform the other. What do you wonder about said 'people'? their ages, their thoughts? Avon responded respectfully. Rose finally got refocused on the road, and he settled a little more.

(gtg soon most likely, sorry)

hm. i guess it depends on the situation? like if im just passing them on the street it's sometimes just basic curiosity, if it's a date then other stuff...idk
Nik chewed on his lip slightly.

( Don't be, it's always okay if you've gotta leave. I get it. )

So I'm not the only one who thinks like that. Avon replied. He recalled a few fans he had met, some of them looked upset, heartbroken, elated. He always wondered what his fans were going through.

(alright)

nope. Though i guess the way i do it is more of a...survival tactic than anything else.
He blinked as he realized what he had just sort of admitted.

Survival? Nik, are you going through something dangerous? Avon replied,cautiously. He took Nik's words in, and felt reminded of his past message. He'd asked if he should be worried about… safety. His eyes laid on the screen, earnestly waiting on a reply.

ah...not anymore. im fine.
Nik chewed on his lip anxiously, cradling Smoke closer. He wasn't lying. He was safe now, he really was. It had been years since he had seen his father.

If you need further protection, at any time, or if whatever it is comes back, I'll defend you. Like a prince would. Avon replied. He shivered a little, imagining the things Nik might have gone through. I promise, I won't let it hurt you.

A faint smile tugged at his mouth.
I don't really need defending from it anymore. im not ten like i was. but...thank you. you have no idea what that means.
He ran a hand through his hair.

Alright then. I'll keep that in mind. Avon wrote. He sent that one, and took a hard breath. Nik was hilarious, and in spite of the darkness he had apparently gone through, he was strong, so so strong.

alright. Thanks tho, really.
Nik swallowed, petting Smoke and trying not to let what Avon had said get to his head. Like a prince… He shook his head quickly. No, stop it.

( hehe tensions. )

Avon smiled at Nik's text. He thought about responding for a moment, and yet only one phrase came to his mind. It's nothing but a little love. He shrugged, and hoped the words sufficed. It hit him, then, how much the guy might expose him. "But he was different," he mumbled, lazily.

(hehe yup)

Nik's eyes flickered a little at that, and he swallowed again, taking a deep breath. Is he…nope. Nope nope nope nope not flirting. Nope.
i...
alright
not sure how to respond to that, to be honest.

I know, right? I struggle with that too, sometimes. Avon replied, leaning on the side of his car door. He laid his head on his arm. He closed his eyes, taking a small break from awareness. He'd needed it for a while yet. But I find silence speaks for itself.