forum Your personal venting space.

Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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anyone up?
we had a nightmare…

Heyo! Nightmares are scary.

Heyo! Nightmares are scary.

yeah…
_{it's my traumaversary… that's why it's so bad}

anyone up?
we had a nightmare…

We?

Oh heck what happened?
Or you don't have to tell me if you don'twant to, I'm just here if ya need me!

Oh heck what happened?
Or you don't have to tell me if you don'twant to, I'm just here if ya need me!

is it okay if i pm you?

Mhm!

I have fucking crippling self-hatred and baggage I will never be able to get rid of and I want kids one day but I don’t want to fuck them up because of my issues so maybe I just shouldn’t have kids I don’t know I’m thinking about a lot of things right now and I just wish I wasn’t so fucked up and I could just leave myself alone.

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

I have fucking crippling self-hatred and baggage I will never be able to get rid of and I want kids one day but I don’t want to fuck them up because of my issues so maybe I just shouldn’t have kids I don’t know I’m thinking about a lot of things right now and I just wish I wasn’t so fucked up and I could just leave myself alone.

Try to focus on one thing at a time. Unless kids are at the top of your agenda, don’t worry yourself insane about it. Focus on the parts of yourself that you like. Work through the self-hatred. Easier said than done, but one thing at a time, remember? You don’t need to have a future planned out, you don’t have to know what you’ll do and make decisions such as having children so soon. <3
virtual hugs

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

Eattttttttt

You could always be a foster parent and then your baggage wouldn't the be thing to mess them up. Or get cats

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

Eattttttttt

I can't

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

Eattttttttt

I can't

Why?

I'm getting my wisdom teeth out

Oof. Soft foods?

As someone who has survived mass amounts of teeth pain from braces, smoothies are your best friend my dude

No I'm not allowed to eat yet because it hasn't happened yet. We have a bunch of soup

They gave me braces at the good ole age of 10. Pulled out all my baby teeth and then put me through 18 months of braces. You right, smoothies are life.

I had braces from sixth to eighth grade and all of freshman year and half of sophomore year. I know. I also hate smoothies, so…yeah. you can eat before you get braces on.

You hate smoothies? Who- why- where???

You havent had my mom's smoothies.

But- that’s no reason to hate all smoothies!

Smoothies in general aren't that good. I don't like fruit

This is just getting worse by the second - what did fruit ever do to you?