Aha vent time. For the sake of the story I'm going to label my friends J (male), A and L (both female)
So me and my friends are trying to make plans for the weekend because in L's words "hey guys im feeling depressed and i wanna do something spontaneous what are we doing this weekend". So, I start giving a long ass list of just random things we could do. Granted, only about half of them were doable but it was still somewhat-helpful. So we started making plans for Saturday and then J says that he can't make it because of a wrestling tournament. So, then we ask if we can move it to Friday, but J still has wrestling going on. So. Then I ask if Thursday will work, but then all three of my friends tell me they have OPTIONAL practices for sports that don't start up for another YEAR all week. So yeah, I get kind of irritated. I tell them that I'm open every day of every week except for this coming Sunday because I have family stuff.
And then L asks if we can do it Sunday after her church.
Right after I just said that I couldn't do it then.
So I'm progressively getting more and more irritated as this goes on. I tell them once more that I CANNOT make plans this Sunday and then they just decided to cancel after I got excited to FINALLY spend time with them.
And I am just so pissed because I AM ALWAYS rearranging MY LIFE AND SHIT so the plans work for them, and not me. I've NEVER complained, I've ALWAYS been supportive of them, I've ALWAYS SUCKED IT UP WHILE THEY DO WHATEVER THE HELL THEY WANT.
And that's not the worst of it.
I fucking pulled the "shit mental health" card.
What kind of person does that?
They were just laughing at the fact that they were always so busy and shit and J says "that's what happens when you do sports XD XD"
And then I said "I know, J, that's why I don't do them. I don't do them because I like to have time to spend with people who mean something to me."
Then they were quiet for a few minutes.
And I said "Y'know it's just PEACHY when your friends would rather go to OPTIONAL practices then spend time with a person with shit mental health such as myself"
And I-
I don't know.
This is probably such a shit thing to be so mad about