I'm supposed to create a piece of original music for my AP Symphonic band class but everything that I've tried always ends up sounding like Mia and Sebastian's theme from La La Land and I'm angry with it. So rn I'm just fiddling around on the piano trying to make music that can't be copywritedddddd
Some times I'm on the internet all day and I forget that I live in a small town in the middle of no where.
And then I'm forced to interact with people. and when I protest against activities like watching a movie that will cause a panic attack for me, they look at me with disgust and tell me to suck it up and invalidate me and belittle me until I say fine watch the movie. then go home a cry barley keeping my self from having a panic attack over knowing that I'm going to be in a situation that will most likely cause one. It's just a solid reminder that I live in a small minded community.
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Oh, dude, that sucks. You shouldn’t have to do things that will harm your physical and/or mental health for anyone, regardless of circumstance.
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God I’m such a himbo and I’m only realizing just now.
Some times I'm on the internet all day and I forget that I live in a small town in the middle of no where.
And then I'm forced to interact with people. and when I protest against activities like watching a movie that will cause a panic attack for me, they look at me with disgust and tell me to suck it up and invalidate me and belittle me until I say fine watch the movie. then go home a cry barley keeping my self from having a panic attack over knowing that I'm going to be in a situation that will most likely cause one. It's just a solid reminder that I live in a small minded community.
oh man, i feel bad for you- i went through a similar thing when i used to live in Florida, but whenever i had a panic attack these two teachers would tell me "you can control it, you're just not trying" and "you're fine, you don't need any help"
my math teacher in Florida once pulled a crappy move on a guy who was trying to help me when i was having a major panic attack
the boy in my class was telling my math teacher that i was having a panic attack (he knows what they look like, he witnessed my very first one and helped me) and the teacher said "sit down, she's fine"
like,,, i was legit on the verge of going unconscious due to my brain and nerves going awry and she's just like "stop interrupting my class, get your butt in your seat"