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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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why am i suddenly so worried that something’s gonna appear in the corner of my room and stare menacingly at me until i fall asleep

"He's just standing there… menacingly!"

Hmm. I get that. It used to happen to me a lot. Now I'm just kinda set on the fact that if I do see someone there, I'm hallucinating or straight outta luck.

Y'all ever get the urge to look up Egyptian mummies? There was a recent discovery in Luxor! Most headlines only cover the mummy of a teenage girl found with jewelry but I'm pretty sure there were more from what I've seen? Maybe I'm remembering wrong tho.

why am i suddenly so worried that something’s gonna appear in the corner of my room and stare menacingly at me until i fall asleep

Have you seen/read/watched anything paranormal or horror related as of late?

i saw some scary art earlier but it was mostly not that bad
there was one that kinda freaked me out simply because of my weird fear of looking out windows at night don’t judge but i don’t think that’s it

(I know we've kinda moved on, but-)

Tbh, when I die. I want to stay that way. I don't want to come back at all. But if I had to, I'd be a Japanese spider crab. They're cool and very deep underwater. There'd be someone in the world who thinks I look cool and I could live a whole century. Getting to see the world change for that long sounds pretty cool when you're not somewhere where humans can directly hurt you. Pollution is shit, but at least not many humans will just try to hurt me. A lot would be too scared.

why am i suddenly so worried that something’s gonna appear in the corner of my room and stare menacingly at me until i fall asleep

Have you seen/read/watched anything paranormal or horror related as of late?

i saw some scary art earlier but it was mostly not that bad
there was one that kinda freaked me out simply because of my weird fear of looking out windows at night don’t judge but i don’t think that’s it

I also have a weird fear of looking out of windows at night! I had a horrifying dream that some people wearing like cartoonish animal costumes were just standing in my yard taunting me with weapons one night :) Needless to say, I woke up, checked my window, and had a hard time falling back asleep.

(I know we've kinda moved on, but-)

Tbh, when I die. I want to stay that way. I don't want to come back at all. But if I had to, I'd be a Japanese spider crab. They're cool and very deep underwater. There'd be someone in the world who thinks I look cool and I could live a whole century. Getting to see the world change for that long sounds pretty cool when you're not somewhere where humans can directly hurt you. Pollution is shit, but at least not many humans will just try to hurt me. A lot would be too scared.

Low-key Japanese Spider Crabs are hORRIFying like imagine you're diving and then some long-legged orange thing comes out of nowhere,,,, I'd cRY

to be completely honest
i know i am Extremely Catholic^<TM but i really hate the idea of an afterlife
it’s fecking terrifying, regardless of where you end up
having to continue existing forever… and ever… and ever…
80 years already sounds like hell i don’t want any more

i’m hoping there’s either rebirth or just no longer existing because that would be a lot less scary imo

Yeah. I'm kinda hoping I don't live past 60 and after death there is nothing. Not much to do past a certain age lol

(I know we've kinda moved on, but-)

Tbh, when I die. I want to stay that way. I don't want to come back at all. But if I had to, I'd be a Japanese spider crab. They're cool and very deep underwater. There'd be someone in the world who thinks I look cool and I could live a whole century. Getting to see the world change for that long sounds pretty cool when you're not somewhere where humans can directly hurt you. Pollution is shit, but at least not many humans will just try to hurt me. A lot would be too scared.

Low-key Japanese Spider Crabs are hORRIFying like imagine you're diving and then some long-legged orange thing comes out of nowhere,,,, I'd cRY

You're not very likely to see one unless it's breeding season and you're diving around 50 meters down. They do seem like a cool thing to encounter. (In my opinion, of course.)

Can I be the lonely child cause ngl an Icelandic dragon sounds lit

I will spend summer in Ireland so I can be aesthetic in the Forrest, A trip will be made to New Zealand for LOTR reasons. I will allow you to be the lonely child on such a trip

Ughhhhh, I don't wanna go to sleep in 15 minutes. :(

IDK why you'd have to sleep in 15 minutes but have fun?

Sleep is necessary for your body to function, sleep is very very important, do not be the first person to die from lack of sleep.

I made a promise to someone. I'm honestly disappointed in past me. smh

I see your challenge, and I accept it. Although, I raise you that I be the first person to die from lack of sunlight.

Smh, I have to go to sleep now to keep my promise. Bye, guys!

Bye, have fun sleeping, sweet dreams.

Sleep isn't fun. (imo)

Thanks, dude. Let's see if I remember them.

Fun fact I made Marshal's catchphrase BAZINGA and his greeting What's crackalackin'?

is hilarious

I don't have AC at all but that's amazing lol

I know we’re also kind of moving past the topic here but I just wanna say if I ever get reborn I wanna be reborn as some sort of Daikaiju or at least a Kaibutsu. If it has to be something that is confirmed to exist please make me into a Tardigrade.

Also I have ACNL and I made one of my animal’s (forgot which one) greeting “what’s poppin’” and what you said reminded me of that
really wanna get ACNH

Vent. Kinda stupid I guess but here we go.

Agh. My heart hurts just from typing that.

Vent. Kinda stupid I guess but here we go.

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It is 1 AM for me, meaning it has been May 2nd for a little over an hour. Yesterday marked one year since my dog was put down. I'm only 14 meaning that dog was around for most of my life, as well as my sister's. The disturbing part is that nobody besides me decided to acknowledge it. My mom has admitted that having Bela put down was the hardest thing she's ever done in regards to pets and I promise you that her death wasn't one to forget. I wasn't there to see her put down (because I'm a useless coward), but the days before then were sucky. My parents tried giving her medicine so she could live just a little longer but we stopped once she bit my mom. That night was literal hell and it was fucking heartbreaking to the point that I'm still a bit jacked up from it. It started with her having trouble walking- she couldn't even get from one couch to another and they're like 1-2 feet apart. She could barely stand. She began breathing heavily and you could tell she was trying to hold on for us. It was at about 10 PM that everything came crashing down. You could simply look into her eyes and tell she was no longer there. It was like looking at an empty shell and I just don't know how they could so easily forget or pretend nothing happened. She was an AMAZING dog and family member who never caused problems.
It honestly just makes me wish that it had been me instead of her because I don't care if my family forgets me or pretends I didn't exist. I've caused them so many problems that it would've been beneficial.

Hey, I just happened to see this, I went through something very similar when my dog of 15 years got but down a couple years ago. I still remember the exact date, time and weather. If you wanna pm me, please do, I'm really not super active on threads anymore, but my pms are always open. I totally understand what you're going through, it even sounds a little bit like what happened to my boy. I'm so sorry to hear it happened and you're the only one who really acknowledges it :( I know how traumatic it can be, as said, if you want to talk, i'm here.