oh god…
i screwed up so badly…
why did i give them a second chance????
this turned out so bad…
im still very upset at how i chose to handle that situation the first time around…
and look what ive done…
i got a friend involved
and then i had to save them from her…
argh, i'm still really upset with myself…
i've been told i shouldnt blame myself for this, but i cant help it…
at least from this incident, i was finally able to block her…
{context, i have a toxic friend who i can only contact through discord. for a while, i have had her muted, becuase i would feel guilty blocking her, but now, i have blocked her and i feel no remorse}
aand once again my brain hurts and i am in an extremely grumpy mood
wonderful
we’re really doing this shit again
…honestly i don’t understand how y’all can still pretend to be friends with me at this point
I'm grumpier than you 99% of the time. I don't have to pretend
ohno !
how can i help, fren ?
I don't know. Still kind of shaken up. Haven't had dreams like those in a while.
Fun fact: PTSD dreams are usually not dreams about what actually happened, but horror-ified versions of things that did. So, take one traumatic event, add in some impossible, terrifying things, and make it worse.
Why is art so hard??
i don’t know but it’s ticking me off
Not every piece of art is a master piece, nor does it have to be. That's kinda the point, Art is something that doesn't have to be perfect to be pretty, It doesn't have to be pretty to be art. It doesn't have to be perfect to be art.
yOU KNOW WHOSE ART REALLY SUCKS?
EMI'S
Not every piece of art is a master piece, nor does it have to be. That's kinda the point, Art is something that doesn't have to be perfect to be pretty, It doesn't have to be pretty to be art. It doesn't have to be perfect to be art.
The hand has to look like a gosh darn hand and I can't do it
yOU KNOW WHOSE ART REALLY SUCKS?
EMI'S
YOU KNOW WHAT
At least I draw, Miriam >:(
MY HANDSSSS I feel like an old man with arthritis. Aaaaaaarggggg!!! (I chopped down a big tree and my hands are still in massive discomfort.)
Oof, sounds like me whenever I try to play my cello.
MY HANDSSSS I feel like an old man with arthritis. Aaaaaaarggggg!!! (I chopped down a big tree and my hands are still in massive discomfort.
K but why did u chop down a tree?
I completely started over on the beanie, and I'm now past where I was last night, so that's good ig
MY HANDSSSS I feel like an old man with arthritis. Aaaaaaarggggg!!! (I chopped down a big tree and my hands are still in massive discomfort.)
K but why did u chop down a tree?
Work. It needed to die so I was chosen as I have striven with pruning this tree for many years.
Mir what the hell.
It's a long story lmao, it's not serious don't worry
Hey, anyone want my brain for scientific purposes? Or non-scientific? I don't care. Anyone want it?
It's time for a little thing I like to call "realizing that my hair is probably mostly too dark for the dye to actually show up and now I'm anxious but I'm also too terrified to bleach my hair"
It's time for a little thing I like to call "realizing that my hair is probably mostly too dark for the dye to actually show up and now I'm anxious but I'm also too terrified to bleach my hair"
Oof. Well, best of luck with your hair-dying endeavours.
BET
YOU GO TO THE HAIR SALON AND IT TAKES THREE PEOPLE TO UNTANGLE THAT MESS
YEAH YOU WOULD KNOW, DAMAGED HAIR IS WORSE THAN NATURAL, HEALTHY CURLS
