guys, i know i don't use this chat much, if ever, but i need to.
my school just got canceled through the rest of the year and i don't know if i'm ever going to see my best friend again.
she's moving to oregon in the summer or fall.
and i'm fucking terrified.
who's fronting
uh, cas. i think. i'm not sure i'm mid-mental breakdown
Do you need to talk about it some more? That really sucks
yeah, kinda? idk, i'm just terrified because it's my eighth grade year and i'm taking high schools classes and they don't know if we'll get second semester credits and my best friends moving and the cherry on top? the fundraiser that i've been planning since november, the one that a program i'm in is kind of ride-or-die on? it's not happening.
so i'm doing great.
Okay, just wondering <3
Cas maybe, I understand. I do. My best friend moved away a while ago. It's tough, but remember you can stay in touch! We text, write letters, and meet up sometimes!
but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared
Dude, that's awful. Eighth grade year sucks. For real, worst year ever. It's like the universe holds back all these awful things until they hit you in eighth grade. Here's a wholesome dog
wholesome dog is appreciated, thank
but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared
Hey.
They'll be here.
Maybe not always by your side, but they're here.
Just like we're here.
but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared
Hey.
They'll be here.
Maybe not always by your side, but they're here.
Just like we're here.
can we pm?? theres some… system-y shit going on too and i don't feel comfy ranting about it here
but… this best friend was my first love. and i literally would not be alive without them. and i don't know if i can stay alive without them. i'm doing better, but i don't fucking know i'm just so scared
Hey.
They'll be here.
Maybe not always by your side, but they're here.
Just like we're here.can we pm?? theres some… system-y shit going on too and i don't feel comfy ranting about it here
Of course. Hit me up <3
Y'all it is 10:30, but I had the wonderful Idea to make myself a '50s pin up girl. I should go to sleep, but y'know what I'm doing?
Oof. Go to sleep, Xander.
not happening, I'm doing my hair, it takes H O U R S
Y'all Mezzo just disappeared and now I'm worried
Your worry is now mine too.
lmao nevermind they're back
Lmao okay.
not happening, I'm doing my hair, it takes H O U R S
Pictures when you're done
not happening, I'm doing my hair, it takes H O U R S
Pictures when you're done
^^^^^^^^^^^
why does nobody ever talk about anxiety tics?
because as someone who gets them, they suck.
So my life is officially fucked.
We found out a few days ago that my dad only has a couple of years left to live because of cancer and we're trying to 'live normally' but with everything happening, it's super hard and I feel so shit but I don't want to talk to my parents cause my dad is the one with cancer and isn't the best to talk to and my mum never understands my problems.
I'm also one of those 'gifted kids' who does amazing in younger years but now I'm failing, I have no focus and I'm struggling to stay level with others and it's just so hard
Also-
I wish I had the proper thing to say. But that sucks. Good luck.