short rant but also not???
it's not a bad thing i'm just hella nervous-
bc like,,,, i actually made an effort to step out of my comfort zone and MAKE FRIENDS with people that i've 'known' for like a year on a game i've been playing for around 4 years, and it was nice !!!!
but it also sometimes makes me very uncomfortably awkward 'nd shaky 'nd b l e h
but they're so nice and i lov them bc they're my friens now
i'm still too scared to talk to them sometimes but i'm making progress i think
That's awesome Rain! And that's totally okay, you'll slowly get used to this kind of thing!
short rant but also not???
it's not a bad thing i'm just hella nervous-
bc like,,,, i actually made an effort to step out of my comfort zone and MAKE FRIENDS with people that i've 'known' for like a year on a game i've been playing for around 4 years, and it was nice !!!!
but it also sometimes makes me very uncomfortably awkward 'nd shaky 'nd b l e h
but they're so nice and i lov them bc they're my friens now
i'm still too scared to talk to them sometimes but i'm making progress i think
Fortunately for you, i have the same dilemma my child
But it's like Izzy said, you'll get used to it, just take it slow kid
It's actually really kind of scary at first but you'll warm up to them and them to you
Just don't make friends with people who are clearly aggressive, things could go really south
And sorry i haven't been there for you lately rainy, I've been so drained, i feel like im at the end of the line with life-
I have similar issues as you concerning your mother..i can't talk to her without getting yelled and insulted at but i guess it is my fault for being this way and not being what she wants me to be- but anyways that's a whole different matter
I just want you to know that im here for you and you have my full support, i love you so much because you are one of the three people on this site that are my favorites to talk with <3 take care of yourself and i hope things get better for you, truly
I have to get ready and actually do stuff today but I don't wannaaaaa
Hey ya'll is it rude to ignore your friend because you just want to listen to music and read and be anti-social in your room and you don't want to have to explain that to them?
Kind of, but kind of not? I'm not sure. I do that too, but I've also been told I'm rude, so. . .
I do the same thing a lot. I'm a huge introvert and people usually don't understand, so that doesn't seem too rude to me, but you might want to at least try to explain it? I don't know
My friends and I do that to each other. We just ignore each other's texts and pretend we didn't see them so we don't have to talk to people
I'm feeling a lot better today and that's… making me extremely guilty for some reason
MOOOOOD
also I'm sorry but is there anything I can do for ya'll?
One should not feel guilty about their happiness. Rather spread it to someone else and watch it grow.
I'm not happy, I've just gotten through the past day or two without having a complete breakdown, which had been happening kind of daily for the previous ten or eleven days, and… that… feels… wrong
Well, it's bound to feel wrong not doing something that you are. . .used to doing. But that's alright. Especially with what it is that you are not doing.
So, I got my loner flute
It's interesting
Not trash
But the high octaves aren't great
It's an Artley
Beyonce is a Giardinelli
And the case??? Has like three inches of space for the foot joint?? And it really bothers me.
I just know Beyonce, you know? I know it's quirks and all that jazz. This one…
Oof. I don't flute, so I have no clue what any of that means. (Except for the brands, I know those)
Well, I also know what octaves are.
Yeah.
The woman who was working there had her baby with her though {family run company} and her name was Orla and she was sO CUTE
Orla? It's a unique name. It kinds pretty too.
My kinda not really friend had an artley that was total trash cause it was so old. She used it for marching band until her dad decided to sell it and got her another marching flute. And then didn't sell it after all
sits in the background almost not knowing shit about flutes
sits in the background almost not knowing shit about flutes
sits in the background not knowing anything about instruments and music in general
