forum An angsty gay fantasy rp! (O/O)

Started September 03, 2019 by @MusicElle-is-here

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Cas noticed and sighed, rolling his eyes a bit. "You gonna do it or not?" He asked with a slight smirk.

Nick’s stomach flipped. After a moment of hesitation, he leaned in, closing the gap between them and pressing his lips to Cas’s.

Cas melted into Nick's touch, pressing himself up against him. It was his first kiss, but it felt so natural and wonderful to him he hardly noticed.

So I guess he doesn’t like me as a friend, was Nick’s first thought as Cas kissed him back. A warmth spread throughout his body as he continued kissing Cas. He had only been kissed once or twice before, quick pecks when he thought no one was looking, but neither of them mattered anymore. Those kisses were nothing compared to this.

"You're too fuckin' tall…" Cas whined breathlessly, standing on his toes and tugging Nick down to kiss him better.

Nick tried not to laugh at that, bending over a bit so that he wouldn’t fall over when Cas pulled him down. He lingered on Cas’s lips for a bit longer before kissing cheek and down his jawline.

Cas blushed more, letting Nick have his way with him. "Now we just hope no one comes in, yeah?"
(Jane meanders in and is very confused)

“Yeah,” he agreed, locking eyes with Cas for a moment before going back to kissing him.

Then the door creaked open and Nick about had a heart attack when Jane poked her head in the door. “Hel…lo?”

(i’m taking that as a suggestion lol)

Cas froze and turned bright red, too startled to have the sense to speak or hide behind Nick or something. "Uh…"

Nick knew that trying to play it off was sort of useless at this point, since Jane had clearly seen him kiss Cas.

“Is this what it looks like?” Jane asked, quickly shutting the door. She was definitely confused. Nick glanced to Cas to make sure that he was okay with trusting Jane before he spoke.

Cas glanced up at Nick and just nodded a bit to let him know it was okay. He thought he could trust Jane, anyways. He blushed harder and looked away, embarrassed.

“…yeah,” Nick admitted, blushing, though it was harder to tell. He looked at his sister hopefully.

“You know, I always kind of suspected you might be gay,” Jane responded with a smirk. “I just wasn’t expecting this.”

“Jane, now is not the time,” Nick sighed. “Just please don’t tell anyone about this.”

“I’m not stupid, Nick,” Jane retorted, looking at Cas for confirmation.

Cas nodded again, fidgeting with his hands. "I-I know this is probably weird for you, considering he and I were just fighting the other day, but I promise there's a good reason…" He then explained the entirety of his and Nick's plan to stop the wars and how it backfired, dropping subtle hints about his father's violence towards him.

Jane’s eyes widened. “No way,” she breathed, glancing between the two of them.

“Jane, you can’t tell anyone,” Nick repeated. “Not even one person.” Jane rolled her eyes.

“I won’t,” she promised, clearly a bit aggravated. “Jesus.”

“Language!”

“Ugh.”

"Thank you… I'm sorry it had to come to this." Cas bowed politely as he'd been taught to do. "I wouldn't be here if he… I… I apologize… I shouldn't bother you with my problems…" He murmured, looking away again with a bit of pain in his gaze.

Nick instantly hugged Cas, trying to comfort him. “You’re not a bother, you’re never a bother, okay?” he reminded him.

“Yeah, you don’t have to apologize,” Jane added, her gaze turning soft and understanding. “It’s okay.”

Cas nodded weakly. "I… I just hope your father treats you well…" He gripped Nick tighter, trembling a bit. "Y-You two both deserve better…"

“You deserve better too,” Nick added softly, holding Cas in his embrace. And if I have anything to say about it, he will get better, he added mentally.

Cas lingered for a couple more seconds before pulling away so he wouldn't make Jane uncomfortable. The top button of his shirt was unbuttoned, exposing part of the blossoming bruise underneath.

“Um…do you guys want me to leave?” Jane asked self-conciously, a trait she didn’t usually show. “I totally intruded on you.”

"I-I… uh… if you want to, I guess?" Cas replied awkwardly. "I mean, I can't exactly force you to do anything…"

Jane nodded. “I dunno, I mean, I feel awkward sooo…”

“You can leave if you want to,” Nick said to her. “It’s your decision, and it’s not that important in the long run.”

“Okay, um, see both of you later then, I guess,” she replied, smiling awkwardly.

(gtg)

(Bye)
"Alright… bye, then." Cas sighed and buried his face in Nick's chest as soon as Jane left the room. "God, that was nerve wracking…"

“Tell me about it,” Nick agreed with a sigh. “I trust her though.” He wrapped his arms around Cas.

"I hope we can… she seems trustworthy enough, anyway." Cas stood on his toes to gently peck Nick on the lips again.