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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Ok I am going to send something (Basically copying a message I sent a friend) It is about it

It caused me so much sadness when she died. I knew her since we were 5.

I'm so sorry Midnight <3 <3

It'll be okay. Thank you.

My nana died of lung cancer due to smoking.

I'm sorry. I'm here for you too.

Ok I am going to send something (Basically copying a message I sent a friend) It is about it

Because she makes it sound like, If you have depression you will definitely think about committing suicide
yeah. Because the depression and decision making one, the kid is just depressed no need to ask him "Hey are you going to commit?"

i'm such a dumb bitch
me: talks repeatedly about kissing my qpp's mouth/hands/cheek, writes him several poems that pretty much translate to "you're the love of my fucking life and i can't imagine life without you and you're wonderful", literally can't go one(1) day w/o talking to him
anyone ever: u guys are such a cute couple
me, laughing nervously: u,,,uh c-courdfjng couple???? nono this is Platonic careful that's v close to Romance hhhaha

Big mood

i'm so fucking dumb i swear

IM SO MAD UGH I had a perfectly functional couple in one of my stories, and then I went back to actually develop a plot around these characters and world, and the guy is now a conman and the whole relationship is fake. I KNOW I DID THIS TO MYSELF BUT STILL. WHY DOES GOOD STORYTELLING HAVE TO BE PAINFUL

I think you're a treasure tbh

Me too. But you seem smart to me. Just because you do odd things or take risks doesn't mean you are dumb.

in my defense:

him: "lmao when we'll meet our tongues will battle for dominance as the sun sets over the niagara falls" (he likes satirizing the fuck out of everything
him: "we're like a greek myth power couple except with no bestiality and the sex is only emotional"
him: falls apart every time i write him a poem
me: jokingly calls him my s/o Once
him: hahhe haha r-Romens??? R-Ro- i idjfkng i don't know her Eho Is She

i'm so fucking dumb i swear

Don’t worry, stuff like this happens to everyone. One day, you will either fix this problem or realize you’re better than him and move on.

IM SO MAD UGH I had a perfectly functional couple in one of my stories, and then I went back to actually develop a plot around these characters and world, and the guy is now a conman and the whole relationship is fake. I KNOW I DID THIS TO MYSELF BUT STILL. WHY DOES GOOD STORYTELLING HAVE TO BE PAINFUL

n i c e
it's good plot twisting if even the author didn't even see it coming

i'm so fucking dumb i swear

Don’t worry, stuff like this happens to everyone. One day, you will either fix this problem or realize you’re better than him and move on.

(i know you mean well but i'm really not better than him and he really is wonderful and he loves me, i'm just really bad with my Feelings)

i'm so fucking dumb i swear

Don’t worry, stuff like this happens to everyone. One day, you will either fix this problem or realize you’re better than him and move on.

(i know you mean well but i'm really not better than him and he really is wonderful and he loves me, i'm just really bad with my Feelings)

(I’m confused, sorry, are you guys like together or is it just complicated?)

i'm so fucking dumb i swear

Don’t worry, stuff like this happens to everyone. One day, you will either fix this problem or realize you’re better than him and move on.

(i know you mean well but i'm really not better than him and he really is wonderful and he loves me, i'm just really bad with my Feelings)

(I’m confused, sorry, are you guys like together or is it just complicated?)

he's my queer-platonic partner

Guys I'm going to be overly dramatic here but…
So we have an in school musical performance tomorrow and i won't have time to do my makeup my friends makeup and my hair but I don't want to awkwardly wear my stage makeup for part of the school day what do I do

Why not wear your stage makeup? People might think, but they won’t speak, and only your opinion matters.
Basically, I have no clue what you should do so I’m giving inspiring encouragement instead of advice.

Oh, at my school, people will speak but not to me so I can't be like "oh it's for musical" but we are wearing our musical shirts but I'll get cold and put a sweatshirt over it and people won't see and oh heck I'm confusing myself

Welp, I give up. Inspirational quotes are really all I’ve got.

Thanks though <3

Idk I say just wear it. This girl at my school played Yente in our musical and had to get into full costume for a matinee, then out of costume to go to class, but didn’t have tome ever to take off the old-age makeup so she 100% walked around like that and if anyone said anything she just brushed it off in the most, ‘Ah yes I have heard this one before, peasant. Come back when you have creativity.’ kind of way

That sounds amazing. 12/10 would do if I went to school or had friends.