I know so too,

Too bad for me that the numbers I have to reach go up next year…

That just means you got to step up your game sweetie! I know you can do that!

Haha at the beginning of last year I did 1 push-up so you still beat me

Haha at the beginning of last year I did 1 push-up so you still beat me

mood

Haha at the beginning of last year I did 1 push-up so you still beat me

mood

BIG MOOD

That just means you got to step up your game sweetie! I know you can do that!

Yeah… one problem. Where the fuck do I find time for it???

I don't know,

Exactly. and it's kinda hard to do pushups when you have to babysit cuddly/whiney/busy toddler.

ghhhhhhhhhh this is Complicated

i'm considering being fwb with a friend just because i haven't been with anyone since like july and i'm touch starved asf but i don't know exactly what my relationship with julian is. like yea we're technically just qpps but we literally talk abt kissing each other all the time and i've written several poems to and about him and he's gna write about me too and yesterday he hinted that he'd probably propose to me someday but i don't know how serious he was being
but also he's on the other goddamn side of the continent and he can't tend to my touch-starvedness and idk if it would be cheating but i also don't wanna ask him cuz then it might get weird and he's bad with this stuff i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO??????

(i'm accepting advice if anyone has any)

Talk to your QPP?? Like literally straight up just ask what he thinks about it and what both of your boundaries are. Sure, that conversation is gonna be a tough one but for you to get the information you want, it has to happen. Be clear and specific so there's no miscommunication between you two.

Haha at the beginning of last year I did 1 push-up so you still beat me

Lol still better than me. I can’t even do one

Haha at the beginning of last year I did 1 push-up so you still beat me

Lol still better than me. I can’t even do one

I don't think I can anymore the heaviest things I lift is a few folders at school

ghhhhhhhhhh this is Complicated

i'm considering being fwb with a friend just because i haven't been with anyone since like july and i'm touch starved asf but i don't know exactly what my relationship with julian is. like yea we're technically just qpps but we literally talk abt kissing each other all the time and i've written several poems to and about him and he's gna write about me too and yesterday he hinted that he'd probably propose to me someday but i don't know how serious he was being
but also he's on the other goddamn side of the continent and he can't tend to my touch-starvedness and idk if it would be cheating but i also don't wanna ask him cuz then it might get weird and he's bad with this stuff i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO??????

(i'm accepting advice if anyone has any)

Talk to your QPP?? Like literally straight up just ask what he thinks about it and what both of your boundaries are. Sure, that conversation is gonna be a tough one but for you to get the information you want, it has to happen. Be clear and specific so there's no miscommunication between you two.

oh.
ok ur right. it's just that he's really bad with talking about his feelings and i didn't wanna ruin anything that might've been happening in his head.
also i'm not rlly attracted to the friend that much but my god i need intimacy of any kind or i'll combust

my mother forced me to go back in the closet last august and she is currently treating my situation as if i am a recovering drug addict. and she won't let me go to a fandom expo because it's really gay which i just found out. i am so fucking angry

Here's a little gay rant:
OK, so recently i've been crushing on this girl, like hard, and well finally got her to be my girlfriend. Which im super happy about ^^. Except of course, there had to be something bad happen. One of my friends, lets call her E, got really upset with me when she found out I was dating this girl. E had repeatedly given me signs on liking me all through the year but I ignored them because I am super awkward and can't express how im thinking that well. So of course, E decided she wanted to confess her feelings to me THE DAY ME AND THIS GIRL STARTED DATING. My new girlfriend is scared because E (who I have been avoiding like the plague) has been treating her like garbage AND EVEN THREATENED MY SWEET GIRLFRIEND. I don't know what to do and to top it all off, my girlfriends parents are SUPER homophobic and don't know their daughter is a lesbian, so i'm kinda stuck here. All I am currently is a gay mess crying in a corner relistening to Dear Evan Hansen and Be more chill soundtracks.

i stan that entire rant and e is a big piece of shit for treating your girlfriend like that, drop her immediately

i am currently bitterly listening to girls/girls/boys while looking through gay stuff on pinter and glaring at my oblivious parents from the corner of the room
fuck man i really wanted to go to the thing but i can't and it's all because my mother seems to thinks I'M ADDICTED TO BEING GAY OR SOME SHIT

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

yeah. my mom is being a bitch today too

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

yeah. my mom is being a bitch today too

Big mood, my mum literally everyday.

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

yeah. my mom is being a bitch today too

Big mood, my mum literally everyday.

i'm gna cry or something haha. and im working on this shitty free online excel course that she made me take bc she thinks it'll help me get a job for some goddamn reason

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

yeah. my mom is being a bitch today too

Big mood, my mum literally everyday.

i'm gna cry or something haha. and im working on this shitty free online excel course that she made me take bc she thinks it'll help me get a job for some goddamn reason

Join the club, i've been crying lol, and big oof for that online excel course. If my mum did that I think I would never leave my room again.

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

yeah. my mom is being a bitch today too

Big mood, my mum literally everyday.

i'm gna cry or something haha. and im working on this shitty free online excel course that she made me take bc she thinks it'll help me get a job for some goddamn reason

Join the club, i've been crying lol, and big oof for that online excel course. If my mum did that I think I would never leave my room again.

joke's on you i sleep on a foldable couch in the living room/kitchen because we rented a basement from a relative because we moved to this goddamn country 4 yrs ago and are still trynna get a house. so i don't have a room to leave. which is most of the reason we fight so much bc we clash personalities and opinions on everythin

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

yeah. my mom is being a bitch today too

Big mood, my mum literally everyday.

i'm gna cry or something haha. and im working on this shitty free online excel course that she made me take bc she thinks it'll help me get a job for some goddamn reason

Join the club, i've been crying lol, and big oof for that online excel course. If my mum did that I think I would never leave my room again.

joke's on you i sleep on a foldable couch in the living room/kitchen because we rented a basement from a relative because we moved to this goddamn country 4 yrs ago and are still trynna get a house. so i don't have a room to leave. which is most of the reason we fight so much bc we clash personalities and opinions on everythin

Wow, that must suck

Im totally dropping E, my girlfriend is so sweet and E is just gonna act like a b*tch because I didn't return her feelings. And girls/girls/boys is a great song. Sorry you couldn't go to that thing. My mum seems to think the same as me for some reason.

yeah. my mom is being a bitch today too

Big mood, my mum literally everyday.

i'm gna cry or something haha. and im working on this shitty free online excel course that she made me take bc she thinks it'll help me get a job for some goddamn reason

Join the club, i've been crying lol, and big oof for that online excel course. If my mum did that I think I would never leave my room again.

joke's on you i sleep on a foldable couch in the living room/kitchen because we rented a basement from a relative because we moved to this goddamn country 4 yrs ago and are still trynna get a house. so i don't have a room to leave. which is most of the reason we fight so much bc we clash personalities and opinions on everythin

Wow, that must suck

haha yeah it really does