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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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I hope it heals fast! That always sucks.

We had 3 on 3 today, which is some basketball thing don’t ask me to explain it idk anything about sports. A few of my friends and I didn’t do it because we don’t like basketball. That’s not the point though.
So there’s this girl, let’s call her E. She’s not exactly my friend but she’s really nice and a great person. During one of the games she hurt her ankle really bad. She couldn’t even walk and a teacher had to give her a piggy back ride to the office. She went home. We were thinking her ankle was sprained and/or broken. (Later we found out the doctors said it was just sprained, so that’s probably was it is)
There’s this other girl, let’s call her A. She used to be our friend but we kinda yeeted her out of the friend group because of drama I won’t go into now. She’ll occasionally still sit with our group but we won’t really talk to her. So anyway at lunch she sat down and she was really mad about her team losing. She was complaining about how her team lost and my friend (let’s call her AM) said, “You’re probably going to hate me, I’m sorry, but I don’t care. E got hurt.” Then A said, “It doesn’t matter if anyone gets hurt as long as we win!” AM told her, “Those are the words of an over-competitive jerk.” A moved over a few seats but they could still talk. A called AM a stuck up snob (which is not even close to true). A also said that AM “could at least show some support.” A CLASSMATE GOT BADLY HURT I DON’T CARE THAT YOU LOST! HER ANKLE GETTING BETTER IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SOME GAME!

_{* whispers * if it truly doesn't matter who's hurt as long as someone wins, I'd punch that girl in the nose so she'd shut up and let me win the argument…}

_{* whispers * if it truly doesn't matter who's hurt as long as someone wins, I'd punch that girl in the nose so she'd shut up and let me win the argument…}

😄🤣👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

My other friend (C) told me about a time A told her she had a dream that Brendon Urie was chasing after her with a knife and C was thinking she wished that would actually happen

I also came up with this (this didn’t actually happen btw):
A: calls AM a stuck up snob
AM: uno reverse card

So I was at driving school tonight and we were talking about walking in front of cars and some kid says, "so if a person jumps in front of a car, they're probably suicidal" and i, being the little crap I am, lean over to the girl next to me and whisper "or he's just got a healthy dose of gen z"
I think I made a new friend because during the videos we kept leaning over and making snarky remarks
Pretty off topic, but idk, I was just reminded of that

We had 3 on 3 today, which is some basketball thing don’t ask me to explain it idk anything about sports. A few of my friends and I didn’t do it because we don’t like basketball. That’s not the point though.
So there’s this girl, let’s call her E. She’s not exactly my friend but she’s really nice and a great person. During one of the games she hurt her ankle really bad. She couldn’t even walk and a teacher had to give her a piggy back ride to the office. She went home. We were thinking her ankle was sprained and/or broken. (Later we found out the doctors said it was just sprained, so that’s probably was it is)
There’s this other girl, let’s call her A. She used to be our friend but we kinda yeeted her out of the friend group because of drama I won’t go into now. She’ll occasionally still sit with our group but we won’t really talk to her. So anyway at lunch she sat down and she was really mad about her team losing. She was complaining about how her team lost and my friend (let’s call her AM) said, “You’re probably going to hate me, I’m sorry, but I don’t care. E got hurt.” Then A said, “It doesn’t matter if anyone gets hurt as long as we win!” AM told her, “Those are the words of an over-competitive jerk.” A moved over a few seats but they could still talk. A called AM a stuck up snob (which is not even close to true). A also said that AM “could at least show some support.” A CLASSMATE GOT BADLY HURT I DON’T CARE THAT YOU LOST! HER ANKLE GETTING BETTER IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SOME GAME!

That's ridiculous. I don't even think I have to explain why this is terrible.

So I was at driving school tonight and we were talking about walking in front of cars and some kid says, "so if a person jumps in front of a car, they're probably suicidal" and i, being the little crap I am, lean over to the girl next to me and whisper "or he's just got a healthy dose of gen z"
I think I made a new friend because during the videos we kept leaning over and making snarky remarks
Pretty off topic, but idk, I was just reminded of that

The people you can meet at Driver's class….

So my phone got taken away from me and I know I'm addicted to it and I know I'm overreacting since it'll only be a week but for me, my phone is, and has been, a crutch. Like if I don't have it, then my brain sets off so many alarms and my anxiety literally gets worse because I don't trust people with my phone and there are so many vents on my phone that I cannot let her see and she doesn't know my password so there's little chance of her seeing any of those vents but she'll still see my notifications and it's causing so much anxiety. Not to mention that I've been using my phone to distract me from other problems that are actual problems and last night was really hard and I'm scared because I don't want to go back to those actual problems more often than I already am cuz I've been ignoring them and I'm scared that I won't be able to fight back and I'm scared that I'll relapse really bad and I know I'm overreacting but I've basically been using my phone because otherwise everything is not good. Like when I have a panic attack in the middle of the night like I have for the past few months, and especially last night cuz that one was bad, I drown myself in music and scroll through Instagram to distract before I do things I'll regret and I just- I don't want to go back.
_{and yes i am a cliche teenager addicted to her phone but i'm still overreacting and freaking out a lot}

shoves all the books at you READ MY LITTLE MUNCHKIN YOU WILL BE OKAY

hahaha what if my qpp doesn't love me anymore

shoves all the books at you READ MY LITTLE MUNCHKIN YOU WILL BE OKAY

Adds my pile to the stack Reading shall distract you!!

idk the voices are loud today too which doesn't help at all

idk the voices are loud today too which doesn't help at all

Offers happy music and light reading

like what if i'm annoying and overly in love with him and overbearing with all my stupid cheesy poetry and compliments and he's gna decide that i'm too much for him and he'll leave me

Guys. I'm feeling sleep deprived today

So I'm in my school's musical and this week is tech week, starting today. Today we were supposed to report at 6 and have rehearsal until 9. So imagine the shock when one of the directors sends an email to less than half the cast. My friend was one of those people, so she sent me a picture. Sent at 9:47 this morning, this changed all of the call times for the rest of the week & performances. So I have to find a ride to get there at 4:30. Until 9. On a school night. I have homework. I'm sick of this because this happens all the time. I really like being on musicals but next year I'm just going to be in the orchestra. This makes our band directors seem like perfect planners.
And my family is going to jungle jims today. I don't get to go because I have to fracking stay here and wait for a ride.

Sounds awful. They should make sure to send it to everyone.

My tech week is 3 to 8

Sounds awful. They should make sure to send it to everyone.

And with more notice hopefully.

Yup I'm going to ignore both of them because if I don't I'm going to end up yelling at them and that would be bad

WE JUST FOUND A NEW FUCKING ALTER AND I'M FREAKNG THE HELL OUT

What

My vent of the day

Why did all the seats in the back have to be taken. I'm now in the front ahhhhhhhhhhhh

Oof. My bus driver doesn't like me, so I have to sit in the back or I get a series of glares.