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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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AHHHHHH
IM SO FRUSTRATED.
YALL EVER SEE SOMEONE YOU REALLY WANT TO TALK WITH OUT POSTING ELSEWHERE AFTER IGNORING YOUR POST/PM WITH THEM FOR HOURS!?
LIKE FAM. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME JUST TELL ME! DONT IGNORE ME FOR HOURS ON END AND ONLY TALK TO ME ONCE A DAY. AAAHHHH

It doesn’t help it’s been going on for weeks.

Like am I annoying? Do I offend you in anyway??
Am I just an unlikeable person???
WHATS WRONG TELL ME,!!
Is it because I’m making this vent here??
What’s wrong with me???

(This is happening on another site I’m on. T^T)

Dude, I go through that everyday. I haven't talked to my best friend in like a month except when she asks me about homework. LIKE WHAT??? DP YOU HATE ME? YOU KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME! WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR 12 YEARS

Ugh it is too sunny out

I feel both of you

My vampiric self can't take this sunshine

Well frickity frick frack frick. Just when I thought I was having a good weekend.

What is wrong

I can't type this on my chromebook. May get flagged and I don't need to deal with that rn

The friends of my boyfriends that we both go to school with have been targeting him when he’s not around because some of them don’t know we’re dating or just don’t realize I’m there. And when I first noticed, I didn’t do anything. It was before we were dating and I wasn’t sure if I was reading it right. But then when they targeted his sister for the express reason that she has Down syndrome, I knew that as wasn’t misreading anything at all. It all built up until tonight. We just had a date today, and I’m lying in bed thinking about it and I can’t stop crying. My boyfriend has fucking chronic depression and does not need this kind of needless bullshit in his life. And I care about him way too much to let this happen anymore. So I emailed my principal because we’re on good terms. I haven’t told him that it’s been happening because I am scared and I have lived that and I never wanted to be exposed to it again, even by proxy. It hurts so much, and I know that it will hurt him too. And I don’t want to be the one to tell him that his “friends” are merciless assholes who don’t care about him at all unless it convienes them. They’re using him. And I don’t want to see the moment it hits him. It would absolutely shatter my heart. A mutual friend offered to deliver the news for me because she’s big (as in tall), tough as hell, and would never, ever lie to him about something like that. But I don’t know if I should be the one to tell him or not. I don’t know what would be best for him.

That's awful. It was a good idea to email your principal, though.
I'm so sorry. hugs

God, that's awful. I'm so sorry. hugs
We're here for you. I hope everything goes okay if not well for you at school. But hey, it's Friday. Only one more day before the weekend. That's one thing you can look forward to!

Thank you so much for your support. School wasn't too bad, the teachers were really understanding (one of them even sprinkled me with "drama dust" to get me through the day, I love my drama teacher, he's such a dork 😂). I've been enjoying the weekend so far as well

God, that's awful. I'm so sorry. hugs
We're here for you. I hope everything goes okay if not well for you at school. But hey, it's Friday. Only one more day before the weekend. That's one thing you can look forward to!

Thank you so much for your support. School wasn't too bad, the teachers were really understanding (one of them even sprinkled me with "drama dust" to get me through the day, I love my drama teacher, he's such a dork 😂). I've been enjoying the weekend so far as well

that's good! <3

haha my parents are trynna decide whether my mom goes to college for her master's degree or buy a house i am Stressed

haha my parents are trynna decide whether my mom goes to college for her master's degree or buy a house i am Stressed

That does sound stressful. What do you want to happen?

Is it bad that I wish to punch a guy?

No. I saw why and it makes total sense.

Ok thanks

haha my parents are trynna decide whether my mom goes to college for her master's degree or buy a house i am Stressed

That does sound stressful. What do you want to happen?

i genuinely don't know bc i'd feel bad if she didn't take her chance but i heard them talking and i think they're gna buy a house bc it's financially more advisable

I am so done with my stupid knee injury and everyone at my school thinking they're better than everyone else and I haven't slept well in three days and nobody cares about my problems and get mad when I try to tell them and because of my knee I might have to miss soccer AKA my favorite sport ever so everyone can just leave me the frick alone
And I'm in a stage of my life where I know nothing and question everything so that's fun

I care about your problems
I'm always open

hahahahaha having to wear a skirt at school as a closeted trans kid really is fun :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

also why the fuck was i so weird today????
i rpboably freaked my qpp out i fucking hate myself
why can't i just be fucking normal and not question his love for me at the smallest thing jsdbrgdhkesk he probably is gna fucking hate me now

I do the same thing. Believe it or not, I have a love and I always question it and even worse get upset and take it out on them. But my love doesn't hate me. I promise that if he's right for you he won't hate you.

also why the fuck was i so weird today????
i rpboably freaked my qpp out i fucking hate myself
why can't i just be fucking normal and not question his love for me at the smallest thing jsdbrgdhkesk he probably is gna fucking hate me now

Embrace your weirdness. Soon people will find you interesting and be drawn to you. And soon he will realize what an amazing person he lost. You are beautiful and dont forget it

I had to tell my boyfriend that a certain few friends of his were not only making fun of him, but also making fun of his sister. And he’s pissed, as he should be. Confused, and overwhelmed. He says he needs space. And I know that if that’s what he wants, then that’s what I should give him, I’m just struggling to accept that and to put my desire to be actively trying to help and to step back and let him do his thing. I mean, it’s not like I can’t ever hope to understand what he’s going through because while this isn’t exactly the same as what happened to me, it’s freaking close enough. Like, I got through it, and I want to make sure he does too. I just don’t want him to hurt. But I know what I have to do, it’s just hard. But it’s only been two days. So I’m just trying to tell myself that I need to be patient and have faith in him.