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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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I honestly don’t really mind it, and all my friends are kinda like that

Okay. That's good.

I am so done with my stupid knee injury and everyone at my school thinking they're better than everyone else and I haven't slept well in three days and nobody cares about my problems and get mad when I try to tell them and because of my knee I might have to miss soccer AKA my favorite sport ever so everyone can just leave me the frick alone
And I'm in a stage of my life where I know nothing and question everything so that's fun

I experienced something really similar with my heel. I'm a dancer and I had a massive performance coming up and I couldn't rehearse and I honestly felt everything falling apart around me. the most important thing is to keep a positive attitude. And I know that sounds so frickin stupid but you just gotta think to yourself "It's not all bad". Also if you are ever feeling down, treat yourself to whatever the hell you want. be good to yourself. If you want to binge watch a whole season of a show in your free time, why not? ice cream is always my favourite even when it was snowing outside. its okay to treat yourself every once in a while, and I'm sure you'll feel much better for it

I hope you can get back on top soon my fellow unicorn…

Today isn’t as bad :) Thanks

I hope you can get back on top soon my fellow unicorn…

Today isn’t as bad :) Thanks

Anytime!

I know I haven't really been on this chat before… But I really want to vent.
It's my fourth day of Segment One of Driver's training, and my instructor… Ugh. I drove for the first time on open roads today, and he went on a five minute rant to the observing girl about how she needs to be more quiet when someone who's stressed is driving. I was the stressed person, being stressed by him. Like, what? This guy is supposed to be a professional and I'm freaking out on the busiest road I've ever been on and he's totally ignoring the road to yell at this girl who's trying to lighten the mood and make me feel better. I almost cried and he wasn't even yelling at me, except when I asked does it really matter? and he was like yeah it matters and mentally I was screaming at him, SO IT MATTERS BUT NOT WHILE I'M DRIVING. Anyway, it wasn't so bad but probably still in the top ten worst experiences of my life.

That just sounds terrible. I'm sorry.

SOO next week is tech week and APPARENTLY I have driving school Monday and it's from 7-9 which that sucks because it's a fracking Monday and the place is over half an hour away. And its the first one so I can't miss it. Musical practice is from 6-8 so I can't go to that AT ALL. and I already told the director that there was no reason that I would miss any practices. Because I was SUPPOSED to have driving school in MAY. After the musical is over. And she's going to be in a crappy mood so I have no idea what to say in my email to her. (I'm typing this in the middle of taking notes in class, so if it's hard to follow, sorry, but I'm in too bad a mood to try to fix it) and I know it doesn't really matter because I'm only in four scenes, but we're going to learn choreography for the final scene. I know I'm probably not even going to remember that this happened in a few months but I'm still angry about it now.

So it's confirmed. Learning how to drive is the worst.

Yup

So far the class itself isn't too bad, it's fun if you can socialize with the other people. It's the actual driving that's bad. Good luck!

To be honest I'm nervous about driving. I've only got less than two years.

I'm nervous but I'm also so ready to get out of the house that it doesn't really matter

To be honest I'm nervous about driving. I've only got less than two years.

Ive got till the end of the year.

So, I was super nervous to start driving too, but enjoy your time. It isn't so bad, and the time will go by really fast until you're driving yourself places with your parents, and it's a really great freedom to have. It's definitely terrifying, but when you're done dragging yourself through it, it's worth it.

I still don't wanna…

Don't you hate it when you get a cut (accidental) on your wrist so your school councilor is thinking your suicidal and you lost you voice from the 6 hour choir practice from the day before so she thinks your mute because of something traumatic

That's an OOF and a mood.

it sucks. Its also the second time this has happened

God I would hate to accidentally get a cut on my wrist. Knowing people at school they would panic and think I was going to kill myself because my friends care about me too much for their own good

my mom wants to move to the same city that i'm moving to for university, and i can't make her not do it because i can't tell her that i'm moving because i'm scared of what she'll do if i come out to her again. i'm so scared she'll threaten to take my university money away if i don't closet myself again.

oh no…. I hope you’re okay..

oh no…. I hope you’re okay..

she's being so nice and i keep having to remind myself that she's gonna react horribly when i do have to come out to her again and tell her i've just been playing along with her for the past two years.
however i did just find out that she's legally required to pay for my first yr of uni so she can't back out of it.
i was gna move bc a friend of mine guaranteed i can live w him over there, but my parents want me to stay w them bc it would be easier and cheaper for me. problem is if i have to move out after i come out, i have nobody to live with
and i have to hide all of this from them
i am So Stressed

also my julian is on vacation and most likely won't have wifi for like 2 weeks and i am Sad and Gay in this chilis tonight

I’m so sorry to hear that, I know it probably won’t mean much but I hope it all works out. Perhaps there’s another excuse you can use to live with your friend? Does he live closer to all of the places you need to be? Maybe a library you would use or the university itself?