ugh im rly diappoi\nted rn, apologies for random back slashes, kittys laying on my keyboard rn and i don wanna move her head. but anyways i just found out that the trip to see my family that i've been so excited about for awhile now has just been cancelled and we were gonna go today jkfsdkd
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i don't even know if i'm gonna get to see my aunt at all this summer cause of corona
honestly i could use a hug rn
Aw I'm sorry Izzy. Corona just sucks. I giveth thee a virtual hug
<3
I hate fireworks. Last night was hell for me. I cried twice
Aw I'm sorry Izzy. Corona just sucks. I giveth thee a virtual hug
<3
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I hate fireworks. Last night was hell for me. I cried twice
i felt that. i did too. i ended up putting my music at full blast since the neighbors were literally right outside my window firing gunshots into the air. this went on until four this morning. i ended up getting no sleep.
Ours were mostly pretty muffled since we weren't actually there. But we also couldn't really see. I don't really like them anyway
I was coughing from all the smoke, and jumping every time a firework went off. Like I said, I fled into the basement with my dog for a while. It's not as bad for me as it sounds like it was for some of y'all, but still. I couldn't handle it
We did some smoke bomb ones and I walked into the smoke and yelled "SING FOR ME, MY ANGEL OF MUSIC!!" and "CURSE YOU, YOU LITTLE LYING DELILAH!!" and it was very fun
We did some smoke bomb ones and I walked into the smoke and yelled "SING FOR ME, MY ANGEL OF MUSIC!!" and "CURSE YOU, YOU LITTLE LYING DELILAH!!" and it was very fun
That sounds awesome, I'm jealous
I was on the roof when the fireworks started and that scared me. I went back inside and it was muffled so it was all good. fireworks are cool and sparkly but it'd be kinda cool if they didn't exist too
There was one really bad one that sent out a shockwave that set off the car alarms. I jumped and started crying immediately
honestly i could use a hug rn
izzy, you gave me a virtual hug when i needed it most and now i am here to return the favor (hugs you <3)
Y'all i just walked for three hours and then threw up because i was apparently dehydrated
Hydrate or die-drate my dude, get that moisture in your flesh vessel.
Is anyone here hypersensitive? Cause I am and I’m worried about how stimulating an airport may be, and I’m supposed to travel alone in a couple weeks. I have the option to travel with my mom but that means an extra ticket and more money.
I don’t know if I should take the option to travel with her or spare the expense.
im pretty sure im on my way to having a heat stroke. the air conditioning in our apartment doesn't work for shit and no matter how much water i drink i end up feeling lightheaded. this sucks ass. i just want some cold air.
Is anyone here hypersensitive? Cause I am and I’m worried about how stimulating an airport may be, and I’m supposed to travel alone in a couple weeks. I have the option to travel with my mom but that means an extra ticket and more money.
I don’t know if I should take the option to travel with her or spare the expense.
Here's my experience with airports-
Shuttles: the tiny buses you take to your terminal. It's hard to figure out which shuttle goes where, but if you're an unaccompanied minor you have an advantage- every worker is required to watch out for you and make sure you get to where you're going. If you're taking a shuttle to your terminal, just ask the bus driver dude to confirm they're taking you where you need to go. They're usually chatty guys anyway. Depending on the time of day, they could be full and sweaty or empty and cool. Noise wise it's pretty quite, people whisper. Usually no weird lights, but sometimes TVs.
Terminal: This is where things speed up a bit. You might not take a shuttle at all, maybe someone's dropping you off right at your terminal. You'll hear a lot of luggage rolling around, voices get a bit louder, and people are both rushing and shuffling everywhere. You probably don't have to stop at the baggage thingy, if you only have carry-ons. From there, follow the signs to TSA check. There're usually people going there anyway, so follow the crowd. Your fam can follow you up to security, so you might not be alone yet.
Security: this is my least favorite part. TSA peeps are shouty and their instructions can be confusing. There's a lot of beeping and rolling, but not a ton of light issues. The agents will probably be patient with you since you're traveling alone. Just make sure you have your ticket either pulled up on your phone or in your hand ready. It's a lot, but it goes by fast. You'll get your bags from the buckets and put on your shoes, and at this point you're basically free.
Duty free and gates: beyond security, it's generally quiet. People spread out to find their gates. Baggage rolls around, ads and announcements might play, but other than that not much noise. Light wise is all good. Next is time to find your gate. There are signs everywhere to point where to go, but don't follow the crowd. Find your own way or ask a worker. As you make your way to your gate, take note of the duty free shops and restaurants AND BATHROOMS. You might wanna go back once you've got the place mapped out a bit. Avoid big food courts. If you're hungry, it might be better to buy prepared stuff from duty free rather than go to a restaurant. They can be stressful. Don't leave your bags at the gate, and be back in time for your flight. Make time for bathroom breaks. If you get there early, you might have time to read or watch a movie at your gate. I recommend getting there early to adjust to being alone and stuff so the plane isn't bad.
Boarding: sitting at your gate, eventually they'll call boarding classes. This is the part where everyone stands up even when it's not their turn. Just wait for your class sitting down. They'll call you on, scan your ticket, and you go down a really cold hallway and onto the plane. It's cramped, but not warm. The lights might be confusing, sometimes they're on sometimes not. People will probably press up against and over you to put away luggage once you get to your seat.
Taking off: it's loud and makes your stomach jump, but just remind yourself you're safe and it can be fun. It's like a really dulled down roller coaster.
Landing: They'll land and tell you theyve landed, but don't get up for a while. It's a trick. They take forever to let you off. After you get off, follow the crowd up and signs for the way out. Text whoever's picking you up to help navigate.
Overall, security and being alone is what may cause you trouble. If you're prone to stim related breakdowns, bring something to ground you. A book or toy. Airports are extremely safe and the staff are helpful. Take basic safety precautions. Have a plan once you land- who's picking you up, what time will it be, etc.
This has been Owen's Guide to Airports, hopefully this helps you decide whether or not to go it alone or bring your mom :)
Y'all i just walked for three hours and then threw up because i was apparently dehydrated
dude if you’re gonna be walking for that long light clothes, good shoes, A FUCKING HAT (super important), music, and a ton of water. Bringing a pack with you just filled with water is suggested.
@Owen you're a goddamn angel thank you
aW you're welcome :))
Is anyone here hypersensitive? Cause I am and I’m worried about how stimulating an airport may be, and I’m supposed to travel alone in a couple weeks. I have the option to travel with my mom but that means an extra ticket and more money.
I don’t know if I should take the option to travel with her or spare the expense.Here's my experience with airports-
Shuttles: the tiny buses you take to your terminal. It's hard to figure out which shuttle goes where, but if you're an unaccompanied minor you have an advantage- every worker is required to watch out for you and make sure you get to where you're going. If you're taking a shuttle to your terminal, just ask the bus driver dude to confirm they're taking you where you need to go. They're usually chatty guys anyway. Depending on the time of day, they could be full and sweaty or empty and cool. Noise wise it's pretty quite, people whisper. Usually no weird lights, but sometimes TVs.
Terminal: This is where things speed up a bit. You might not take a shuttle at all, maybe someone's dropping you off right at your terminal. You'll hear a lot of luggage rolling around, voices get a bit louder, and people are both rushing and shuffling everywhere. You probably don't have to stop at the baggage thingy, if you only have carry-ons. From there, follow the signs to TSA check. There're usually people going there anyway, so follow the crowd. Your fam can follow you up to security, so you might not be alone yet.
Security: this is my least favorite part. TSA peeps are shouty and their instructions can be confusing. There's a lot of beeping and rolling, but not a ton of light issues. The agents will probably be patient with you since you're traveling alone. Just make sure you have your ticket either pulled up on your phone or in your hand ready. It's a lot, but it goes by fast. You'll get your bags from the buckets and put on your shoes, and at this point you're basically free.
Duty free and gates: beyond security, it's generally quiet. People spread out to find their gates. Baggage rolls around, ads and announcements might play, but other than that not much noise. Light wise is all good. Next is time to find your gate. There are signs everywhere to point where to go, but don't follow the crowd. Find your own way or ask a worker. As you make your way to your gate, take note of the duty free shops and restaurants AND BATHROOMS. You might wanna go back once you've got the place mapped out a bit. Avoid big food courts. If you're hungry, it might be better to buy prepared stuff from duty free rather than go to a restaurant. They can be stressful. Don't leave your bags at the gate, and be back in time for your flight. Make time for bathroom breaks. If you get there early, you might have time to read or watch a movie at your gate. I recommend getting there early to adjust to being alone and stuff so the plane isn't bad.
Boarding: sitting at your gate, eventually they'll call boarding classes. This is the part where everyone stands up even when it's not their turn. Just wait for your class sitting down. They'll call you on, scan your ticket, and you go down a really cold hallway and onto the plane. It's cramped, but not warm. The lights might be confusing, sometimes they're on sometimes not. People will probably press up against and over you to put away luggage once you get to your seat.
Taking off: it's loud and makes your stomach jump, but just remind yourself you're safe and it can be fun. It's like a really dulled down roller coaster.
Landing: They'll land and tell you theyve landed, but don't get up for a while. It's a trick. They take forever to let you off. After you get off, follow the crowd up and signs for the way out. Text whoever's picking you up to help navigate.
Overall, security and being alone is what may cause you trouble. If you're prone to stim related breakdowns, bring something to ground you. A book or toy. Airports are extremely safe and the staff are helpful. Take basic safety precautions. Have a plan once you land- who's picking you up, what time will it be, etc.
This has been Owen's Guide to Airports, hopefully this helps you decide whether or not to go it alone or bring your mom :)
Airports can be kinda confusing, especially the larger ones, so pay attention to where you're supposed to go. There'll be signs to direct you, however feel free to ask agents on where to go. Unaccompanied minors should get an agent to help with navigation though, so this shouldn't be too bad. When on the plain and in the air I recommend chewing gum to help with air pressure changes; your ears might pop but chewing gum/yawning helps with pressure issues. Turbulence is actually extremely rare, so don't worry about that.
Y'all i just walked for three hours and then threw up because i was apparently dehydrated
dude if you’re gonna be walking for that long light clothes, good shoes, A FUCKING HAT (super important), music, and a ton of water. Bringing a pack with you just filled with water is suggested.
I didnt want to go in the first place and had no idea how far i was going to be walking, I had music tho.
Y'all i just walked for three hours and then threw up because i was apparently dehydrated
dude if you’re gonna be walking for that long light clothes, good shoes, A FUCKING HAT (super important), music, and a ton of water. Bringing a pack with you just filled with water is suggested.
I didnt want to go in the first place and had no idea how far i was going to be walking, I had music tho.
you could’ve asked lmao
Also almost all of those things (minus the sack of water) I carry on me on every single one of my walks.
Y'all i just walked for three hours and then threw up because i was apparently dehydrated
dude if you’re gonna be walking for that long light clothes, good shoes, A FUCKING HAT (super important), music, and a ton of water. Bringing a pack with you just filled with water is suggested.
I didnt want to go in the first place and had no idea how far i was going to be walking, I had music tho.
you could’ve asked lmao
Also almost all of those things (minus the sack of water) I carry on me on every single one of my walks.
I did ask, I thought we were walking a short distance, also i dont have any hats besides winter hats
i just typed up a thing in notes, here it is
it's kinda long but i had a few things i needed to vent about
ok, it's 10:30 at night, which…isn't actually that late, but i'm already in bed so i'm not exactly supposed to be on my phone
i just need to get some feelings out. i need to vent, even if it's to nobody
there's a couple things
first
you know, i listen to musicals. that much is obvious
but a lot of the musicals i listen to…..aren't always the cleanest. and i'm scared if my parents find out how not clean they can be, i won't be allowed to watch/listen to musicals anymore. this isn't really helped when my dad says things like "oh it's explicit? you can't listen to that anymore" or "it's pg-13? you can't watch that. they can say the b word and talk about s*x"
even if he's joking
which i honestly don't know if he is
second
about dad
my anxiety just goes way up when i'm around him. i am significantly more sensitive than i normally am. every little thing he says about me makes me wanna cry. even if he's not even talking to or about me. i still thing it's about me, it's my fault, and regret everything. and i kinda start to……well i don't hate myself but….
he constantly judges me about everything and makes me feel bad about myself and i just….
idk
i didn't go through and read this afternoon typing it, i don't really want to, idk if it really got my feelings across but yeah
oh also he keeps calling musicals plays anD IT'S SO ANNOYING AND I CAN'T CORRECT HIM AND HE THINKS THEY'RE THE SAME THING AND THEY'RE NOT AND EFJSBDLENJFK