forum Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift

Started June 28, 2020 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

tune

 "a jack of all trades is a master of none, but oftentimes better than a master of one."

I like that quote a lot. I'm a jack of trades too. Pretty ok at most things, great at none.

I'm the opposite, I'm good at like 2 things total

I saw an interesting writing prompt that said something like "jack of all trades as a superpower: you're not great at anything, but decent at everything you do".

One of my friends just texted me "smokeless doesn't mean harmless" out of the blue?? I don't smoke or vape or do anything like that??

Maybe it was a challenge or a bet or something.

Update: they're doing some weird "word" "actual word" thread
I am confused but also a bit entertained

congratulations, you did it
today’s the day
this day you’ve had nightmares about since the moment they accepted you-
you fucked up. you opened your worthless mouth again and now everyone you loved, the people you looked up to, they don’t like you anymore. once again, you’re nothing but that whiny little gnat on the windowsill, annoying the fuck out of everyone around you
and it’s all your fault-
this time, unlike the last one, and the time before that, and all your other fuck ups, you don’t have any escape. you can’t apologize cause it’ll just seem like a cheap ticket out of criticism, you can’t explain yourself cause you won’t be taken seriously, you can’t vent cause that would be pity-seeking, deleting your account would just seal your fate, hurting yourself would make you manipulative and attention driven, there’s nothing you can do but sit around and wallow in your own pathetic self-inflicted fully deserved misery
you’ve worked yourself into a void, and it’s about time you gave up.

Ella, no. Trust me, it won't seem cheap. We still like you. If I cut people out forever the moment they upset me, I'd have no one left. We want you here, Els.

If it's anyone's fault it's my fault. I am a selfish bitch and I will not let you take the blame from me. It's mine. Let me have it.

I'm sorry, Jyn, but no. It's not anyone's fault, first of all, but you're kinda victimizing yourself right now by calling yourself "a selfish bitch" and it isn't working.

It was meant as self-depreciating humor to lighten the mood but okay

oh, sorry

No biggie, I get that it probably didn't come off like that

Ella, there's nothing you need to apologize for. You're a fucking delight. I love you lots, and I know probably you feel stuck and worried and frustrated right now. I know it sucks. You're a very mature person, and a very kind one. You've done nothing wrong.

thank you guys…
i'm sorry for that, i was kind of panicking and didn't know what else to do other than yell at myself publicly-
i love you all so much, even if it may not seem like it at times, you mean the whole world to me

HAMILTON DROPPED TODAY ON DISNEY + !!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!

I'm so mad that I don't have Disney+

I'm not gonna get sick today I'm not gonna get sick today I'm not gonna get sick today I'm not gonna get sick today I'm not gonna get sick today imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday imnotgonnagetsicktoday

Eats food

Nevermind

Aw I felt that man.

My intent on this trip was to read
I haven't read at all but I've listened to so much true crime and now I only have like 40 episodes left until I'm all caught up

Meanwhile I was like "this weekend I will spend time with my family!" and I read 2 books last night instead of sleeping at a godly hour

So, my mom just did her thing were she degrades me and tells me what my therapist and doctors have told me isn't true because of what she thinks with her literal boomer mind? Like, she just said because I have more confusion with what others ask me to do, even with stuff I've done for years, slightly, very slightly more than what I want to do means I'm not autistic??