forum Glitches // OxO // Closed

Started November 27, 2019 by @ElderGod-Icefire

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Jude was feeling giddy, hyper, even, and couldn't stop moving. He looked at Nyx and bumped his shoulder again playfully, but this time, harder. He knew he was being annoying, but just had to move around and wanted attention.

Nyx took a breath, and looked at Jude again. He found that he loved the way the light played over Jude's features, loved the way it caught in the dips and hollows in Jude's body. He wanted to touch–no, he didn't. He didn't want to touch.

(push him back)

Jude flicked away a strand of golden hair and looked at the grass around them. Why can't I stop fidgeting? He ground his teeth absentmindedly and looked back at Nyx. He wasn't afraid of affection at this time and bumped his shoulder again, wanting him to say or push him back.

Nyx rolled his eyes, and bumped into Jude in return. But he miscalculated how hard he was bumping, and he accidentally bumped harder than he had meant to. He was still watching Jude and smiling that shy little smile of his.

Jude bit his lip and bumped Nyx back, harder than he last did, returning his affection as Nyx smiled and sat, and breathed, and was just– perfect.

Nyx laughed softly, and bumped Jude right back. He was still smiling. Happy and smiling and so, so glad to be out here in the sunlight with Jude. He loved this. He loved being out here and being alive and real.

Jude chuckled at Nyx's quiet laughter and shoved him slightly with both hands, wanting for him to touch him back and to laugh in the cooling field, like something out of a Beatles song.

(which one of them actually does that final push that sends them both sprawling?)

Nyx was grinning now, and he pushed back at Jude with both of his own hands, unable to contain his happy smile. He was still laughing a little bit, and loving every moment of this.

(maybe nyx? and he'll kiss jude bcus jude doesnt wanna cross that line)

Jude tried to hide his grin at the sight of Nyx laughing and pushing him back. He quickly turned, kneeling into the cushioned grass, and pushed him back again, harder, shaking the tall stalks over them.

(alright perfect)

Nyx grinned, and pushed Jude back harder, accidentally throwing them both off balance and sending them tumbling down the hill. He froze for a moment, hands accidentally grabbing onto Jude's shirt.

Jude waved his arms out in a late attempt to balance them, but Nyx holding onto him tilted him too far back and sent them rolling. He laughed shakily as they slid and rolled down the short hill, grass getting everywhere and the wind spinning with them.

Nyx laughed as they rolled, and by the time they stopped he was on top of Jude, looking down at the other male. He took a deep breath. Without really even thinking about what he was doing, he leaned forward and pressed his mouth to Jude's, not thinking that maybe he shouldn't do this, maybe this wasn't a good idea.

Jude hesitated, not moving for a moment from under him, he looked back to smile at him, but instead was met by Nyx's mouth being pressed against his. He checked to make sure this was real, and that he'd kissed him, and not the other way. Then he kissed him back, softer at first, but escalating as they went on, wanting to release all he felt for him before it was over.

Nyx blinked, his brain catching up to his heart and mouth, and then closed his eyes. Goddamnit. So long as he doesn't push me away, I'm not stopping. He kept his eyes closed, hands sliding up to Jude's shoulders.

Jude breathed heavily against him, not wanting for them to talk or stop or–anything other than this. He felt Nyx's cold hands on his shoulders, and he brought his own hands up and over him, caressing his back. How did he learn how to kiss like this? Jude wondered, slipping his tongue into Nyx's eager mouth, his eyelids fluttering to close.

Nyx shifted a little bit, angling his head to better be able to kiss Jude, and pressed his mouth to Jude's again and again, tugging him up and closer.

Jude followed Nyx in a symbiotic push and pull of the kiss, moving with every peak and breath for air they took together. This is where I'm meant to be. His mind told him through hazy coherency. Jude smiled quickly against Nyx's mouth, not believing this was happening and not wanting to stop.

Nyx smiled back gently, not breaking the kiss. He kept kissing Jude as much as he could, wanting to hold him close, to keep him close like this forever. Even though he knew that probably couldn't happen.

Jude clenched his jaw when Nyx quickened his kissing, hastily wanting to stay with him in the moment, and angry for not telling him how he felt before. An unpleasant thought crossed his mind; what if he doesn't actually want 'this,' and just the kiss? He knew it couldn't possibly be true, but it angered him quietly, as he was telling Nyx how he felt through this. Jude kissed Nyx back a little harder, pressing him closer.

Nyx wrapped his arms around Jude now, eyes still shut. He wanted this. He wanted…he didn't even know what a relationship would entail, really, but he knew he…he wanted it. He didn't know how he could want something like that so badly, but he did.

Jude lightly groaned at Nyx's arms around him, wanting for him to pull him closer and closer until there wasn't an inch between them. He ran hands through Nyx's dark hair, gripping the back of his head and pushing him further down. I want you I want you I want you. Jude's mind repeated.

Nyx tugged Jude closer, pressing their bodies together and not breaking the kiss as his mouth parted just a little. His eyes flickered open just a little, then closed again. He was still half-sure that Jude was about to push him away.

Jude sighed against Nyx, holding either side of his face in his hands and looking at him through eyes half-open, his mouth breaking away for a moment to breathe before rushing back pushing him back, not to pull away, but to be over him, the small of the hill behind Nyx. His hands found their way to his and held them against the tickling grass over his head while his mouth slowly took him apart.

Nyx let out a soft noise at the flip, blinking open his eyes to look at Jude, before closing them again and kissing back. His mouth parted readily for Jude, his breathing fast and uneven as he snatched in air between kisses, lacing his fingers with Jude's and so, so careful not to squeeze too hard.

Jude was crouched over Nyx with his legs on both sides, his rough jeans against his hips. He pressed Nyx against the ground, not wanting him to do anything but be there with him. He kissed him greedily, fast, and almost hungrily– trying to hold back his aggression like this moment might end at any time, and he had to release it all before they stopped.