forum You'll See Just How Crazy I Can Be (rp with Icefire, feel free to stalk!)

Started July 08, 2020 by @ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

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"When I shrunk you. I wanted to change you completely. Make you my little play thing." Derlik chuckled softly, as if the thought was funny.

He shook his head a little.

"Would that really be such a bad thing, though?" Derlik turned to look at Nik.
"I'd be able to make sure no one ever hurt you again." Not even himself. He'd been saying a lot of strange things, but there was no ill will behind them.

He clenched his jaw. "Would you want to lose all choice and say in your life?"

"You wouldn't loss all," Derlik pointed out.
"You'd still be able to move-" when Derlik wanted him to. "Still be able to speak-" when Derlik let him. "Still be able to think your own thoughts-" until Derlik didn't let him.
"You wouldn't loss much." Just what Derlik wanted him to.

He snorted. "You mean I'd be able to do those things if and when you let me."

"You're only able to do those things even now when I let you." Derlik sat up.
"What I could do to you then and now isn't so different, you know."

He clenched his fists, closing his eyes.

Derlik looked away, back up at the sky.
"But you know that, don't you…"

He chewed on his lip, not speaking.

Derlik sighed.
"Suddenly you have nothing to say again?" Derlik sighed.

"Fuck. Off." he snarled.

Derlik made a small humph sound, sighing.
"Sorry, but I'm not going to any time soon."

He shook his head a little bit, almost wanting to cry but not wanting to give Derlik the satisfaction.

Derlik crossed his legs, humming softly.
"You're going to be mine for a very, very long time…"

He clenched his jaw again, curling into himself. He hated this. He just wanted to go home. Back to his apartment, with Smoke.

Derlik hummed again, looking at Nik.
"Homesick?" He asked.

"Fuck off." he said again, voice tight and angry.

Derlik sat up slowly now, setting Smoke to the side. He moved closer instead.
"Mm~? What was that~?"

Smoke mewed faintly, watching them with worried eyes.

"Leave me alone." Nik growled.

"What are you going to do about it?" Derlik tilted his head a bit.

He pressed his lips together, unsure how to answer that.

"Are you going to try to hit me again?" Derlik asked. "Will you refuse to talk to me?"

"Would you just fucking leave me alone?" he demanded.

"Why? Why should I do what you want? You don't do anything I want." Derlik stayed right behind Nik, looking at him in the eyes with his head tilted around.