forum All my roleplays are dead please give me attention // closed oxo (I'll do more though)
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@Fraust

"Well, what exactly are you doing, then? What will it be like after you remove the memory?" Aiki asked. "Won't I still have memories of times it upset me, even if I don't remember the original event?"

@Fraust

"Ah… wouldn't that cause some problems, though? That would remove a lot of my memory from the past few years." Aiki seemed a bit more wary now.

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"That's why I wasn't sure if you'd want this," Farah acknowledged. "I could attempt to… rework the memory? Make it less impactful? Or allow you to forget about it while leaving it intact."

@Fraust

"How exactly does that work?" Aiki asked tentatively. "If you can do something to help that won't damage anything else too much, that would be good…"

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"I'm telling you about this – warning you of what will happen – because…" Farah swallowed sadly and continued. "I didn't get a choice. Simply making it forgettable might be the best option you have."

@Fraust

"Yeah…" Aiki was quiet for a bit, considering. They seemed pretty uneasy. "I just… can't do this anymore, you know? Every time I get reminded of it at all, I just… I can't do it. I should be able to walk in the city without getting upset."

@Fraust

Aiki nodded nervously, closing his eyes as he prepared to forget. Their ears were still turned back, and their heart was racing with anticipation and anxiety.

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The feelings that raced through Aiki also raced through Farah. She breathed slowly and let herself into Aiki's mind.

The memory was vivid. Like she was there. Each excruciating second of seeing Aiki in pain. She wanted to close her eyes, but it wouldn't work if she did. She stood – an immobile bystander – and watched. It took a long time, but finally, she had seen it all. Once it was over, she closed her eyes and extended her hand, palm facing outward. At first, she wasn't sure if it was working, but then she slowly began to feel dizzy. The dizzier she felt, the closer she was to being done until–

Farah gasped as the job finished. Spots dotted the edge of her vision. "Oh God," she whispered. "I… I need to lie down…"

@Fraust

Aiki quivered as Farah went through his memories, but they soon started to relax when the memories were fading. They were still present, but in the depths of his mind where he wasn't likely to think of them again. They were a bit dizzy when Farah pulled away as well, but they couldn't quite remember why. He just assumed that his hypoglycemia was acting up, and they turned their attention to Farah. "Ah, Farah? Are you alright? What happened?" He asked her worriedly.

@Fraust

Aiki looked concerned, but wasn't stressed about his own problems anymore. They came closer to Farah, trying to figure out what they could do to help her. "Should I take you to Eiji?" He asked.

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"No, it's alright. I… Ohhh…" Farah used her hand to feel out the closest wall, and once she had, she used it as an aid to move down to the floor level where she could sit. "I'll be okay, I just… need a minute."

@Fraust

"Are you sure? You don't look so good…" Aiki kept near to Farah in case they needed to catch her or carry her to the infirmary. He didn't really remember what exactly had happened before this.

@Fraust

"Alright… that's fine. This is more important than a few minutes of class. Are you sure you don't need to go to the infirmary?" He asked.

@Fraust

"They won't know, we can just say you got lightheaded or something. And Eiji already knows anyway, so it doesn't matter." Aiki insisted.

@Fraust

Aiki sighed softly. "Is there anything I can do to help you feel better, then? I can't really think of anything other than Eiji's magic…"

@Fraust

"Alright, if you say so… I can always just call him to meet us here if it's the infirmary that you're worried about." Aiki offered.