@Festive_Fenrir
Cas texted Cait that him and Tolly would meet her some time later, not paying as to where Tolly was leading him to
Cas texted Cait that him and Tolly would meet her some time later, not paying as to where Tolly was leading him to
Cait texted a string of instructions about the love potion, mostly telling Cas not to take advantage of Tolly while he was basically brainwashed. Tolly, unaware, sat down on the bed and pulled Cas carefully into his arms so they could cuddle. "Whacha doing?"
I would never take advantage of him. Maybe if he sees you, hell fall for you. He suggested, glancing at Tolly "just texting Cait. We're meeting up later." He said, surprised that his voice was steady when his heart was beating erratically
"Tell Cait that I can take care of myself!" Tolly said, nuzzling grumpily into Cas' shoulder. "I swear she's such a mama bear. It's not like we're doing anything we don't both want."
"she knows, she's just looking out for us." He said softly, nudging his head on Tolly's
Tolly hummed, leaning into the touch. "Yeah, but she doesn't need to keep butting in. It's our life. Not hers."
"sometimes it's good to have someone looking out for us," Cas reasoned, his heart still racing
Tolly frowned softly. "But I have you to look out for me." He sounded confused. "Why do I need somebody else?"
"cuz you have a lot of friends that care about you, not just me." He said, smiling. "That's a good thing."
Tolly huffed. "How did you get so smart? You're only 19 it's not fair!"
He laughed "I pay attention in class." He said, glancing up
"You don't get worldly wisdom like that just from paying attention!" Tolly whined, sitting up so he could wrap his arms around Cas' shoulders. He suddenly realized how close they were. "You're really pretty up close."
"sure you do, just pay attention to how Mr Kadsly talks In Human phycology." He blushed a deep red at the compliment "uh…uhm thank you."
Tolly wrinkled his nose. "I'm not a psych major, Hon. I haven't met Mr.Kadsly, and I don't really wanna. And it's no problem! You deserve to be complimented."
Cas laughed lightly " he's actually really nice." He said "kinda quirky but really nice." He nuzzled up into Tolly's neck to hide the blush
Tolly laughed, gently stroking the back of his neck. "You're so cute when you blush Cas. Why do you always hide it from me?"
"cuz I don't want you.to see How much I like being touched and held by you in case this truely only lasts one week and ends up hurting both of us later on." He confessed
Tolly frowned, pulling away slightly to look Cas in the eye. "Cas, I love you. Not because of a potion or anything but because you're sweet and funny and willing to help and… God, Cas, I dunno! You're just wonderful."
"then how come it tok a love potion to confess that?" he asked, pulling away and heading to the door, "I'm going to work," he said softly "you're free to do what you want, just make sure the dorm is locked before you leave."
Tolly frowned, following Cas through the dorm. "Please, Cas! Just… believe me. I've been crushing on you forever, I just didn't…" He paused, sighing. "I just didn't think you'd like me back."
He turned before opening the door "You could've just asked. Now I don't know how to feel." Cas leaned against the door "I've had a small crush on Levi, but I never told anyone because I knew he didn't like me, not as a romantic couple. Now that you drank the potion and started showing affection for me, i've realized I never liked Levi for him, I've liked him only to stick close to you. You seemed to have a gravitational pull that draws me closer to you than anyone else. I've always dismissed it as a common thing among friends but now I'm not so sure,"
Tolly winced, wanting to wrap him up in a comforting hug but knowing it would probably only make Cas more confused about how he felt. "I'm sorry I never told you Cas- I really am!- but I was so… so sure you'd only been hanging around to be with Levi. And then I drank the potion and you let me hold you and talk to you and everything and… I thought you were okay with it. And I thought you knew. And… I dunno, I thought you might… Like me back or something. But, obviously, I was… wrong. And I fucked this up, just like I fuck up everything else in my life."
cas closed his eyes tightly and shook his head "You havn't done anything wrong Tolly, It's me who needs to figure out what in hell's name is wrong with me. He pushed himself off of the door and walked up to him. He lightly caressed his cheek and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek "I do like yo uTolly, very, very much. Just let me sort things out, alright?"
Tolly leaned into the touch, sighing softly as he felt all the energy leave his body. He grabbed Cas' hand and just held it for a while before he let go, plopping down on the couch. "I love you, okay? Just… remember that."
Cas smiled and nodded "I will, don't worry." he reasured "want to come with?" he asked last minute. "I could use some help at the shop."
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