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Started July 05, 2019 by Deleted user

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Cas sighed not wanting to draw attention to himself "How about this, you can hold me when we get the dorm while we I re-write the notes, okay? for now, we can walk."

"Okay!" Tolly smiled brightly as he set Cas on the ground, careful to make sure he didn't lose his balance. "Can I still hold your hand?"

He thought it over and nodded "Fine," he silently chastised himself for accepting but didn't know what else to do until he could get to the shop later that night or talk to cait.

Tolly beamed, grabbing Cas's hand and dropping a kiss to their linked fingers. Whenever he touched Cas, things felt fuzzy and warm and he never wanted to stop. "Thank you!"

His glanced away so Tolly didn't see the bright blush on his cheeks "Uh…no..no..problem," he stuttered, starting to walk in the direction of the dorms he stayed at

Tolly smiled indulgently at him for the entire walk to the dorm, grinning excitedly as they reached the building. "Let's go inside! I wanna cuddle with you."

Cas tried to keep his eyes averted for most of the walk, knowing if he looked up, he'd blush more. Some part of him reveled in the look Tolly was giving him, having never been looked at like that before. He pulled out his student ID and swiped against the scanner, granting him access to the room. he opened the dorr and set his things down, letting go of Tolly's hand to grab a snack "You want anything to eat?" he asked from the small in-dorm kitchen

Tolly frowned when Cas dropped his hand, wandering into the kitchen after him and draping his arms over Cas's shoulders. "You?" he murmured, leaning forward to nip playfully at his ear.

He blushed again, the red reaching the tips of his ears and a warm sensation crept up his neck "I…i meant..food wise.." a light shiver ran along his back. Cas cursed his body for being so traitorous

Tolly frowned, pressing a kiss to the soft skin behind his ear and fiddling with the hem of his shirt. "But I don't want any food. You on the other hand…"

He swallowed hard and breathed from his mouth "no…no…not now, please…." he pleaded softly "tolly please not now."

Once Tolly heard the quiver in Cas's voice, he pulled away. Seeing Cas sad made something dark and ashamed flow through him. "I'm sorry! Are you okay? Did I go too far?"

He shook his head "no, I'm just confused and I'd rather not rush into things. Let's just take it slow, okay?" He said, glancing over his shoulder at Tolly

Tolly nodded enthusiastically, wrapping his arms around Cas's waist now that he knew it was okay to touch again. "Why are you confused? You know that I like you, right? Because I really really do!"

Cas sighed and leaned into him, letting him indulge a the affection "Tolly, you're under a spell. You won't remember any of this after a week. Everything you say or do is just the potion taking effect."

"But I love you," Tolly argued, pulling Cas closer instinctively at the thought of forgetting about him, "You can't just forget about someone you love. And I've liked you for… months. Since I first met you."

He sighed and closed his eyes, feeling safe in Tolly's arms. "You'll forget eventually." He muttered, sad at the thought "you'll move on." He was surprised at the mention of Tolly liking him since they met

Tolly frowned, nuzzling Cas's neck in an attempt to comfort him. "I won't!" he promised, heartbreakingly earnest. "I'll love you 'til… Well, I'll love you 'til you get tired of me."

Cas smiled softly "I won't ever get tired of you Tolly. But this won't last forever. No matter how much you want it to. In about a week or so, it'll all go back to normal."

“But… I love you,” he said, voice small and soft. “Why will that change in a week? Why does it have to go away? I… ” His voice trailed off.

He closed his eyes "because that's how long the potion works for." He explained patiently, glancing up at him

Tolly was still frowning. “I don’t want to stop loving you, though.” He tightened his grip on Cas to prove the point. “I like this. I like you.”

"I know. I do too. But the potion wasn't meant for you and me, it was meant for you and Caitlin." He rested his head against Tolly's chest, confused about his feelings, both for Levi which seemed to be fading every minute he spent with Tolly and those that he was starting to develope for tolly

Tolly grimaced, unable to imagine feeling this way about any girl, especially Cait who was practically his sister. “I think I was meant for you,” he murmured, looking into Cas’ beautiful eyes. “Can that be enough? Just for now?”

"just for now," he agreed softly, blushing. "We should really start those notes." He muttered after a few moments of silence "you're sure you.dont want food to eat as a snack?"