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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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It is my fault you don't understand

Why do you think that?

You have yourself Miriam
My poem, remember my poem.
You're in your darkest hour
Keep going
Because when you crawl out of Hell the sun that shines on you with favor will be the sweetest light ever

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did
But I can't change it now and it keeps chasing me and I don't know why everybody hates me and it's so easy for them to look me in the eye and say they care and then turn around and not mean it

Mir I think this links to how emotionally tired you are right now. Let the flood-doors open for a minute, please, let yourself talk to us

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

Everybody hates me

Because of what you did?

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

We don't hate you Miriam

But the people in the real world do

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to.

Okay

Okay listen, I just want to be here for you right now. Do you need to calm down or are your alright with talking?

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

Tell us, we're here to listen

Mir.
If you want to talk we're here

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

Tell us, we're here to listen

I can't I want to but I can't

Why is that?

Mir.
If you want to talk we're here

What I want is to never have been born
What I want is to be dead
Then everybody could get their way

Why is that?

You don't get it, it's too late

Because I did something, and I know
I know what I did

Can you tell us what it was?

I want to

Then say it. Get it all out.
As someone who's done a lot of really stupid messed up stuff, I know that it's best not to bottle everything up. _{I really need to take my own advice}

Why can't you?

We wouldn't be. We want to help you get through this

Mir we wouldn't be.

You don't get it
They all hate me
Everybody I know here hates me

I don't hate you

But everyone I know in real life does