@saor_illust school
is anything in particular bothering you?
is anything in particular bothering you?
A lot of things in particular.
But see, even as I'm saying this, I feel like a complete fraud that's exaggerating minor problems
no, not at all, this is to vent. even if it's a minor problem :)
Oh, goodness, I feel you. I always feel like I'm just being dramatic and everything that goes wrong are just things I'm doing for attention. The thing is, your brain is exaggerating minor problems, and that's not your fault.
But then why does the pain feel so f**king overwhelming if it stems from tiny problems?
because it morphs, it mutates, it worms its way into your life while it grows
Well I don't know how long I can take keeping everything in.
It. Is. Your. Brain's. Fault. Not yours. Pain can stem from the tiniest of things because your brain convinces you that it's worse than it is, and sets off aaaaaalllllllll those emotional chemicals telling you to freak the frack out.
(Also, this is the space to not keep everything in. If you have to hold it in elsewhere, that's unfortunate, but you should talk about it with someone, it helps, I promise.)
I'm going to vent about a teensy thing that has been causing me to freak out
I'd rather pm. It's easier and nicer for everyone if I don't unload on everyone.
My Nani (Grandmother) is getting married to a man I've never met, now we have to go to her wedding which she didn't even invite us too. I have to wear a dress and now I've been stimming since I got the news.
…if she didn't invite you why do you have to go? Not to be rude
…if she didn't invite you why do you have to go? Not to be rude
We got invited by an uncle, who is a piece of trash.
( @amber_ you can pm me if you want?)
(Are you sure?)
(I used to be a Listener on 7 Cups, so I did this sort of thing a lot. I'm completely sure, feel free to pm if you want!)
(7 Cups?)
(7 Cups of Tea. They have people who are active listeners who listen to anyone who just needs to talk. They give no advice, just listen and try to help people through whatever they're going through or worried about.)
HELLO!
CAMP WAS SURVIVED!
a new persecutor split off and he relapsed and he's an asshole and also apparently my older brother? his name is cas and i hate him-
BUT WE SURVIVED THAT MEANS SOMETHING RIGHT
~Ben
Y'all I'm pissed because I think I have a cool story idea and I want to write it but I have zero motivation to do anything and I don't know where to start and I kinda want to go cry
Oh heck I feel you big time.
HELLO!
CAMP WAS SURVIVED!
a new persecutor split off and he relapsed and he's an asshole and also apparently my older brother? his name is cas and i hate him-
BUT WE SURVIVED THAT MEANS SOMETHING RIGHT
~Ben
Ooof, hey Ben, tell the new altar hi for me if you want.
How are y'all? Other than that
Wait Cas is another Alter?
It was a Google form about CCP which is a thing where you can take college classes and get high school credit and I was going to do ccp but I decided not to because there were no classes I could or wanted to take and my mom's pissed that we didn't "talk about it" but it's my decision and we did talk about it. When it gave me a panic attack trying to figure out what to do when I went to schedule classes originally. Sorry, "tantrum".
Ok may I just say, although I understand where you are coming from, you gotta understand that your mom is thinking about your future. I know because I’m going through the same thing with my mom, accept I actually am doing the program. I really didn’t want to do it, and I still hate it, but honestly it probably will be better in the long run. Free college isn’t always going to be available.
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