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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Today is my brother and sisters birthday. They died minutes after birth 15 years to this day. It’s really hard. I may be younger but this just tears my parents apart and it’s so hard to watch.

Oh I'm sorry to hear that

Today is my brother and sisters birthday. They died minutes after birth 15 years to this day. It’s really hard. I may be younger but this just tears my parents apart and it’s so hard to watch.

oh no, i'm so sorry, i'm here if you need it always <3

aw man I'm sorry hugs

Thank you!

Dear everyone,
If I talk about someone a lot, it doesn't mean I like them. It means they're fascinatingly dumb and I'm telling you stories about them because I have to talk to you and don't have anything else to say. And I thought you'd be entertained

I got a water bottle that has time marks on the side to help with my water drinking because I used to get horrible migraines everyday from dehydration and it really helped.

That's pretty neat where can I buy one

https://us.healthish.com/products/wb-1

Thank you uwu

Some context:
I’m doing this show called Once on This Island. It’s tech week. For those of you who don’t know that’s the week before the show. We have super long, mandatory rehearsals (like 4 1/2 hours for this one) and we run the show onstage with costumes, mics, set, lights, and stuff

I play a villager for most of the show, but for Mama Will Provide I’m a breeze and I’m part of the heart ensemble for The Human Heart. For Mama Will Provide I have these wrist things with ribbons hanging down and for Human Heart I have these red armbands. (II wear these with my villager costume)

At the end of rehearsal last night I pinned my breeze things and heart things together and put them on the prop table so I would know they were mine and they wouldn’t get lost. Now you can probably guess where this is going

So before we ran the show there was a pair of heart armbands that someone left and the director asked who’s they were. No one claimed them.
Then we’re told to go backstage to check if we have all our props

Guess what’s not on the prop table
My breeze and heart things

Ok, this is just awesome. Act 1 goes by fine. Then we have a 5 minute break for intermission. Then the first song after intermission is Mama Will Provide (after that is a scene with Ti Moune and Daniel and then Human Heart). I still don’t have my things. Awesome, wow. (Yes that was intentional.) Well there weren’t enough breeze things so we had to share and a couple of us only had one (we were supposed to have two, one on each wrist.)

So I’m waiting (for life to begiiiiiiiiiiiiin)(jk) in the wing about to go on for Mama Will Provide, trying not to cry. I know I was overreacting, but I was really stressed about this. We do the song. I smiled, but I felt like people could tell it was fake

Then after the song there’s this scene between Ti Moune and Daniel before Human Heart. Still no heart armbands. Again: awesome, wow. So I have to go onstage without them. I’m the only one without them, so I know people noticed.

So yeah that was awesome. And I still don’t know what happened to my costume pieces. And I know they’re going to say something about it during notes tomorrow. Sorry it’s super long

Problem solved!
They had them on the prop table so I just took some, pinned them together like I had them before, and hid them behind a basket

pro tip: don't roller skate dissociated. it's a dumb choice.
_{also i want a joint and/or alcohol(the latter being plausible) but rian's folks are up still and this body isn't legal… ack}

pro tip: don't roller skate dissociated. it's a dumb choice.
_{also i want a joint and/or alcohol(the latter being plausible) but rian's folks are up still and this body isn't legal… ack}

Oof mood

i got two wisdom teeth removed yesterday and i am. Suffering like a motherfucker

i got two wisdom teeth removed yesterday and i am. Suffering like a motherfucker

You poor bean.
yeets fuzzy blankets, tea, scones and hella hugs

Five days until I get mine out :/

a few months here

i got two wisdom teeth removed yesterday and i am. Suffering like a motherfucker

You poor bean.
yeets fuzzy blankets, tea, scones and hella hugs

thx man i cant eat scones bc i cant even fit a spoon in my mouth but ty

Aw

Argh I’ve gotta get tooth shards removed sometime this year

Hey guys work is over and I didn't throw up this time, so that means I've got a 50% chance of throwing up at work so far. I'm not sure if I like those odds…

Hey guys work is over and I didn't throw up this time, so that means I've got a 50% chance of throwing up at work so far. I'm not sure if I like those odds…

If you try to take care of yourself, I'm sure the chances of you throwing up will be lower. And I don't mind reminding you every day to take care of yourself. I'm seriously tempted to do that-

Lmao you can if you want but I'm trying. Oh, and I get to see a new counselor tomorrow but I haven't finished my paperwork yet, so that's fun

I will remind you. Just in case!

Guys. I dug my fingernails into my palms like Betty from Riverdale to see what would happen. I get dumber I forgot that my nails are long and sharp. Now I have crescent shaped cuts in my plams. It bled for a minute. My 13 year old selfs peak of wtf were you thinking moments. Hehehe. I’m dumb.

Guys. I dug my fingernails into my palms like Betty from Riverdale to see what would happen. I get dumber I forgot that my nails are long and sharp. Now I have crescent shaped cuts in my plams. It bled for a minute. My 13 year old selfs peak of wtf were you thinking moments. Hehehe. I’m dumb.

Dude I'm older than you and I still have moments like those. Like every day too lmao

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you did it to 'see what would happen'. Ma'am, what in the world were you expecting to happen???