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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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SIS I FEEL YOU SO HARDDD

I FEEL YOU! I did a play and I had to play a ukulele (don’t ask) but someone kept taking it! It was a guy in another grade. I hit him over the head with my ukulele.

You go girl!

I FEEL YOU! I did a play and I had to play a ukulele (don’t ask) but someone kept taking it! It was a guy in another grade. I hit him over the head with my ukulele.

asking. i've done it before.

Y'all I threw up at work again and I'm low key pissed

I'm not even sick like wtf

@Caustic-Fraust-Is-Lonely maybe you ate something that was bad?

No I think I had a migraine

No I think I had a migraine

Oh oof. Hope you feel better!

Thank. I've literally only been to work three times, and two times out of three I've thrown up

I don't like that record

Caustic, maybe you should see a doctor?

hisses at your workplace
Did you drink enough water?

Idk man. I've been making an effort to drink more water, but I guess there's still a decent chance I'm dehydrated

@Caustic-Fraust-Is-Lonely I'm not a doctor but I'm giving you a prescription
1) Drink water!!!!! It doesn't have to be all at once. You can go slow with it. But you just threw up so you definitely need to hydrate yourself
2) Try to eat something small. Not too unhealthy or where it might make your stomach upset. I recommend bread. Of course, you're at work rn so you might have to wait. But once you get off, eat a little bit (not too much)
3) Idk how much longer you have to work (hopefully not too long) but once you get home, take a nap. Your body heals itself when it's sleeping
4) Tell. Your. Boss. If you're sick they'll send you home

I got a water bottle that has time marks on the side to help with my water drinking because I used to get horrible migraines everyday from dehydration and it really helped.

Yeah I'm already at home. I don't have access to notebook at work, Although I wish I did. Thanks for the tips though

I got a water bottle that has time marks on the side to help with my water drinking because I used to get horrible migraines everyday from dehydration and it really helped.

That's pretty neat where can I buy one

I’ve been finding it increasingly harder to take care of myself. I’ve forgotten to eat for a whole day, I’ve been forgetting to take my antidepressants, I’ve been laying around, I’ve been letting the one friend i have left drift away. I just can’t find the motivation to do anything. I can’t tell if this is all just my depression, or if I just broken.

I’ve been finding it increasingly harder to take care of myself. I’ve forgotten to eat for a whole day, I’ve been forgetting to take my antidepressants, I’ve been laying around, I’ve been letting the one friend i have left drift away. I just can’t find the motivation to do anything. I can’t tell if this is all just my depression, or if I just broken.

I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish I could help. I hope you find the motivation to get back on track soon uwu

I’ve been finding it increasingly harder to take care of myself. I’ve forgotten to eat for a whole day, I’ve been forgetting to take my antidepressants, I’ve been laying around, I’ve been letting the one friend i have left drift away. I just can’t find the motivation to do anything. I can’t tell if this is all just my depression, or if I just broken.

I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish I could help. I hope you find the motivation to get back on track soon uwu

Thanks fam. I’m working on it

So. I complained about my brother earlier too but I'm doing it once more bc he just did something again. We were just hanging out and I showed him all of my plants (I consider them my pets, so they mean a lot to me) and he suddenly got all snarky?? And he took one that I had just finished repotting (it was my favorite fern) and he "accidentally" dropped it. He practically threw it! And I said hey you have to buy me a new pot and help me clean up, right? Well, he was like "It's not my fault, bitch" and then left and slammed my door.
Also, keep in mind that we're not your average siblings. We were actually polite and somewhat nice to each other growing up. So obviously this is a shock-
On top of that, he's been acting super passive-aggressive and playing the victim ALL DAY _{he's acting too much like our biological father and I don't think I can take it for much longer-}

I hate myself so much because I feel like a really shitty person s lot of the time. I feel like I’m being selfish with everything. And when I get into those moods where my heart hurts physically and the self-hatred is enough to make me seek some kind of release, I feel guilty. I feel guilty like I don’t have any right to feel this way, guilty when I can’t bring myself to be present and responsive, guilty when I want to talk about it with a friend. I feel like I’d be fine if I just tried harder. If I just tried harder, I would work through it, walk it off, just get over it and everything would be fine.
I’m starting to feel like my life lacks purpose, again. How do I find the motivation to continue on if there’s no point? What does it matter?

I’ve been finding it increasingly harder to take care of myself. I’ve forgotten to eat for a whole day, I’ve been forgetting to take my antidepressants, I’ve been laying around, I’ve been letting the one friend i have left drift away. I just can’t find the motivation to do anything. I can’t tell if this is all just my depression, or if I just broken.

I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish I could help. I hope you find the motivation to get back on track soon uwu

Thanks fam. I’m working on it

Hey you! I can help remind you to do all that if needed!

I hate myself so much because I feel like a really shitty person s lot of the time. I feel like I’m being selfish with everything. And when I get into those moods where my heart hurts physically and the self-hatred is enough to make me seek some kind of release, I feel guilty. I feel guilty like I don’t have any right to feel this way, guilty when I can’t bring myself to be present and responsive, guilty when I want to talk about it with a friend. I feel like I’d be fine if I just tried harder. If I just tried harder, I would work through it, walk it off, just get over it and everything would be fine.
I’m starting to feel like my life lacks purpose, again. How do I find the motivation to continue on if there’s no point? What does it matter?

Hey! What about your loved ones?
Have you finished your book or a project you wanna do?
What about the little things in life that you enjoy?