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@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Maybe you could find a place within walking distance to meet a friend for food or something or see if they're parent could drive you

The only places within walking distance are two churches, a public school, a retirement home, and I think there’s a corn field somewhere, plus I’m not allowed to go walking anywhere past my driveway without an adult because they think I’ll end up kidnapped.

All my friends live at least 20-30 minutes away, but since my mom is always busy watching my little siblings, my dad is always either at work or out of town, my older siblings are either at work or don’t want to take me anywhere, and there are no other people in the house capable of driving… I see my friends maybe once a month, if even that.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Or pretend to take a walk outside and get out of view of your house and just watch YouTube or draw there for a bit

I can’t even get SoundCloud to load while sitting on my front porch, YouTube won’t work once I’m out of view from the house. Plus it’s going to be 85-90+ degrees Fahrenheit all week, even in the early mornings, so sitting outside for long periods of time might not be too good for my health…

@RainClouds_Itachi_

uhhhhh, i need to rant but i don't like talking about my emotions and problems and stuff but-
i'd maybe like some advice or something??? comfort is good too i guess
so uh, my dad just,, died a few hours ago. and i'm not doing good, and idk what to do, and i just,, i'm feeling a lot of things right now

@Periwinkle_

Oh my goodness I’m so sorry! That’s horrible! I guess some advice would be to take it slow, and grieve as much as you need to.

@TeamMezzo group

Rain! I'm so sorry, dear! My absolute deepest condolence go to you and your family. Pm me if you need anything. squeezes tightly

@Musical_Queen

Hey, Just remember that he is at peace and that you can keep his memory alive. You may be sad now, but remember that he is with you. Some people will say in your hearts, which is true, but also, he is a part of you. He is literally sewn into you and will always be a part of you. Just remember that and keep smiling for him, for what he did, and what he will always be a part of. <3

@TeamMezzo group

yeah!! so we're a DID system and we were dumb enough to be close to the fireworks, a total of EVERY ALTER had panic attacks and we haven't slept in three days because it's so loud and bangy. it's shit on the littles(small children in-system) as well, cuz they're like "oh!! so pretty!" but the loud noises make them sob and sob, and i feel bad cuz we're all having panic attacks so we can't help one another.

@hyunjins-eyemole

Guys. I messed up. I messed up BAD! So, today my family had just gotten this new off road car thing. And my dad was all like your 13, you’ve been practicing your driving for years on similar stuff, take it for a spin! And I was like ok! Let’s do this! We get about 200 of something yards away from the house and that’s when I messed up. So I’m just cruising along and not really looking where I am going, so I don’t see the giant mud pit until we are in it. So try going forward. Nothing. Backwards. Nothing. My parents and my dog are with me and my dad tries to get us out. Nothing. The wheels have sunk half way into the mud and we are going NOWHERE. Luckily our neighbors/close friends live just down the street. But we forgot our phones. As FYI we are wearing flip flops and the area we just drove in I snake heaven, not mention so muddy it would sink to our ankles. I’m not taking off my flip flops, walking through mud, then walking through a field unless I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO! So my dad jumps out of the car and begins to run towards the house. My dog (who weighs 40 pounds) is trying to follow him. She gets in that mud and she will sink to her knees. She is so frickin hairy it’s not even funny. She was b o i l i n g. TO be continued

@Pickles group

Guys. I messed up. I messed up BAD! So, today my family had just gotten this new off road car thing. And my dad was all like your 13, you’ve been practicing your driving for years on similar stuff, take it for a spin! And I was like ok! Let’s do this! We get about 200 of something yards away from the house and that’s when I messed up. So I’m just cruising along and not really looking where I am going, so I don’t see the giant mud pit until we are in it. So try going forward. Nothing. Backwards. Nothing. My parents and my dog are with me and my dad tries to get us out. Nothing. The wheels have sunk half way into the mud and we are going NOWHERE. Luckily our neighbors/close friends live just down the street. But we forgot our phones. As FYI we are wearing flip flops and the area we just drove in I snake heaven, not mention so muddy it would sink to our ankles. I’m not taking off my flip flops, walking through mud, then walking through a field unless I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO! So my dad jumps out of the car and begins to run towards the house. My dog (who weighs 40 pounds) is trying to follow him. She gets in that mud and she will sink to her knees. She is so frickin hairy it’s not even funny. She was b o i l i n g. TO be continued

imo that's on them. You're only 13. How'd you guys get out?

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

I would say same but I physically cannot feel any emotion right now

Not even self-hatred

I’m miserable and trying to cry all my problems away (which usually helps) but I can’t even force myself to cry

There’s just no emotion

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

I don’t even know what problems I’d have to cry away

Or why I’m this emotionally numb

Probably the lack of sleep. Yeah. I’ll go with that…
Goodnight beans

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