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I was going to make a separate thread for this but here is a good place too.

The other day my friend and I found this site called AI Dungeon which is a text based role play game but the dm is an AI. I felt like it would be the kind of thing that the notebook community would be interested in since we're a bunch of writers and RPers.

When my friend and I were playing around with it the other day, our game ended up being about a wizard who kept getting teleported to random places. He eventually died because he was teleported to Bikini Bottom and he couldn't breathe underwater. He ended up going to hell and marrying Satan (he was also reincarnated as Obama at one point).
I've had some pretty good luck trying to get a more serious story going though.

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I was going to make a separate thread for this but here is a good place too.

The other day my friend and I found this site called AI Dungeon which is a text based role play game but the dm is an AI. I felt like it would be the kind of thing that the notebook community would be interested in since we're a bunch of writers and RPers.

When my friend and I were playing around with it the other day, our game ended up being about a wizard who kept getting teleported to random places. He eventually died because he was teleported to Bikini Bottom and he couldn't breathe underwater. He ended up going to hell and marrying Satan (he was also reincarnated as Obama at one point).
I've had some pretty good luck trying to get a more serious story going though.

duihsjs, I'm playing it and just making everyone fall in love with my character

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Notes: this gets weird and pretentious. Just go with it. Tw for body issues and internalized aro/acephobia and transphobia and some debatable body horror.

Gender is honestly so weird and complicated for me. I want to go on testosterone but I don't and never have felt particularly masculine, nor have I felt particularly feminine. My gender is outside of the standard binary, it is outside of gender itself. I hate my body as it is yet nothing is right. I love wearing flowy "feminine" things like skirts and dresses as much as I love wearing billowy white dress shirts and tight pants that highlight my calves in a way that is wholly manly at the same time, to feel the flatness of a bound chest. But I never feel any particular gender, again, I just feel wrong, outside of myself. I can never explain what it's like to be me. I don't have a form that works for me, I'm just. There. I wish I could shapeshift into everything that is me. I wish I could love people in any way that mattered, I wish I could love and long for a partner in a normal way without the guilt and the discomfort of something so thoroughly wrong for who I am. I never ever feel okay as I am. I am wrong. I wish I could scrape my skin away until all that is left is a crow surrounded by ash. My skin is a prison. I am forever to thick and too thin, never quite measuring up to anyone's (including my own) expectations. If there could be nothing left of me I would be happy. Honestly everything just hurts all the time and I don't know how to fix myself.

Sorry, nobody wanted me to share this, but I guess that's what the chat is for? Anyways somebody please make me stop lol.

@ElderGod-Winter-The-Renegade-Legionnaire book

Then don't be a gender! I have a friend who is just like you, and they quite literally chose to identify as some of the funniest things, and they are supposed to be funny. They will come up to me and I will ask what they identifiy as for that day. They always add their own flare to it. For the past 2 days they have chosen to identify as a spork, (which in turn, it's funny and they love doing that, rather than associatiing themselves with male/female and all the other ones I'm just to lazy to type out.) I've heard them identify as a pumpkin, a Phoenix, colors, states, and whatever else they want to be for that day. So get free with it. Get creative. (These are just ideas. Please do whatever you feel comfortable with.)