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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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What vibes does my name give off?

Oh! Oh! Do me too!

Also, I'm in that mood where I really wish I had physical friends who would drop everything to come hug me.
Quarantine is making me hate myself more than usual.
I take a shower every day, look at my face, look at my body, cry, go do my face wash, realize how ugly I am, cry some more, then I feel disgusting because I can't even muster up the energy to struggle into my binder which makes me feel dirty because if I don't go out of my way to wear my binder, am I even trans? Then I go wash my face again because I look horrible and maybe the scars will go away if I was enough, then I put a face mask on, then I take a bath because I feel gross by just being alive.

Just know that if I could hug you right now, I absolutely would.

_{I'm sorry I'm terrible at making people feel better}

Also, I'm in that mood where I really wish I had physical friends who would drop everything to come hug me.
Quarantine is making me hate myself more than usual.
I take a shower every day, look at my face, look at my body, cry, go do my face wash, realize how ugly I am, cry some more, then I feel disgusting because I can't even muster up the energy to struggle into my binder which makes me feel dirty because if I don't go out of my way to wear my binder, am I even trans? Then I go wash my face again because I look horrible and maybe the scars will go away if I was enough, then I put a face mask on, then I take a bath because I feel gross by just being alive.

I understand.
This probably won't help but Reedy, you're valid. So incredibly valid. You know you're trans. We know you're trans. Everyone who matters knows you're trans.
It sounds like some anxiety and dysphoria is really getting to you. What usually helps you with these feelings?

Name vibes please

Name vibes please

Pato?

Name vibes please

Pato?

I mean you could use my actual name MaK

my name gives off a different vibe than I do, but it kinda works for me

Name vibes please

Pato?

I mean you could use my actual name MaK

Okay.
MaK is cool. Kind of gAnGsTeR. But also that one rich kid who's nice to everyone.

Someone just crashed my science zoom class and said some swear words and the n-word
So today’s going great

My history class started like 15 minutes ago and idk if it's started or what

Hey schools, this is why we don't use a strange Chinese app no one's ever heard of and that's very not secure to do class :)

Hey schools, this is why we don't use a strange Chinese app no one's ever heard of and that's very not secure to do class :)

My brain went "teachers are using tiktok?!" and now I hate myself

Oh no
I'm trapped in the fanart vortex
The more I look at fanart, the worse I feel about my own art skills
But it's all so stunning and it's just wow
And it doesn't help that most of it is of one of my favorite character who died a very emotional death.

Also, I'm in that mood where I really wish I had physical friends who would drop everything to come hug me.
Quarantine is making me hate myself more than usual.
I take a shower every day, look at my face, look at my body, cry, go do my face wash, realize how ugly I am, cry some more, then I feel disgusting because I can't even muster up the energy to struggle into my binder which makes me feel dirty because if I don't go out of my way to wear my binder, am I even trans? Then I go wash my face again because I look horrible and maybe the scars will go away if I was enough, then I put a face mask on, then I take a bath because I feel gross by just being alive.

I understand.
This probably won't help but Reedy, you're valid. So incredibly valid. You know you're trans. We know you're trans. Everyone who matters knows you're trans.
It sounds like some anxiety and dysphoria is really getting to you. What usually helps you with these feelings?

Nothing really, I've been just going to sleep really early. I'm probably going to sleep at six if I can get my work done. I haven't had the energy to do anything for any classes but one and my mom found out about it, so I don't want to be yelled at I need to get it all done now.

Oh no
I'm trapped in the fanart vortex
The more I look at fanart, the worse I feel about my own art skills
But it's all so stunning and it's just wow
And it doesn't help that most of it is of one of my favorite character who died a very emotional death.

Welcome to the club

Hey schools, this is why we don't use a strange Chinese app no one's ever heard of and that's very not secure to do class :)

Why couldn’t we use something better

Did you know that the TSA has a Tik Tok account?

Did you know that the TSA has a Tik Tok account?

What has this world come to

Anyhow, sorry for the sad stuff, what's my name's vibe?

~Vibes~

Mir/Miriam: royalty, is expected to behave but will kick your ass
Maya: very popular sweet, innocent bean
Mak: I'm kinda biased against this name so… yeah

Anyhow, sorry for the sad stuff, what's my name's vibe?

Reed: generally chill, smarter than they let on

Anyhow, sorry for the sad stuff, what's my name's vibe?

Reed: generally chill, smarter than they let on

:))
Thankies

~Vibes~

Mir/Miriam: royalty, is expected to behave but will kick your ass
Maya: very popular sweet, innocent bean
Mak: I'm kinda biased against this name so… yeah

Ooh, can I get a vibe check?

pickles didn't even respond to what I said about her name and I'm sad