(not my writing)
Alas, it has come to this!
My one and only love has taken his dear life.
My dear husband has drifted away so easily.
Did Fiar not sent my word?
Or did Romeo, oh Romeo, did thee not receive my message?
For I cannot shake that feeling of distress.
Romeo, I still remember that magical night.
When I first laid my hands on yours.
Thy words still haunt me I profane with my unworthiest hand.
Oh how thee made me blush,
I truly believed that night would never end.
The words thee spoke before stealing my first kiss,
I remember them every night.
Then move not, while the prayers effect I take.
Oh how my heart fluttered yet
my heart is so heavy with grief.
Oh Romeo, my love,
My angel from above,
We shared many thoughts and many feelings when thee found me,
pondering at my balcony,
Later that very night.
I remember thee calling me a saint along with many other holy offerings.
Many names of which I did not deserve not even one,
for thee were the true saint.
I remember when my love offered to change thy name for me, thee said
I take thee at thy words words call me but love,
and I’ll be new baptised henceforth I will never be Romeo.
My dear you cared not if my family could have caught.
But why do our families hate each other so much, whatever happens in the past between them should not be affecting us, yet they do.
Why keep on hating when we forgot the reason they quarrel.
thee could’ve looked death in the eye and still would not flinch,
I knew thee were there for me.
I felt as if I was no longer in control.
I just fell for you even more.
I was so excited when the day we wed came!
My heart was thumping ;
I was overwhelmed with joy.
Oh how naive I was to believe that our marriage would last.
It all happened so fast. I remember being afraid,
afraid of our families finding us,
but that quickly changed when I laid eyes on thee.
I knew everything would be fine.
Oh, my love, I had no word then and still,
I have no words now.
No such word exist for me to describe my love for my dearest husband.
My heart shattered when I found out what you did to my dearest Tybalt.
How rude of you Romeo, how could thee have been so selfish.
My dearest cousin Tybalt died a gruesome death,
he died in agony.
My poor cousin whose only reason of death was defending my family,
because of me.
The price did thee justice, but it was injustice to me.
Romeo, my sweet Romeo should not have left me here all alone.
Thee should not have murdered in my Dear Tybalt.
For thy actions have consequences.
I despise thee for this yet somehow I still love thee.
I still see thy eyes turning away from mine.
Oh how are thee displease me so.
thee left so far Premier, why such a great distance between us. Why did thee choose to live so far from me. Why so far even I couldn’t sneak out and reach thee. This was too great a consequence but it made perfect sense.
The prince judged fairly.
If only I could have joined thee without raising suspicion.
Oh but my love, I did not give in.
I was disgusted by the idea of abandoning thee.
Thankfully the dearest friar found a way.
I had such high hopes, I couldn’t bear to live in a city where thee would no longer live. I could not imagine my life without thee.
Friars plan was magnificent and I couldn’t wait for us to be reunited at long last.
I couldn’t contain my excitement I drink every drop of Friars potion without hesitating.
The idea of being dead to my family upset me but it was all worth it if I could be with thee.
It’s has been a wonderful journey, we have spent our theeng lives together.
Now. With this dagger. We shall be together once more.
