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Deleted user

And I am an unknown smol bean who just wants everyone to be friends. This is probably the wrong chat to do it on but idk.

Also, there's this user called "jessica moon" in all lowercase. I'm pretty sure they changed their user, but that's how I know them best. They always make Mary Sues, and never use good grammar or spelling, it gets annoying. And I've heard stories of worse, like trolls or somebody called Abigail Dara, but I've never actually seen any of their RPs, I'm assuming they had just died after everyone got too annoyed from what I've heard. But I just hate people like that, they're no good at any sort of roleplaying and just… idk they're annoying. And also, while I may be a total hypocrite for saying this, I hate whenever people do really short answers and never respond to RPs.

Okay, I like most of the people on this site, but I really just fucking hate NutElla's "Good Christian Server". I find it offensive, given that I practise Paganism, it isn't inclusive and make me feel really bad since I come from a long line of super strict Christians so my family already doesn't approve that much. NutElla, I love you, you're an amazing person, I just… cringe. Sorry.

Deleted user

I dislike the newbies. They are cringy and weird and destroy everything. I can't get simple critiques on things because no one uses the worldbuilding forums.

  • The Althosian, um… why? He's just… weird. He's really… i dont know…

Whadup? I'm cool with being that dude, but specify for my benefit if you will. If you have problems with me I might try to straighten it out.

You just confuse me. A lot… But I'm all not that good with people myself so this may just be me being completely random.

Deleted user

You just seem overall different despite your stances on multiple subjects. It's confusing yet nice.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Okay I’m sorry that part of this will be really repetitive (because poor Ella has been told too many times she’s annoying)
I think a lot of people are too hard on Ella. Like she used to be kinda annoying with her jokes but she’s stopped. And she can’t help her age or the fact that she’s sheltered. Like most 13-year-olds are just kinda annoying sometimes. And she’s not even that annoying. She’s mostly just naive because she’s sheltered.

(Oh boy… Bitter NutElla's come back which is usually followed by extreme levels of embarrassment to the point where I cry myself to sleep for weeks over it… I apologize for her utter stupidity)

To be fair, I truly have been an absolute pest. Sure, I'm pretty smol, but I've been acting like a literal 5-year-old here when in reality I'm perfectly capable of being mature. I'm the exact type of person that people claim to be ruining this website, in fact, I don't even know why I'm here. To me, writing is just a background hobby, it's not my true passion and it never will be. I don't read very often, I forget to respond to roleplays, I never watch tv or animes, and I don't even play video games more than once a week, so of course I don't blend in and just look like an annoyance to the entire website. I shouldn't be here, I should find a site for artists and stop embarrassing all of Notebook.

…But to be fair to myself, I've asked multiple times if people thought my jokes were annoying. I've asked for honest opinions and been lied to, told I was just overthinking things, so now that the truth's out and it's clear that you hate me, (I'm going to sound like my mom here…) I'm more upset that people have been lying to me than I am about you all thinking I'm annoying. How the heck am I supposed to trust you?

In your defense, my actions have given off this idea that I'm an extremely fragile bean who can't take insults which is slightly true
Also, I'm not as sheltered as it seems, sure my mom never talks to me about things other than my religion, but I have all the time and ability to do my own research, yet I don't. Why? I'm a terrible human who's too lazy to actually focus on my own education so I instead fake a childish ignorance in the slight hope that maybe, just maybe, people will fall for my awful lies and forgive me for the offensive things I've said. I should probably leave this site, I don't help anyone here and I'm just ruining this community with my inability to be a decent person.

…But still, if people had just been honest with me, I wouldn't be in this "Good Christian Situation" in the first place. And with my ignorance, it's still not 100% my fault. I've spent almost my entire life under the impression that

  • Being gay is a choice and an evil one
  • Climate change is a myth
  • Atheists = Idiots
  • Any religion other than mine (Roman Catholic) is wrong and people who believe them are obviously uneducated to the truth
  • Curse words are basically the definition of evil

(Along with many more things that will most likely offend literally everyone, and rightfully so.) And I joined Notebook back when I still had that mindset, which some users may remember… (Particularly Emi, Eris, Lex, and either Ace or Jensen, I can't remember which) But ever since I joined this site, I have learned so much. Which is why despite being nothing but a pest, I'm not leaving. I've been less of an ignorant little brat from my exposure to not-as-ignorant little brats, so I'm going to keep talking to you even if you all beg me to stop.

Now that I've got all that out of the way, I'm going to give my opinions on the people mentioned in this chat and some people who weren't mentioned.

NutElla: She's ultimately superior flicks my greasy hair before falling off a stepstool or something
Fenris: Never met them, although they can't be that bad
StarkSprangledBanner: I don't know them too well but from what I've seen, they're pretty great. I like them.
Starlight: She is an amazing precious friend who's never done anything wrong, sure she bugs me about responding to RPs quite often but then again who can blame her? I should probably just suck it up and respond to the pancaking RPs for crying out loud and stop being a disappointment in the roleplaying world
Shuri: Not necessarily 100% trustworthy, but he's in a rough spot right now so I can't really be mad
The Althalosian: …How could anyone not like Dom-Kun The Ultimately Superior?
Thighhighcrocs: They're nice. I like them.
Spearmint/Lex: Depends on the day, sometimes I feel like they're the most amazing friend ever and then other times they annoy the heck out of me.
Constance: Same with Lex, only I don't know them as well
Eris: Probably helped me the most when it comes to getting over my old, dumb mindset, but I wouldn't consider her a best friend or anything.
Red/Ace: I didn't really get a good first impression, but I like them now.
Jensen: Good friend, can be a little bit overly negative or salty sometimes but that doesn't stop me from thinking they're amazing.
Wren: Another good friend, I love them. They're always nice even when I'm being an absolute idiot and I appreciate that.
Arron: The best, most lovable bean who I will protec with my LIFE
Golden: Not perfect, but I know where she's coming from and I was in the same boat for a long time, so I'm willing to defend her at all costs
Sparky: Every once in a while they'll do something small that bugs me, but they're still one of my favorite users.
Soup Nana: Incredible artist, incredible person, incredible friend, overall just incredible. I absolutely love them.
Emi: I don't know how I feel about her… She just… She's honest to me, which I really like, but she's honest in the rudest possible way. Yet when she's not being rudely honest, she's one of my favorite users… I don't know. It's like how I feel about Spearmint/Lex, yet extreme-ified.
Jynnie: Eh, she's never affected me in any big way, she's great but I don't fully know that. You know what I mean?
Grammar Queen: She's an underrated user. We should give her an appreciation thread or something.
King Of Crows: …Maybe they're a good person, but if that's the case, I've not seen it. Might sound harsh coming from me but if I had to pick a least favorite user, they'd be one of my top picks, if not the top.
Mezzo System: I like them, they're pretty nice.
Ravens: I can't speak for everyone but I think they're pretty awesome.
Kylee (probably spelled it wrong, whatever): I just wish I could fix all her problems so she could stop constantly talking down about herself, I love her and I love her artwork but her messages hurt to read. She could also be better at spelling but saying that makes me quite the hypocrite
Tiramisu: They can get grumpy and strict sometimes, but they're otherwise really great. They're so :3. This site needs more people like them.
Midnight: SHE IS MY BESTEST OF INTERNET FRIENDS AND IF ANYONE DARES TO INSULT HER I WILL FIND YOU AND IT WON'T BE PRETTY

Phew, that was a lot of words. Now please, all of you, don't lie to me anymore.
Bitter NutElla signing out, Depressed Ball of Melted Chocolate probably signing in.

Deleted user

I don't know how to reply but I'm just letting you know I read this and you have someone who cares.

Deleted user

Honestly, I would rather be annoying than a good friend. This is for a certain reason that I'm not sharing.

And Nutella, I probably shouldn't have been so harsh. I do think you're a good person, a bit too cheerful, but that's my opinion. I just think you take your jokes to far. I see you as some people would see a little sibling, annoying as all hell but probably a good person at heart.
Plus, I think it may just because you're older than me, but with a lot less exposure to certain things. So, I feel as if I'm matured when in reality I'm just an annoying little lying bitch. If anyone should leave the site, it would be me.

Wow, I'm an asshole.

Deleted user

No one will be leaving. This is a chat to get all the pent up feelings out, not die of rudeness. None of you beautiful people will be leaving because of something so petty.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

It's okay, this is a chat dedicated to being harsh. You are not a waffle hole, you are a loved and appreciated member of the Notebook community.

Deleted user

It's okay, this is a chat dedicated to being harsh. You are not a waffle hole, you are a loved and appreciated member of the Notebook community.

Not sure about that, but sure.

@Althalosian-is-the-father book

You just seem overall different despite your stances on multiple subjects. It's confusing yet nice.

Cool. Is it stuff like how I don't support gayness but think Shuri is a great guy type of thing?

Deleted user

You just seem overall different despite your stances on multiple subjects. It's confusing yet nice.

Cool. Is it stuff like how I don't support gayness but think Shuri is a great guy type of thing?

I guess.

@ravens

Ravens: I can't speak for everyone but I think they're pretty awesome.

Aww thanks! And I prefer she/her.

@ravens

Ravens: I can't speak for everyone but I think they're pretty awesome.

Aww thanks! And I prefer she/her.

I thought so, just wanted to be safe.

No worries!

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

There are multiple other users that I have strong opinions on, but they're positive opinions so I figured I'd save that for somewhere that isn't the chat dedicated to rudeness

@basil_

I'm angry because i have no fuckin idea what happened to all the ogs and WHO THe FUCK EVERYONE IS??
WHERE'S MOUSEY? WHERE'S KMART? WHO TOOK MY SQUAD?

(Just stalking general chat cause that’s what I do. Hi Connie. I left general chat a while ago cause new people annoy/scare me. Talking to people just makes me nervous and I guess it was fine when a lot of the new people weren’t here. Shit went down though irl and on this site so I just kinda dropped out. PM me if you want. Talk shit about me, idk)